I Know Who Killed Me (Leah's POV)

The love of my life has been taken away from me. I lost him. It makes it so hard for me not to think about him anymore. Emily. My own cousin took him away from me. I thought she would comprehend that I love him with all my life. I thought she understood how I felt when I loved him so much with my entire life. But no! She went and took him away from me.

I close my eyes and took a deep breath as I watch the sunset and enjoy the view from the cliff. The cliff where Sam went with his 'gangs'. I didn't believe Sam was hanging around with gangs as words were spread around in the entire La Push. I hate it when rumours spread around. Rumours that are not true. Sam wouldn't tell me why he left me for days. I have been worried sick about his disappearance. He showed up few days later looking like a new man. He was taller. He was somebody else. He was not the Sam Uley I know of. This man looks like he came from somewhere else. Was he taking steroids or any kind of drugs? I couldn't recognize him anymore.

Somehow, I forgave him and we went back to our days before he disappeared. He was my man again. He became back to his old self. However, he was mysterious. He didn't want to tell me where he went off to. He wouldn't tell me anything. He wouldn't tell me why his skin were always burning up. He was so hot that I wondered if he had a fever or not. He refused to go to the doctor. My mother was worried. I felt like tearing my hair out if he didn't tell me what happened to him. My baby brother, Seth was wondering what happened to Sam. I have received a call from my cousin, Emily who resided in the Makal Reservation. I told her all about my problems and about Sam as well. She decided to come and pay me a visit.

After Emily came from Makal Reservation to comfort me, I decided to introduce my cousin who was like my sister to me. I wanted her to get to know my man, my fiance. My plan didn't go as well as I thought it would go. Ever since Sam met Emily, he had his eyes only on Emily's. It hurt me when he did that. He no longer paid any attention to me. It was as if I was invisible or something. He was ignoring me. He was not looking at me anymore. He was looking at Emily with love and adoration. I couldn't believe he was looking at her like that. Emily looked shocked to see Sam who was tall.

I felt betrayed. The next day was the worst day of my life. A disaster. I felt like I have died. He dumped me. He left me for Emily. He told me he didn't love me anymore. He told me that our relationship couldn't work. He felt in love with Emily Young. It was love at first sight. He broke me. He hurt me. I have never felt so betrayed before. I was angry . I hated him. I cried all night. I wouldn't let Emily see me anymore. I felt it was her fault as well.

I scream at both Sam and Emily. I wouldn't let them come any near at me. My dear mother and brother were comforting me. They prevented Sam and Emily from coming here at my house. I was sick of hearing of Emily's poor excuse of apologies. I was sick of seeing them together. It make me sick to the core. I hated them so much. I wish I could hurt them both.

I didn't give a damn when Emily was hauled by a bear. I felt she deserved it. She got what she wanted for taking my man away from me. My mother wanted me to go visit Emily at the hospital but I have refused. I would not see her any more for she brings back my pain. I blamed Sam for not taking care of Emily. Just because I became a bitter harpy does not mean I do not actually care for Emily. She is still my cousin. I could no longer forgive her.

She can keep Sam for herself now. I hated them both for making me miserable. It's all their fault why I am always so bitter. After Emily's recovering, my mother offered to celebrate her recovering at our house. It made me so mad. I was so angry. I did not want them here. I did not want to see them at my house. I despise looking at them both lovebirds holding their hands together. It was supposed to be ME, not Emily holding hands with Sam.

They came to my house to celebrate. Like always, I ignore them and went my way and sat on the sofa with Seth. I loved my brother. He was the best. It was my responsibility to take care of him. I was so overprotective of him that I almost hit Emily for coming to talk to him and I. Sam was mad. I couldn't care even less. I don't care how Sam felt anymore. I will make him feel miserable for the rest of his life if I have to and that includes Emily too. I will make them pay for what they did. For destroying me.

