Disclaimer: Stephanie Meyers owns EVERYTHING twilight, i am just here to mess with her characters and have a bit fun.

Over the next few weeks i am sorting the chapters out because of stupid spelling mistakes, grammer etc.

Chapter 1

BELLA'S POV

Hello my name is Bella Swan I am 23 years old, I have been engaged to Jacob Black for the last 5 years, I am an accountant and Jacob is a mechanic.

We live in a two up two down quaint modern house in Seattle; we have no children, no pets and generally keep ourselves to ourselves.

We return to our hometown of Forks every other month to see our family and friends and the rest of the time we have quite a heavy work schedule although we do get out once a week for a meal with each other, we are fairly normal people who lead a normal life.

That was up until three months ago; Jacob suggested we takeabreakIwasabsolutely mortified at the thought of Jacob not being in my life, I suggested anything to keep him, therapy, threesome, dressing up, anything I could think of in that split second not to have him go.

At the time it did not feel like I was begging and making a complete mockery of myself, it felt more like self preservation, life without Jacob Black felt like I would be lost, cut in half, pulled into a black hole never to return, yes offering Jacob anything seemed like a worthwhile cause.

And so it was.

The Start

"You are willing to try anything?" Jacob asked his voice reeked with sudden excitement and enthusiasm.

"Yes." I squealed realising there was a small possibility of him not leaving me.

"I was talking to a work colleague and he was telling me about his brother who is involved in...A secret society."

"Secret society?" I questioned, naivety was my biggest problem, along with clumsiness and turning red more frequent than not.

"Yes, it's for couples who are willing to try...anything." Jacob uttered suggestively, while flashing me a wink that melted my heart.

"If you think it will help, then of course, like I said I will try anything," anythingtokeephim.

"Oh it..." Jacob started walking slowly towards me, stopping at the foot of the couch where I was sitting, "will help," he called while bending down so his lips were inches from mine, "us a lot," he purred while making the final move to touch my lips with his. Jacob picked me up in his arm and carried me bridal style to the bedroom where he lay me down on the bed.

I did not question his motives for the sudden turnaround in behaviour, Jacob was acting like he wanted me and I wanted him more than words can express.

Jacob Knelt on the bottom of the bed and crawled a few moves up so tracing his fingers up my legs and stopping at the top of my jeans, he slowly unbuttoned my jeans and gently pulled them and my panties down.

I tried to hold back the moan that was erupting in my throat, but like a fool I gasped out begging for more.

Jacob kissed up my legs and lifted my leg over his shoulder as he kissed his way up my thighs, my body was trembling with excitement and felt I had never been as turned on I was right now.

Jacob grabbed my feet behind his head and lifted his body up, lifting my entire torso with him while he grabbed at my t-shirt and ripped it from my back. I didn't want to argue that I loved the top, so I smiled as seductively as I could.

Jacob pulled at my bra and within a second he ripped that from my body too.

"You have the most amazing body," Jacob commented while tracing his finger tips up my stomach and caressed my breasts, tweaking at my nipples then tracing his hands back down my body, "so fucking amazing," he moaned while grabbing hold of my hips and pulling my lower body to his lips.

Jacob kissed at my clit causing an instant rush of arousal Jacob took a deep breath as he began sucking on me and whispered out, "intoxicating," I didn't question his words; my moans became louder as Jacob sucked and nibbled on my swollen clit.

Moment's later Jacobs tongue slid into me and dear god, if he didn't hit spots that were not known to many men. Jacob had me crying out in absolute pleasure as he placed his fingers on my clit rubbing like only he knew how, Jacob knew how to satisfy me and within minutes - whichIdeeplyappreciated- I came off my high as Jacob licked my every bit of arousal as though his life depended on it.

I suddenly wondered if I had been played. Had Jacob not had the balls to ask me if I wanted to try the secret society? He knew I loved him more than anyone could comprehend, he knew I would agree with anything to keep him, and half an hour ago I felt pretty sure he felt the same way, had he actually tried the leaving tactic to get what he wanted?

I couldn't be angry at Jacob, I loved him too much, but the way he had gone about this hurt.

Before I could think about anything else Jacob wrapped my legs around his hips as he lifted to his knees and pulled me onto him, I cried out with the sensation of being filled by him, nothing felt more natural in the world than having Jacob inside me.

Sex was a major part in our life and to be honest it was me that needed Jacob daily, I think Jacob would happily wait a few days at a time, while the thought of that...well it freaked me the fuck out.

Jacob was rough and fast in his actions causing us both to finish relatively quickly, well too quick for my liking, but as he pulled out he lay down next to me and pulled me into his arms. "I do love you Bella, I will always love you." Jacob whispered in my ear.

I lay my head in the crook of his neck where I slept peacefully the rest of the night.

Two days later.

"Tonight?" I virtually screamed while Jacob walked into the kitchen where I was cooking tea.

"Yes, James managed to get us an invite for tonight, Bella, remember you did say anything?" Yes I remember that all too well and he played me good, too good.

"What do I wear? What is this secret society?"

"Wear a little black number and...Well you will soon find out." Jacob winked at me; I felt my knees suddenly deceive me and shake slightly. – I was a fool in love.

Three hours later we pulled up to a house that looked like it had been built for royalty, I tried my best not to look too impressed, but I figure Jacob realised I was in complete awe as I noticed a slight rise on his lips.

