Title: Felicity's feelings
Summary: Noel died in a car-accident and Felicity finds comfort with Ben. Ben thinks she wants him back.
A/N: this is my first fanfic so please don't be too hard on me with the reviews.
Ben's apartment. Ben and Felicity are sitting on Ben's couch.
Oh my god Ben, he's really dead. Felicity said with a shaking voice.
Ben wrapped his arms around Felicity.
"Come here." Ben said. You could see it on his face. Even though it always looked like he couldn't stand Noel, he did miss him. That made Felicity a little less sad. But then she thought of Noel again and the tears she tried to hide from Ben came back again. After all that happened with Ben, he cheated on her, he got Lauren pregnant, after all of that, she still didn't want to show Ben how much she loved Noel. After a few minutes, Felicity broke the hug.
Felicity: I have to, I have to go home and study for the finals.
Ben: I don't think you should be alone at this time. Just stay here and talk with me. Talking about it is good.
Felicity: I don't want to talk, I just want to go home. Okay?
Ben: all right. But promise me you'll get some rest. You know, don't go studyin'. Okay?
Felicity: okay I promise
She wiped the tears from her face but they just kept on coming back. They hugged again. It was hard to let go. Felicity was afraid she would fall down if Ben's arms weren't around her so tight. They stood there for a while strangled in each other's arms. Felicity looked up at Ben's face. He suddenly looked much older. She looked in his eyes a little too long cause Ben's lips were coming closer to hers. He leaned over and kissed her and just when theirs lips were about to meet, Felicity walked away and went home without looking back.
Promise me you won't go there! Ben yelled. But Felicity didn't hear it.
*******
Later that night, Felicity couldn't stand being in here loft anymore. It reminded her too much of Noel, there are so many memories in her room. She sat up from her bed, walked to the door and opened it. While walking in the halls of the building, Felicity's mind began to work. Felicity thought her whole world was falling into little pieces of sharp glass and they all came down on to her and wounded her soul. She did hear the last thing Ben said yesterday, but she just had to go there. It would give her some time to think about everything. She walked up the stairs that led her to the top of the building. She sat on one of the two chairs that were standing there. She thought of the time she sat here with Noel. A smile crossed her face when she thought of the night she slept here with Noel. She still didn't know if she made a mistake sleeping with Noel. But she knew she missed Noel for the world. She knew Ben doesn't like her coming here. But this place is just filled with peace and quiet. She thought about the fire and how Noel saved her. It was a shock that her piñata was destroyed but he life was saved. But what good was her life when Noel didn't appear in it?.
Summary: Noel died in a car-accident and Felicity finds comfort with Ben. Ben thinks she wants him back.
A/N: this is my first fanfic so please don't be too hard on me with the reviews.
Ben's apartment. Ben and Felicity are sitting on Ben's couch.
Oh my god Ben, he's really dead. Felicity said with a shaking voice.
Ben wrapped his arms around Felicity.
"Come here." Ben said. You could see it on his face. Even though it always looked like he couldn't stand Noel, he did miss him. That made Felicity a little less sad. But then she thought of Noel again and the tears she tried to hide from Ben came back again. After all that happened with Ben, he cheated on her, he got Lauren pregnant, after all of that, she still didn't want to show Ben how much she loved Noel. After a few minutes, Felicity broke the hug.
Felicity: I have to, I have to go home and study for the finals.
Ben: I don't think you should be alone at this time. Just stay here and talk with me. Talking about it is good.
Felicity: I don't want to talk, I just want to go home. Okay?
Ben: all right. But promise me you'll get some rest. You know, don't go studyin'. Okay?
Felicity: okay I promise
She wiped the tears from her face but they just kept on coming back. They hugged again. It was hard to let go. Felicity was afraid she would fall down if Ben's arms weren't around her so tight. They stood there for a while strangled in each other's arms. Felicity looked up at Ben's face. He suddenly looked much older. She looked in his eyes a little too long cause Ben's lips were coming closer to hers. He leaned over and kissed her and just when theirs lips were about to meet, Felicity walked away and went home without looking back.
Promise me you won't go there! Ben yelled. But Felicity didn't hear it.
*******
Later that night, Felicity couldn't stand being in here loft anymore. It reminded her too much of Noel, there are so many memories in her room. She sat up from her bed, walked to the door and opened it. While walking in the halls of the building, Felicity's mind began to work. Felicity thought her whole world was falling into little pieces of sharp glass and they all came down on to her and wounded her soul. She did hear the last thing Ben said yesterday, but she just had to go there. It would give her some time to think about everything. She walked up the stairs that led her to the top of the building. She sat on one of the two chairs that were standing there. She thought of the time she sat here with Noel. A smile crossed her face when she thought of the night she slept here with Noel. She still didn't know if she made a mistake sleeping with Noel. But she knew she missed Noel for the world. She knew Ben doesn't like her coming here. But this place is just filled with peace and quiet. She thought about the fire and how Noel saved her. It was a shock that her piñata was destroyed but he life was saved. But what good was her life when Noel didn't appear in it?.