Break, break down, steady breakin' me on down
Harry Looked at Ginny, hoping she wouldn't cry. He Knew that Finally agreeing to go out with her would be a bad idea, that pretending to care more than in a brotherly way would break her heart in the end. Even kissing her was painful, but he couldn't keep leading her on, and she should know the truth. He knew she loved him. But this was worse, to lead her on with false hope.
Break, break down, steady breakin' me on down
Ginny couldn't beleive it. He had made her the happiest person when he finally said yes, when he told her he could be hers. When they became a couple. Everything was perfect! They had Ron's Blessing, the family couldnt be happier to bestow a worthier canidate for Ginny's love life, Hermione and Ron were happily set. What more of a set up could there be? Why was he telling me this? Why IS he telling me this? What did I do wrong?
Break, break down, steady breakin' me on down
The Library had few people in there to notice the conversation that was taking place in the far corner by the window. Lightning flashed and Ginny counted in her head for the thunder. He was lying. Why would he do this to me? How could he? Anger coursed through her veins. Thunder shook the panes of glass and Harry went on. He talked to her in a brotherly fashion, keeping his voice even and under control. Well if he can be in control, so can I. Ginny thought stubbornly.
Break, break down, steady breakin' me on down
Harry looked over at her to see if she was listening to him. This was important to him. He had to get it off his chest and he was trying in the best way possible. Was she listening? He heard the thunder shake the window and saw Ginny shiver. Was it because of him or the storm? He wouldnt be around to find out. He knew that was mean, and might be worse for her, but the sooner he got this out, the better and WHY WASNT SHE LISTENING?
You called yesterday to basically say
That you care for me but that you're just not in love
Harry tried agian, polietly but firm. "Ginny, I'm sorry, I never meant to lead you on. I do love you, but not in the way I should. I should have never agreed to this, and I know this might be tearing you apart, but it's better if I tell you, before things get more intense"
"What exactly are you trying to say Harry?" Ginny smiled while she asked.
"That I love you, but only like my sister and that I'm sorry I tried making more of that"
Immediately I pretended to be feeling similarly
"Oh Harry I knew that, I don't know why your making such a big fuss out of this, I knew it wouldn't work out but it was fine while we had it. We should just get back to being friends agian. I think I'm more comfortable like that" Ginny explained.
"Really?" Harry asked dumbfounded. He had thought she would leave the library crying, hair flying behind her.
Hurriedly Ginny replied "Really Harry I'm Ok, but I'm hungry and need to get some food, so i'll see you in the Great Hall ok?"
Harry stuttered "oh.. umm.. ok.. see you.." As Ginny walked out of the Library with her books the windows shook agian. Harry gathered his things began walking to the Great Hall.
And led you to believe I was O.K.
To just walk away from the one thing
That's unyielding and sacred to me
Ginny Hurried to the Common Room before she began crying. Everyone would be down in the Great Hall right now, so no one will see me crying my eyes out over the man i've loved for practically my whole life. Ginny raced up the stairs, abandoning her books at the end of her bed and flopped down onto her pillow instantly soaking it with tears torn from her heart.
"WHY? WHY?" she sobbed. She felt like her whole world was turned over. Her Happy world was destroyed. " I will never ever Love another person in my life again! I WILL GET OVER HARRY POTTER and I will not cry for him! I will never..." a fresh wave of tears came over her and she fell onto her pillow agian. "Ok so starting tomarrow I will be fine" and she fell asleep.
Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
Ginny awoke with a start hearing birds chirping merrily and decided to get up and go for a run. That would wear her out so she wouldnt have to think about it. Then she would hint to everyone that her and Harry were over. Yes that is what shes going to do.
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
On the worn running Path, thoughts and memories entered her mind. Harry didn't seem to feel what he says he feels. AHH! does that even make any sense? Im going crazy thinking about him!! She began running faster so her heart could be heard in her ears and sweat pored down her red face, she couldn't help but cry out her frustrations.
But in reality I'm slowly losing my my mind
Ok this was such a bad idea, all im doing is killing myself! I need a shower. Returning inside she headed up to the girls showers to get ready for the day ahead. When she was finished, she smiled into the mirror. Well, Ginny, You can do this, this is your face. she said and headed down to Breakfast.
"Oh hey Ginny!" Hermione called. She looked over at Harry and Ron and then back to Ginny.
"Hey Hermione!" said Ginny brightly. "How's everything in Your Life?"
Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside
"Oh Ginny you know me, Im ok.. but.." she looked over at Harry. He no doubt told her about their break up. "How are you?"
"Me? couldn't be better.. actually, I was thinking of losing some weight... skipping a meal or so, some running in the mornings.. you know" casually enough, she thought to herself.
