"Rose……roseeee!!!!!!!!!!!!" I was brought out of my day dreaming by lissa. My best friend, and the last Dragomir princess. I looked up to see her frowning at me, of course I was yet again daydreaming of my life. How messed up!

"Ya… sorry I'm out of it. What were you saying?" I said smiling up at her. It's been after 1 week I came back from hunting the love of my life. Dmitri. Ya I know it sucks.

"I was saying we are going to the mall tomorrow, for the coming dance!!! I'm so excited aren't you???" said Lisa

"Ya, I know… I haven't shopped in a while. I have to buy a lot of stuff" I said. We chit chat a while about the coming dance. Then the bell rang for lunch and we hugged and parted our ways. But christen was with me… ya l know we don't like each other but what can we say I had to guard him. And supposedly Eddie was guarding Lisa. Adrian was still living with us, as his so called free spirit.

"Rose lets go to the feeders after school. I haven't fed in like 2 days." Christen said.

"Ya ok" I didn't feel like saying much. So the day went by boringly, no attacks were done and after school as planned we went to the feeders. After the feeders we went to his room, but christen being christen wanted to go to Lisa because apparently after the Avery thing he doesn't like Lisa with any guy alone, and she was with Adrian practicing spirit.

"Rose lets go to Lisa's room I miss her" he pouted at me, I felt like punching him. He just saw her in lunch.

Angrily I said "christen you just saw her in lunch!" seriously this guy knows how to push my buttons. I am soo tired I just wanted to sleep. But no he can't do me that favor can he. Then my mind whispered to me they come first. Arghhh… ok good god.

"But I love her, and I miss her… of course you won't know that feeling!!" na ah he just didn't say that. Looking at the expression on my face he realized what he just said. "Sorry rose I didn't mean that itz just that..."

"you don't have to explain anything, let's go" ya right I didn't know what loving somebody felt lik, I didn't know what missing someone felt like… obviously because I just came back from hunting the person I loved the most in this world. Only christen, Lisa, Eddie, and Adrian knew about where I went and why, everyone else just thinks that I went crazy and went to a Strigoi killing spree!

Our whole trip to Lisa's room was quiet and awkward. When we got there, (Lisa wasn't surprised) christen went running to pull Lisa to his arms and start kissing her. I turned away, don't get me wrong not because of the kissing like that, just because it still hurts to see two people in love and hugging, kissing, cuddling, when you know that the person you love is never going to come back and is lying dead somewhere in the waters of Russia. When I turned away my eyes made contacted with Adrian's, (apparently he turned away too) and a shiver went up my spine. His eyes were to knowing, and deep and… his faced looked like he knew me to the core, like he could see my soul.

"Hello, little dhampir" said Adrian. His voice just kept ringing in my head. It held soo much. And I barely gave him a smile.