Paul and Jared spend most of their time pigging out at Sam's house. Emily was their best cook. How they ate, I don't know. They ate like pigs and still they are not even fat. The same way goes to Sam. They are like animals. Then Embry joined the family. I wondered what was going on with Sam and these guys. Why were they always together? Embry was Jacob's friend. He used to hang around with Jake and Quil before Sam got to him. Jacob tried to get his friend but failed. Seth admired Jake. He idolized Jake. I don't understand Jake. He was always hanging around with that Bella girl. What he saw in her, I never knew. Days later, he was hanging around with Sam and his gang. Quil was by himself. He said he didn't want to be next.

To make the matter even worst, my poor pa suffered from a heart attack. I think it was my fault. My skin was hot. I was burning up and so was Seth. I didn't know what was happening to me and my brother. We were burning up the same way as Sam was. Then I exploded. I had four paws. My clothes were turned. My father saw me and suffered the big blow. I heard voices in my head. I thought I was going crazy. My brother also exploded. He turned into a wolf just as I was. He was sandy and my fur were gray. He was bigger than me.

'What was going on?' I thought. I couldn't believe both my brother and I were wolves. I thought I heard Sam's voice. I ran to the forest and Seth followed. I came across a huge black wolf. He was the biggest than the others. As I looked into his eyes, it reminded me of Sam. 'Leah. Seth'. The black wolf called. He sounded just like Sam. Did this wolf read my mind or was I going crazy?

'Yep. You're going crazy, Leah. Who would have thought you would actually joined us. I'm Paul'. Paul said. The so-called Paul was a wolf and he was grey just like me. Why grey? Seth has a better colored fur than me. 'No. Actually your fur is better than mines, Lee'.

'Leah and Seth. Welcome to the pack. I have never thought you would actually joined us, Leah. You're the first female wolf we have. We did not expect the gene to pass into you, Lee'. Sam said. He was the biggest wolf and his fur was as black as the night. I can't believe I am the only and the first female wolf in the pack. This sucks. This totally sucks. Why am I a wolf? Why are we all wolves then?

'Do you remember the story of the Quileute Legend? It's all true. We are all wolves'. Sam then told us the whole story about the wolves and why we exist. He even explained about the Cold ones such as the Cullens and blah, blah, blah he went. I don't give a damn about the Cullens and other bloodsuckers on the loose.

'It's important for you to pay attention, Leah. We are the protectors. We protect the people against bloodsuckers'. Sam said. Who was he to tell me what to do. I hate Sam. He is the reason why I am a monster too. He turns me into a dog just like him just to torture me even more. I can see what he is thinking. He is thinking of Emily. I hate her! I hate him even more. Sam explains that he is the alpha and we are to do what he tells us to do. We are to obey his stupid commands. I hate him so much that I am now stuck to see his lovely memories with his biatch. I hate them both. I wouldn't care if a bloodsucker put me out of my misery.

'Don't say that, Leah. We care for you. I love you. What would mom think what you are thinking of? Think about me. Thing about mom. Think about dad. Think about Sam'. Seth looked at me sadly as I thought about getting my life out of misery.

'I will think only for you, mom and dad. I will not do it for Sam. I HATE YOU SAM!! THIS IS YOUR FAULT. I AM A FREAKING MONSTER JUST LIKE YOU!!!'

I ran as I throw what I thought about that stupid Sam freaking Uley. I ran as I have never ran before. Sam and the others are calling me. Seth is running behind me, calling me to stop. I ran even faster ignoring him and the rest. I want to get away from Sam. I am going to mom. I want to know how dad is doing. I hope he's okay.

I ran faster as I ran and the forest become a blur as I ran to my destination. Seth and the others are way behind me. I can see Seth trying to run as fast as I am but he's too slow. I can run faster than all of them. What losers!

This is all Sam's fault. He is making everything difficult for me. Yet he is still thinking of that stupid Emily. I hate her! I want him out of my life. I want him out of my mind. Now he invades my mind. He won't let me alone. For I know who killed me.

A.N: I have been reading other Leah stories that I found. I absolutely love Leah. I've been thinking of writing a story about her. I don't know whether to write more or just leave it like that. My plan was to write a story and nothing else. I don't know whether to write more or what.