A/N: Alright I know that we are Gleekers and everything. Well I was also one of the ones that were bullied in high school. That was until I did something about it. Believe me it was hard to do but I just got tired of it all. I got tired of hurting myself because of others. So I took a shot and got what I wanted. In the High School I went to now has a policy in place where if you are found bullying someone you are suspended and arrested for harassment. The policy wasn't adapted until after I left the school but it was adapted and that is all that counts. Well i was thinking about a friend of mine that had killed herself because of being bullied and this is what came of it. Don't get me wrong I love all the Glee members and I'm going to be shaking it up a lot. There will be OOC for all characters in some or all areas.
Summary: I knew the moment that I walked in that this was going to be hard. If they only knew what I was here for I knew that hell would break loose. So I kept to myself and headed to the office. I was given my paper work and I was sent on my way. When I was walking towards my locker Some cheerios pushed me into the guy's bathroom. That was when I knew really knew that this was going to be fun for me. Hell was coming and it was in the form of me. Sasha Carter.
Rachel…
It wasn't hard to see that the girl didn't know where she was going. I wanted to help her I really did but it was too late because one of the cheerleaders pushed her into the boys bathroom. I rushed to the bathroom door and opened it as she stood up from the floor. The look on her face said it all and I allowed her past me. "Hey hoe bag!"
The cheerleaders stopped and spun around. "What newbie?"
"Just to let you know I've been arrested for putting a bitch like you in a coma before. So you might want to step off before I do it again." She hissed and I saw the girl's eyes go wide.
I didn't know if she had really done that but it seem to do what she wanted. The cheerleaders rushed away and she smiled before she leaned passed me and opened the bathroom door. "Nice ass by the way."
When she straightened up she looked at me. "Thanks for the help."
"Not a problem." I said to her and she smiled.
"So, what's your name?" I asked her and she laughed.
"I'm Sasha Carter." She said as she held out her hand to me before a Slushy was thrown in my face.
I watched in a purple haze as she kicked out and dumped the hockey player face first into the floor. "What the hell is wrong with you people? Don't you know that you could blind someone with that stuff. Then you would be sued and your parents would have to give everything they ever owned to her. Believe me my dad would make sure of it."
I wiped the freezing drink out of my eyes before she grabbed my arm and pulled me towards the girls bathroom. "You might want to watch yourself they'll be doing you soon. No one stands up for the Glee kids and gets away unslushied."
"Let them try because I'm from Queens and I'll cut a bitch let me tell you." She said as she stopped in front of the mirrors and turned on the water and grabbed some paper towels.
"Thank you no one has ever stood up for me like that without even knowing my name." I said to her.
"You helped me out without knowing my name so why not?" She asked as she wiped my face off.
When she was done she tossed the towels over her shoulder and I saw them go in the trash. Then she walked over to where the chair was and dragged it over to the sink. "Sit."
She put her bag down and opened it. I watched in surprise as she pulled out three towels and a thing with shampoo and conditioner in it. "Sorry I was thinking about going out for the cheer squad but after that I wouldn't dream of it. Now I'll have to find a place where I can still dance."
"So you need some clothes I got three outfits in here if you do. You look to be about my size in the waist. Though I don't think my bra will fit you." She said as she sat me down and put my hair in the sink.
"You know I do this every day so you don't have to do it." I said to her.
"Nope I'm already late for class so I might as well do it." She said to me and I laughed.
"I'm Rachel Berry." I told her as she started the water again and started to wet my hair.
"Well, Rachel Berry I think that I have found a reason to stay here. Can't be having them doing this to you anymore. That just won't fly with me." She said to me and I looked at her in horror.
"You are going to pull the heat onto yourself." I said to her.
"That makes it even more fun because then I can call it self defense when I break their arms." She said to me with a wink as she picked out the shampoo and opened it.
"Strawberry. It's my favorite." I said to her surprised.
"Mine too. Not too strong of a smell but still makes you smell sweet every day all day." She said to me as she put some in my hair.
"My dads would love you." I said to her and she smiled down at me.
"My moms would love you. They would love the fact that you are a good girl. Most likely think that you would rub off on me." She said to me and I looked at her shocked.
"You have two moms?" I asked her in amazement.
"Yeah, they have been together for twenty something years. Why?" She asked me.
"Not many people around here will care too much for them." I said to her.
"Well, that's fine because my moms won't care too much for them either." She said as she rinsed out my hair.
