Author's note: My very first Twilight fanfic, and I tried to keep it like the books, except I wrote it the way I wanted the books to be written. This is a JacobxBella fanfic(yes, I'm one of those kinds of people lol) so don't flame me D: and I hope you enjoy my story!! ^^

Chapter 1: Goodbye

Do you know what it's like to lose the one you love? ...I do. And it hurts. It hurts really badly. I keep remembering all those summer days Bella and I spent together. I would help her with her motorcycle and we would talk and laugh and have so much fun. I always thought we had some strong connection, but I guess it wasn't good enough... Everything was going great until I was driving her home one night and she saw a familiar black Volvo in front of her house. I saw the way her eyes lit up in astonishment. She didn't even stop and think, even though I tried to stop her from going.

"Bella don't go! It's a trap!" I yelled, trying to convince her to stay. I grabbed her by the arm and tried my hardest so she wouldn't return to those bloodsuckers.

"No, Jake, it's ok! That's Carlisle's car!" she blurted out, trying to release herself from my unbreakable grasp.

"I Can't let you go!" I said in a stern, yet pleading tone.

"Jake, please! I know what I'm doing. It's ok, you don't have to worry." she begged. I could see the excitement in her eyes. It's been so long since I've seen that… So I thought about letting her go for a moment, but I knew what would happen if I let her go. She would return to her real friends and leave me.

"Ok…" I said in a low tone. My voice broke on the last syllable. I released her and watched her run towards her house.

When I couldn't see her anymore, I pounded my fists on the steering wheel on my Rabbit. I felt so frustrated and betrayed. She left me for them! My temper was getting the better of me, and my fists began to tremble. Calm down Jacob, don't waste your anger on something like this. I told myself. I tried to relax so I wouldn't transform into a giant wolf in my car that I spent months working on. But the tension was killing me. I didn't know if she was ok, or if it really was a trap and she got killed. But I can't defend her here, it's not my territory.

Those thoughts whirled around in my head and my hands began trembling again until I saw Bella run outside. "Bella!" I yelled out in relief. She was alive. But then I saw someone chase after her. It was a bloodsucker! I immediately got out of the car and ran over to Bella defensively. The vampire stopped herself in front of me and stood her ground with her arms crossed and glared at me.

"Move aside, dog." she demanded.

A growl was starting to form in the back of my throat. "Never!" I barked(no pun intended).

"Alice, Jacob, calm down!" Bella pleaded.

"We have to hurry, Bella. Edward is in trouble!" Alice reminded Bella. Then she ran past me. I just stood there as I watched Bella get into my enemy's car. I ran after her though and stuck my head through the passenger's side door where Bella sat. Alice revved the engine, but I ignored her.

"You can't go..!" I choked out.

"Jacob, I have to. He needs me…" she said. I could see her eyes beginning to get watery.

"You Don't have to though, you can stay, with me." I said, trying to convince her, as I smiled half-heartedly.

"Jacob, Edward needs me. He'll die if I don't go." she explained, but her voice was a little shaky. I saw one tear roll down her cheek.

"But…" was all I could say. I didn't want her to see me cry, especially in front of that thing next to her.

"Move, dog! We have to go!" Alice growled.

Bella didn't say anything as I got my head out of the car window. "I'm so sorry Jacob…" Bella croaked out as she sobbed.

"Yeah right…" I mumbled to myself, but I think she heard me. After I saw Bella leave for her precious bloodsucker, I transformed into a giant wolf. I didn't even bother trying to calm down.

That was the last time I saw her…

Days past since Bella left, and she still isn't back. I wouldn't be surprised if she was never going to come back. I'm trying to keep my thoughts on other things since Sam and the rest of the pack are getting annoyed by my thoughts. Get over her, she loves that leech, remember? Embry told me in my thoughts. Shut up, it isn't your business. I told him. Technically it is since I can read your thoughts. he pointed out. I didn't reply. Both of you stop bickering and start tracking. That vampire is still loose, so pay attention. Sam reminded us.

Even though I have to track down that red-haired vampire, my mind was elsewhere. Too bad everyone else in the pack can hear. My job is to guard the border line while everyone else tries to corner the vampire. This isn't a very good job for me since I keep circling around Bella's house. I go inside every once in awhile to check on Charlie. He's walking around the house. Again. When I walked through the front door, he ran over immediately.

"Bella???" he asked quickly.

"No, just me." I told him.

"Have you heard anything? Did she tell you where she was going?" Charlie spit out the questions so fast I barely heard what he said.

I hardened my expression into almost a scowl. "No. She didn't tell me anything." I said coldly. I'm hurt she didn't even bother to tell me where she was going. Some friend.

"Well when she gets home, she is going to be in a lot of trouble." Charlie said in his parental voice. Serves her right.

I can't believe after everything I did for her, she still returned to the one person who broke her heart. I was the one who made her semi-human again. If only that parasitic demon could see what he did to Bella. He didn't see how she walked around lifeless like a zombie, or how she disconnected herself from all of her friends, excluding me, of course. I was the one she came to, not him. I was the one who made her laugh, who made her happy, who fixed that gaping whole inside her chest that he left there. I didn't think anyone could be so broken.

The sound of a car pulling up in front of the house made me jump. I looked out the window to see who it was. My eyes widened and then turned into a glare when I saw who it was.

"Bella's home." I said gruffly. Charlie ran outside. I couldn't care less and darted outside. Before she could see me, I hid on the side of the house to see if she actually brought back him.

I sighed when I saw her come out of the car clinging onto Edward. How can she forgive him so easily after what he did to her? After I saw him kiss her, I left. I don't want to see more of this. Looks like she doesn't need me anymore now that her Romeo returned. Jacob, what are you doing? Sam demanded. Nothing important. I assured him.