Why can't I move on?
Why can't I just let myself heal?
Because I don't want to. I don't want to forget the way it felt whenever we embraced. I don't want to lose the warmth of her lips on mine. I don't want to forget that little shred of memory, of me, her, and Baelfyre, sailing the seas of Neverland forever and ever and ever. And most of all...
I don't want to move on.
But then, there's Emma.
Why can't I hold on?
Because my fingers numb with betrayal. I promised to her, my Milah, that I'd never let her go. And here I go, kissing some random lass- no. I feel more for her than a simple bedding urge. Echo caves proved more than that.
Its this simple.
I don't want to hold on.
If I can't save Milah or Bae...then I'll do what I can for the living.
Can't hold on.
Can't move on.
He's the weight, the driving force behind my sin.