Jacob knocked on the door and a young woman answered. "Hello, you must be Jacob and Bella?" She asked, "I'm Claire, its lovely to meet you, please, please come in." I didn't want to suggest that would be a fabulous idea, seems as it was fucking freezing outside!

Claire led us into a large dining room where eight other couples resided; I quickly scanned the room quickly stopping at a bronzed haired man, his hair was in absolute disarray and he wore a white shirt with a thin black tie and grey trousers, his face was like that of a god and had Jacob not coughed in the background I may have just stood there drooling at him all night.

"You already know James and Victoria," Claire said to Jacob.

"Well here we have Peter and Iran, Tanya and Edward," and that is where I heard no other name, Edward...his name was Edward and he was with the most stunning woman the world had ever seen.

I slapped myself mentally, of course this god like man was with the god like woman, he was so far out my league I had more hope of having a successful relationship with a hamster, and that was me being kind to myself.

Jacob grabbed my hand and squeezed tightly bringing me out of my day dream, while I looked up at him and smiled, my own personal god, he may not have been no Edward, but he was perfect to me, his perfect toned body, chiselled features, black hair, he was Mr Perfect to me, I didn't need Mr god, when I had Mr Perfect.

"Now Jacob and Bella, if you could place your keys in the bowl in the middle of the table we can make a start."

Keys? Why the hell would we put our keys in the middle of the table? Had the society some freakish tendency to swap cars for the week?

"And Bella, since you are new, you get to pick the first set of keys," Claire called; I smiled and nodded while walking over to the huge mahogany table in the centre of the room.

It was as though every man was holding his breath and every woman was eyeing me up like I was venom.

I pulled out a set of BMW keys, I laughed internally hoping I could take the car home, it was better than the rabbit me and Jacob had.

A tall man with fair hair stepped forward, I didn't catch his name earlier so as he walked over to me I stretched out my hand and introduced myself again.

"Bella Swan."

"Caius Volturi," he retorted. He sounded so masculine it made me question if Jacob was in fact a man!

"And you will both be in room 3 this evening," Claire called.

"Eh?" I asked like the fool I was, why the hell was I going into a room with Caius?

Caius took my hand and I walked on, I turned to look at Jacob who smiled and mouthed, "Have fun." Have fun...have fucking fun...what fun am I suppose to be having?

Caius opened a large brown door that looked older than me by what could be an easy 150 yrs.

We walked into the room and Caius motioned with his right hand for me to take a seat on the bed, my forehead frowned and I walked over and took a seat.

"Your first time?" Caius asked.

"Please don't find me rude Caius, but Jacob told me this was a secret society, but told me nothing of what it entailed, could you please explain as to why I am in a room alone with you?" Call me dumb, but I really did not have a clue.

"Are you joking around with me? I don't enjoy being teased Bella, I expect what every man expects from this charade, sex with a beautiful woman, no bonds, no commitments, just good, fucking fantastic, rough, hard, IcandotoyouwhateverthehellIwanttodo sex"

"Excuse me?" I choked out, I was sure he could hear the jigsaw fit together suddenly in my head at the realisation of what the hell I was getting into.

"You may not do anything you want with me and I think I am ready to leave." Caius laughed at me as though I was stupider than I felt.

"Contracts prohibit that my dear, did you not read before your partner signed?" That I fucking well did not!

"I was shown no contract," I blurted out, Caius banged his hands hard off the side table as though he was ready to cave Jacobs head in for not explaining and mine for picking his damn keys out the stupid bowl.

"There are rules in the secret society and I don't have time to go through them right now, but I can assure you, that there is no backing out of the situation, sex is what we are both here for, I suggest you ask someone who gives a fuck on your next trip here, I want you to release me before I explode."

I think I was visibly shaking, that or the bed had some stupid vibrator on it.

After a quiet ten seconds I realised it was definitely me who was shaking like a leaf.

Caius raised his hands to his face and began rubbing hard in circles, "for fuck sake, just suck me off then, I need a release, that will do for tonight...I fucking suppose," he sounded evil as he called the last three words and that scared the life out of me.

Before I could say anything Caius was standing in front of me with his zipper down and his dick on my lips, one hand holding his cock and the other the back of my head pushing me onto him.

I cannot believe for one second that this is what Jacob would have brought me to.

"Suck or be punished," Caius demanded in a lethal tone.

"Punished?" I tried to spit out, but as I opened my mouth he pushed my head forward and his damn dick in.

It was like someone else had taken over my body, because the next thing I recall was Caius zipping up his trousers and patting my head and whispered, "Phenomenal, I cannot wait to have sex with you, if you're that good at giving head." Was he taking the piss? Had I just done something I had no recollection of? Then the taste in the back of my throat confirmed it.

I jumped up and ran out of room 3 into the dining room, the keys were in the centre of the table in the bowl, I picked our old rabbit car keys and before I could get to the door Claire stopped me.

"Is everything ok?" She asked looking genuinely concerned.

"I didn't know...Jacob never told me...I cannot," I started crying hysterically and Claire pulled me into her arms.

"Bella dear I am so sorry, you do realise the secret society is something you cannot just quit? Not without consequences, some have been known to be...fatal."

Silence filled the room briefly until I screamed, "FATAL?"

"Maybe you should ask Jacob to show you the contract the men sign, the list so to speak?"

"Yes, I think that is something I should most definitely see." I shouted out hysterically.

What had Jacob got us into?