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
"Is that why you didn't come to dinner last night?" Ron asked peeking over Hermione's head.
"Actually, yea.. After I left the Library, I was hurrying to the common room to put my books up and I got really winded. Then I was like.. Ginny man, Your gettin' Fat. So I just stayed up there doing the rest of my homework" Ginny explained.
Harry keeps looking at me... why is he looking at me? is this pity? God I love him.. NO! NO I DON'T!.. I hate Love.. oh no.. im going to cry.. I better get out of here..
"Actually I think im going to take my meal on the run today." Ginny said while grabbing a muffin and a few strips of bacon and walking out the Double doors, smack into The one and only Draco Malfoy.
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
"Watch it Weasel" He snapped stared her down.
"Im sorry your royal pain in the ass, i'm in a fucking bad mood right now and I dont need you to start with me" Ginny said through unshed tears.
"What did you say to me?" draco asked in disbelief.
"I SAID DONT FUCKING START WITH ME, YOU PAMPERED PALACE BASTARD"
The tears were beggining to flow now and she could barley see his reaction, but what she heard made her want to ran from the scene as fast as she could.
"Ginny! Are you ok? What's he done to you?" It was Hero Harry. Now she needed to swallow the tears and act right.
Wiping the tears she looked at Malfoy who was staring in amusement, cool and calm like always. He was sizing her up.
"Oh Harry he just called me a weasel, you know how I hate that name, I decided to let all my anger toward yo- him go." she had almost said you, meaning Harry, she was so Angry at him but for him and herself, she would act as though nothing had happened.
"Gin- this has nothing to do with...us.. does it?" He said us in an undertone clearly not wanting Malfoy to hear.
"Harry no, I said I was fine, I need to go, you know pounds to lose papers to write" Her tears were comming back agian. All she had to do was wait till she got back to the common room before she could let any tears spill out.
Draco cleared his throat in an annoying way before saying, "As great as the Weasel and the Potty Drain are, I beleive i am very hungry and i will be leaving this love fest." and walked to his table sitting down.
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
Ginny broke away from harry with the excuse that she had to go get her things for her next class and ran up the stairs, drew the curtians on her four poster and threw herself on the bed and sobbed for a few minutes before pulling herself together, getting her books and running to charms before being too late.
And turn down all the lights and then break down and cry
Harry Looked at Ginny, hoping she wouldn't cry. He Knew that Finally agreeing to go out with her would be a bad idea, that pretending to care more than in a brotherly way would break her heart in the end. Even kissing her was painful, but he couldn't keep leading her on, and she should know the truth. He knew she loved him. But this was worse, to lead her on with false hope.
Break, break down, steady breakin' me on down
Ginny couldn't beleive it. He had made her the happiest person when he finally said yes, when he told her he could be hers. When they became a couple. Everything was perfect! They had Ron's Blessing, the family couldnt be happier to bestow a worthier canidate for Ginny's love life, Hermione and Ron were happily set. What more of a set up could there be? Why was he telling me this? Why IS he telling me this? What did I do wrong?
Break, break down, steady breakin' me on down
The Library had few people in there to notice the conversation that was taking place in the far corner by the window. Lightning flashed and Ginny counted in her head for the thunder. He was lying. Why would he do this to me? How could he? Anger coursed through her veins. Thunder shook the panes of glass and Harry went on. He talked to her in a brotherly fashion, keeping his voice even and under control. Well if he can be in control, so can I. Ginny thought stubbornly.
Break, break down, steady breakin' me on down
Harry looked over at her to see if she was listening to him. This was important to him. He had to get it off his chest and he was trying in the best way possible. Was she listening? He heard the thunder shake the window and saw Ginny shiver. Was it because of him or the storm? He wouldnt be around to find out. He knew that was mean, and might be worse for her, but the sooner he got this out, the better and WHY WASNT SHE LISTENING?
You called yesterday to basically say
That you care for me but that you're just not in love
Harry tried agian, polietly but firm. "Ginny, I'm sorry, I never meant to lead you on. I do love you, but not in the way I should. I should have never agreed to this, and I know this might be tearing you apart, but it's better if I tell you, before things get more intense"
"What exactly are you trying to say Harry?" Ginny smiled while she asked.
"That I love you, but only like my sister and that I'm sorry I tried making more of that"
Immediately I pretended to be feeling similarly
"Oh Harry I knew that, I don't know why your making such a big fuss out of this, I knew it wouldn't work out but it was fine while we had it. We should just get back to being friends agian. I think I'm more comfortable like that" Ginny explained.
"Really?" Harry asked dumbfounded. He had thought she would leave the library crying, hair flying behind her.
