My Dilemma
It all started as soon i saw him at his mother's graveside the moment i started to feel things that i shouldn't really be feeling for my adopted brother i should be grateful that we don't share a single drop of blood between us,but it's still wrong.
So i ignored the feelings and hoped the way i was feeling towards Dennis wasn't what i thought. So i pushed the feeling away and got on with everyday life, the club,family life.
Everyday I watched as he'd slept around a different girl everyday, using them. the only person Dennis really cares about is himself and yet i still craved to be used by him.
It bothered me... the way he was using these girls, people i knew...
I hoped and prayed the feelings would go away but they just got worse, to point where i'm thinking how long can i live with this charade it's been 5 months and it's killing me every single day living with him, knowing he only see's me as a sister, they have been times when i've had to restrain myself from caress his naked body, I need to stop whatever i think i'm feeling for this man, this man is supposed to be my brother, so i decided to move on, went out got drunk met a random guy and slept with him.
I thought that would stop me from feeling like i do towards Dennis but it's just made it worse and now i'm stuck here and i don't know what to do,
So there's my Dilemma
Should i make a move on Dennis and hope he feels the same?
OR move away from walford and make a life somewhere else?