Tate and Violet

Hey guys this is my 4th attempt at a fanfic and I think I may have finally made a decent one. I'm really sorry if you don't like it. Also it's going to get longer and I started this after piggy piggy and I wanted to make sure I was going to make more chapters 1st and I did so it's all good. I hope you enjoy. Sorry it's so bad!

Tate's POV

Shit shit shit shit. She's going to fucking die. It was all I could think as I dragged her lifeless body across the wooden floor into the bathroom.

"DON'T YOU DIE ON ME" I screamed "DON'T YOU FUCKING DIE!" When I had found her body in her room I had expected to fine her there happy I had brought a whole bunch of roses that I had painted black for her. But when I got there I felt so much pain it was unbearable. It was painful. It's a horrible thing to see someone you love like that. To see life gone from them and you would do anything for them but there's the chance they won't survive. It feels like someone's FUCKING SHOOTING YOU!

Finally I got her into the bathtub all I could think to do was make her throw up. So I did and when she started crying I knew it was going to be ok. I wrapped my arms around her while she just sobbed.

She was half conscious but I got her into her room both of us soaking wet. I started taking her shoes off. Then I tried to sit her up long enough to get her shirt off.

"What?" she murmured confused.

'I need to get these off of you. You'll probably get sick."

"No" she murmured barely audible "I'm fine" but she didn't try to stop me when I took her pants off.

"Umm…." I wondered about what to do about her bra and underwear. I didn't want to take them off without her saying it was ok.

"It's fine" she murmured again her head rolling.

"Are you sure?"

"Mmmhhhh"

"Ok" so I took them off. If Mr. Harmen came In I would be dead. I went to the closet and found the most comfortable looking cloths and put them on her. She fell asleep and I kissed her forehead.

I've always felt pain but nothing like that before. I've always been filled with anger. It was part of me. But I felt something I hadn't felt in so long. Something that was buried beneath years of hatred and pain. It was fear. I was truly scared. I thought I was going to lose her. The one thing that was keeping me sane on this fucked up planet.

Everything in my world is shit. My mom always fucking some guy half her age. High school dicks. But i was probably to blame for it. My own sister was afraid of me. I hate myself and the only time I'm ok is when I'm with Violet. It's the only way.

After I changed into some dry clothes I walked over to Violets. I started whistling Twisted Nerve.

When I walked into her room she was reading a vaguely familiar book. I love her.

I was sleeping for the first time in weeks. I woke when I felt her turn to the other direction. I looked over and met the back of her head.

"I love you Tate." She whispered to me "Thank you. For saving me." I wrapped my arm around her and we both fell into a much needed blissful sleep.

"WHAT THE FUCK!" Well there's a nice way to wake up in the morning.

Mr. Harmen was standing in the doorway red with fury.

"DAD! WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?" Violet screamed.

"I'M HERE TO SEE A PATIENT AND I THOUGHT I'D SAY GOOD MORNING!"

"Calm own … "I started

"DON'T YOU FUCKING DARE!"

"It's not like we were having sex or anything!" I said. But apparently it was the wrong thing to say because Mr. Harmen grabbed me by my shirt and threw me to the ground.

"WHAT THE FUCK DAD!" Violet screamed "GET AWAY FROM HIM" but he started to punch me. I was still tired and didn't feel like fighting just yet so I mostly just tried to deflect the punches.

But Violet punched him in the face.

"GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY ROOM YOU SHITHEAD!" and her dad left.

"Are you ok?" I asked Violet.

"Yeah. What about you. Did he get you?"

"Just once."

"Good" she stood up on her tip toes to reach me and kissed me.

"You are such a crazy girl." I said smirking.

"You have to be to survive in my family."