After reading everybody else's FF, i decided to try my shot at writing one. This is my very first one, so try to be easy. personally, I don't really think that it is that good. Here goes nothing:
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It has been 6 months since Starr had given birth to Hope on that November day. It has been 6 long months of mourning over Hope's "death". It has been 6 months of Starr being somebody else. It has been 6 months of Starr trying to go after someone that wants nothing to do with her.
"Starr sweetie are you up yet?" Blair asked, while walking into Starr's room checking if she was awake or not.
"im in here, blair." Starr replied from her bathroom, just stepping out of the shower, a bit annoyed that she still calls her sweetie.
Starr started shutting herself off towards everyone, her mom, whom know she calls Blair. Langston who She doesn't talk to as much as she used to. She doesn't even see or talk to her dad, whom she also calls Todd, because she doesn't know what she would do to him. Ever since she found out about his plans that involved her baby, HIS granddaughter, she no longer calls herself Todd Mannings daughter.
"Where are you going so early today?" Blair asked Starr.
It was early on a Saturday morning. Starr couldn't stay in her room anymore. She couldn't stare at those lavender colored walls, which she desired everyday to just change the color to black. The place where Blair puts her to protect herself from herself. She was tired of staring at the camera's that were put in their so Blair and Dorian could "watch" her. She just wanted everything to go away, she just wanted to escape.
"I need to get out of my room today, out of this house. I don't know where I'm going, but I need to leave; and as much as I know that you are worried about me, don't try to stop me, because it isn't going to work" Starr replied to Blair, while get dressed in her now usual dark wardrobe.
"I wasn't going to try to do-"
"Blair.."
"Ok, that was a lie, yes I am worried about you and I don't want you to leave right now, but I guess that whatever I say isn't going to change your mind."
"Yes, Blair, you are correct." Starr said to her mom with a ever so slight sarcastic tone in her voice.
She hated everything about her life ever since she found out about Hope's "death". She ahted the way everybody watched her. She hated how everybody walked on egg-shells around her like she was going to break or something. Most of all she hated herself, because she thought that she could never go back to her old self, the way that she used to be; how she laughed all the time, how she could tell Langston anything and everything, how she could go out in the world and be fearless.
"Blair, can you please leave now, I would like to be alone." Starr asked her mother, looking at Blair like she was trying to burn a whole through her.
Knowing that Starr wasn't playing around, Blair just turned around, and left her unrecognizable daughter. The daughter that she didn't know anymore.
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So there was my first chapter, I know that it was super short, but I just thought that that was a good place to stop at.. I'm not sure how long it will be until I introduce Cole into the story, so just hang in here with me. I really don't think that I did a good job on it. I am going to involve more than Starr and Cole in this story. So it will not only be about Sole. Mostly Sole, but other characterrs here and there.
Im not sure when i will update again, just be patient with me.:D
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