Hurriedly Ginny replied "Really Harry I'm Ok, but I'm hungry and need to get some food, so i'll see you in the Great Hall ok?"
Harry stuttered "oh.. umm.. ok.. see you.." As Ginny walked out of the Library with her books the windows shook agian. Harry gathered his things began walking to the Great Hall.
And led you to believe I was O.K.
To just walk away from the one thing
That's unyielding and sacred to me
Ginny Hurried to the Common Room before she began crying. Everyone would be down in the Great Hall right now, so no one will see me crying my eyes out over the man i've loved for practically my whole life. Ginny raced up the stairs, abandoning her books at the end of her bed and flopped down onto her pillow instantly soaking it with tears torn from her heart.
"WHY? WHY?" she sobbed. She felt like her whole world was turned over. Her Happy world was destroyed. " I will never ever Love another person in my life again! I WILL GET OVER HARRY POTTER and I will not cry for him! I will never..." a fresh wave of tears came over her and she fell onto her pillow agian. "Ok so starting tomarrow I will be fine" and she fell asleep.
Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
Ginny awoke with a start hearing birds chirping merrily and decided to get up and go for a run. That would wear her out so she wouldnt have to think about it. Then she would hint to everyone that her and Harry were over. Yes that is what shes going to do.
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
On the worn running Path, thoughts and memories entered her mind. Harry didn't seem to feel what he says he feels. AHH! does that even make any sense? Im going crazy thinking about him!! She began running faster so her heart could be heard in her ears and sweat pored down her red face, she couldn't help but cry out her frustrations.
But in reality I'm slowly losing my my mind
Ok this was such a bad idea, all im doing is killing myself! I need a shower. Returning inside she headed up to the girls showers to get ready for the day ahead. When she was finished, she smiled into the mirror. Well, Ginny, You can do this, this is your face. she said and headed down to Breakfast.
"Oh hey Ginny!" Hermione called. She looked over at Harry and Ron and then back to Ginny.
"Hey Hermione!" said Ginny brightly. "How's everything in Your Life?"
Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside
"Oh Ginny you know me, Im ok.. but.." she looked over at Harry. He no doubt told her about their break up. "How are you?"
"Me? couldn't be better.. actually, I was thinking of losing some weight... skipping a meal or so, some running in the mornings.. you know" casually enough, she thought to herself.
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
"Is that why you didn't come to dinner last night?" Ron asked peeking over Hermione's head.
"Actually, yea.. After I left the Library, I was hurrying to the common room to put my books up and I got really winded. Then I was like.. Ginny man, Your gettin' Fat. So I just stayed up there doing the rest of my homework" Ginny explained.
Harry keeps looking at me... why is he looking at me? is this pity? God I love him.. NO! NO I DON'T!.. I hate Love.. oh no.. im going to cry.. I better get out of here..
"Actually I think im going to take my meal on the run today." Ginny said while grabbing a muffin and a few strips of bacon and walking out the Double doors, smack into The one and only Draco Malfoy.
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
"Watch it Weasel" He snapped stared her down.
"Im sorry your royal pain in the ass, i'm in a fucking bad mood right now and I dont need you to start with me" Ginny said through unshed tears.
"What did you say to me?" draco asked in disbelief.
"I SAID DONT FUCKING START WITH ME, YOU PAMPERED PALACE BASTARD"
The tears were beggining to flow now and she could barley see his reaction, but what she heard made her want to ran from the scene as fast as she could.
"Ginny! Are you ok? What's he done to you?" It was Hero Harry. Now she needed to swallow the tears and act right.
Wiping the tears she looked at Malfoy who was staring in amusement, cool and calm like always. He was sizing her up.
"Oh Harry he just called me a weasel, you know how I hate that name, I decided to let all my anger toward yo- him go." she had almost said you, meaning Harry, she was so Angry at him but for him and herself, she would act as though nothing had happened.
"Gin- this has nothing to do with...us.. does it?" He said us in an undertone clearly not wanting Malfoy to hear.
"Harry no, I said I was fine, I need to go, you know pounds to lose papers to write" Her tears were comming back agian. All she had to do was wait till she got back to the common room before she could let any tears spill out.
Draco cleared his throat in an annoying way before saying, "As great as the Weasel and the Potty Drain are, I beleive i am very hungry and i will be leaving this love fest." and walked to his table sitting down.
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
Ginny broke away from harry with the excuse that she had to go get her things for her next class and ran up the stairs, drew the curtians on her four poster and threw herself on the bed and sobbed for a few minutes before pulling herself together, getting her books and running to charms before being too late.
And turn down all the lights and then break down and cry