Chapter 1

I walked through the doors to the gym awaiting my Dimka I knew things would be awkward ever since we had sex in the cabin. I suddenly had a Flash back: His skin touching mine electricity burning through our skin to our blood making it hotter than ever. I mentally shook myself and continued walking towards Dimitri onto the mat. I saw that Dimitri was lying down on the mat reading one of his usual Western novels. I could tell he was into it because he didn't even notice I was walking in like he usually does.

"So what do you have for me today comrade?"

He briefly looked up. I could tell he was reliving that night but there was something else going on in his eyes. I almost figured it out when he looked back at the book.

"Sit" were the only words that came out of his mouth. My heart started pounding I always got this feeling when I was close Dimitri special during training.

"What no training? I was really looking forward to putting stakes in the dummy's hearts'"

Dimitri was quiet for a minute which made me so nervous. Then he closed the book and sat up. When he faced me I was hypnotized by his chocolate brown eyes. I was shocked when he said the words that froze my body and my fast beating heart.

"We need to talk"

I took a deep breath "I knew this would come okay lay it on me"

I was scared I didn't want this to be the end I didn't want to never see him again. I especially didn't want to hear him say that he was leaving and would say goodbye now. I defiantly didn't want this to be the end.

"you know that what we did the other night was wrong"

"Yes" I could barely get the words out it sounded so mumbled I'm surprised he nodded his head

"We shouldn't have done it… but it felt like it was meant to be for us that is where we were supposed to end up. Holding you in my arms was the greatest moment of my existences I never wanted to let you go and hold you in my arms all night"

" That's how I felt. It was perfect"

"Roza..." just hearing him saying my nickname in Russian made my heart skip a beat I couldn't hold back the tears that started to silently come.