People would always tell me they wanted to have a life like mine.

I never understood why.

My life sucked.

I was known for horrible things.

Guys loved me, only because I gave them what they wanted.

No I didn't have sex with them. But I did other things for them in that area.

I didn't want to be like this. I never planned on it happening. But sometimes you have to do things to fit in right.

High school shapes people into things they promised themselves they'd never be. Trust me. I'm living proof.

I went from Middle School Sweetheart, to High school slut.

Not good.

Well anyways, enough about why I hated life. I know you guys are all here to see me get saved, and see me turn into a better person.

Well, I can't promise you the perfect love story, or the perfect fairytale ending. I really wish I could.

I really do.


"AUTUMN!" My mom called from the edge of the stairs.

I pulled my covers over my head. I had already made up my mind that I wasn't going to school today. And that decision was final.

"AUTUMN! GET UP NOW!"

She sounded mad.

I let out a big sigh, pulling myself out of bed. I put on my favorite purple robe and made my way down the stairs.

"What?" I scratched my head.

"What? You're not going to school?"

I shook my head no.

"Well, okay. But you can't stay home all day. I need you to go pick up a few items from different stores at the mall for me. Then later on go pick up Chase from school."

Chase was my little 7 year old brother. The only man in my life that I loved unconditionally.

I nodded. "Okay, I'm gonna go take a shower." I walked up to my room, slamming the door.

I plugged my ipod into my speakers and blasted whatever decided to come on, while I took my shower.

I put my hair into a messy high pony tail. I didn't really bother too much with my makeup. Just some foundation, bronzer, eye liner and mascara.

I ran down the stairs, to be greeted by a note on the door with all the things I needed to pick up. I rolled my eyes, and stuffed the note in my pockets. I grabbed my car keys and walked outside.

My mom bought me a car when I got my license. It's a pretty nice car. We're pretty good on money. I paid no attention to it though. I was barley home anyways, I didn't need anything really glamorous, except for my iphone and macbook pro of course.

I drove to the mall, parked, and headed to the first store.

On my way there I spotted a really cute shirt in the window of a random little store in the mall.

I bit down on my lip, debating if I should go in and check it out or not. I shrugged, "What the fuck." I figured I could spare a few minutes.

I ended up buying the shirt, and a few other items. Then I headed to the store. I never understood why my mom needed these things. When she was ever going to use half the shit she bought was a mystery to me.

My stomach began to protest against me within an hour of walking around picking up stuff.

So I went to buy food at the food court. I loved the food court. They had everything. I could live here.

Once I got my food I sat down, the court was almost empty.

As soon as I finished my food, I stood up and started walking away from my food.

"That's a little rude don't you think?" I heard a cute British accent say.

I turned around to see this beautiful, tall, blond haired, bluish green eyed boy. I was literally speechless. I've never seen him before.

He just smiled. "Aren't you going to pick up your trash? You know people around here work hard to keep this place looking as nice as it does."

I just nodded, grabbing my tray. I turned around and walked to the nearest trashcan.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to sound rude."

I just smiled.

"No.. you were right. I was being rude. Thanks."

He smiled back. "What's your name?"

"Autumn.. you?"

"Peter."

He pronounced Peter 'Peetah' which was really cute.

I smiled even bigger. "It's really nice to meet you, Peter."

He nodded, "Like wise."

I just stood there awkwardly.

"I'll see you around, Summer." He smiled, before heading away from me.

"Wait!" I covered my mouth as soon as the words left my mouth.

He turned around, "Do you want to hang out?" He said smiling.

I just nodded, probably looking stupid.

"C'mon then." He nodded toward the stores.

I walked to his side.

And this is where it began...