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''Hello Dad, I called to let you know that I'm sorry. I didn't mean it. I never did. It was just that… I couldn't do it.. I never could do it dad.. I hated it so much..''
She let out her breath. She always knew that there was something of with her boyfriend. And that something had happened before he came here. Something that had broke the family away. But no one ever tried to ask him about it. There were to afraid that it was something that everybody feared.
"I wanted to call you sooner, but I didn't know how. I was to afraid for a another fight and that you didn't want to talk to me. I know your mad and I deserved it, I really do dad."
She remembered him sitting for the windows with the phone in his hands trying to call his dad. But to afraid to push the last bottom. She never said a thing, she just sat there looking in his eyes waiting for his mind to come back to earth and let go of the past. But it never happened.
"Bobby called me yesterday, he told me about Dean. I know you don't want to speak to me, but I deserved to know, you know? Or maybe I don't. But its just he's still my big brother… "
He never talked about his past but when he talked, it was always about Dean. 'He is the awesome brother ever.' She can remember a day that somebody in class asked everyone about there parents and siblings. It was the first time she had heard him say those words. 'Dean was mine life, but I lost track of him.'
"I just wanted to go to collage not losing you and Dean. Maybe I am a bit of selfish but I wanted both and I'm sorry for that. I didn't know, that it would turn out this way. "
She wanted to laugh, but then he would know that she was spying on him. He was everything but not selfish. Or maybe he was then, not now.
"Look dad, just let me know of everything is okay. And maybe we will see again. Bye dad. Bye Dean."
Se saw the tears but she didn't say anything. She just held him close and let drive back to his real family.
END.