MY SUN
we were so close yet so far... I have always thought that you might not see me.
When I tried to reach out for you, it seems that you are getting further away from me...
why? Seeing you with others , you feel so happy.
Could I take that away from you? No, that would be wrong.
But...
if I have you,... would I even make you happy?
I always tried yet I cannot gain the courage to. I really am very weak.
I always observe, even form a distance. I always did. And because of that, even just a glimpse of you is enough to fill my day.
But, then I thought,...
what would it be like?
To be with you?
To laugh like you do?
Why is it too hard?
I sighed.
I should not loose hope. I looked again. Even just for a minute, a second, I would like to see you smile at me. That would be enough.
From then, there we had contact, and she smiled. I turned to the table.
Maybe... even if we are far apart...
nothing will happen... or maybe a change perhaps?
I shook my head. Looking at the sky. I then tried to reach out.
Are you really the sky?
Where no one could reach?
Where it seems that it holds no bounds?
I smiled. She might be. I looked up again... and saw the sun...
it was the same. If I were the sky? Would she be my sun?
They were seen close, but are they really? Isn't the sun too far away as well?
I smiled.
My sun...
yes, that might be it.
She is … my sun...
the sun who brightens up my day...
who fills me up all the time...
who gives me warmth...
yes, she is. She is my sun...
my one and only sun...
and I wish that no one but me should have her...
A/N: well, this is just a really short err... fanfiction for you all...
please read and review...