It too longer then I thought it would to get everything out my hair but she did and then sent me into a stall with an outfit that if given the chance I wouldn't really wear but I had left my clothes in my car because I was in a hurry so I had to deal with it. I put on the tank top and noticed that it was a little big on me. But the black leather skirt fit perfectly and was a little too short for my taste but oh well. When I walked out she whistled and motioned for me to spin so I did.
"Damn girl you rock the hell out of that outfit. Let me tie a knot in the back of it so the shirt fits a little better." She said and I turned so she could.
"What's your first class?" I asked her.
"Spanish." She muttered and I looked at her.
"I already speak French and Spanish so I don't see why I need to take it." She said to me.
"I'm in that class too." I said to her.
"Alright I'll go but you'll see he won't know what hit him." She said to me.
When we walked into the classroom all eyes were on us. I could see some of the guys smile at me but I didn't care about that. "Mr. Schuster I'm sorry we are late. Someone got me and she helped me out. This is Sasha Carter the new girl."
"Excúseme sir, pero la mayor parte de sus estudiantes no pueden realizar que es incorrecto a fangoso alguien. Permití que ella pidiera prestadas las ropas y shampooed su pelo para ella. No sucederá me Cree otra vez." Sasha said to him and his face lit up.
"Wow Miss Carter. I didn't realize that you already speak Spanish." The man said to her and Sasha shrugged.
"No big deal after all I'm part Spanish. I also speak French too. I sign also. I do a lot of things." She said as she looked down at the floor.
"Great another nerd." Someone said and her head snapped up.
"I've lived in Queens my whole life. Sorry for wanting to get the hell out of there. I did what I had to just to do it." She snapped at the crowd. Oh yes school just became fun for me.
Sasha…
"Why don't you sit by Rachel? I'm sure you already know what we are doing today." The teacher said to me and I looked him up and down.
I looked at Rachel and she shook her head before she led me to the back of the room to the empty table that had two chairs to it. We passed notes until the end of class and I couldn't help but think that she was hot. Don't get me wrong I don't swing that way a lot but I have had my share of fun when it came to girls. Believe me most of the men in Queens were disease ridden so I never went there with them. "So what is your next class?"
"English. You?" I asked her and she got sad.
"Math. Who is your teacher?" She asked me.
"Miss Wallace." I said to her and she smiled.
"Your classroom is across from mine so let's hit the lockers and get what we need out. Then we can walk to class together.
I grabbed her arm and linked it with mine. "Lead the way Berry Girl." The smile that came to her face made me happy.
"I believe that you are my first friend." She said to me and I looked at her.
"People are stupid if they can't see how great you really are. Yeah you know what you are and use it. That's smart. Not a lot of people are able to know what they are meant for like us. They are too blind to see how great you are then blame them not yourself." I said to her and I saw her blush.
"Look at this the new girl with a Glee kid." A male voice said and I looked up to see three guys with slushy's in their hands.
I reached into my pocket and pulled out the handle of my knife. "I bet mine hurts worse."
They all looked down at my pocket and held up their hands. "Looks like I was wrong Rachel looks like some of them do have brains."
"You won't be getting away with this little girl you will get got." The guy with the Mohawk said to me and I smiled.
"Let me put it in words that you'll be able to understand. You even think about slushing anyone else in this school and every one of you no matter if you weren't the one that did it at the time will be got back so fucking bad that you won't be able to show your face in this school ever again. Do you understand what I am saying?" I asked him and I saw a small amount of pride in his eyes and that was weird to me.
"New girl has a set of balls on her if you ask me." The guy with the Mohawk said and I laughed.
"My dick is bigger than yours too. Now if you don't mind she is wearing my favorite outfit and it will truly piss me off if anything happened to it. So just walk away or I will deliver on my promise." I said to him and he laughed.
"We'll let it go for now but don't think we are giving you a pass. Let's just say it's a rain check." He said to me and I rolled my eyes.
"We'll see about that." I said before I pushed past them with Rachel right beside me.
"If she wasn't hanging on Berry's arm I would say that she is hot as hell." The guy said behind us.
"Hell Rachel is hot in that outfit. But the new girl is so fine. Too bad we will have to Slushy her for what she did to Porter." One of the other guys said to him.
"I don't know I think I would rather not get stabbed." He said to him and I laughed.
"You are the strangest person I have ever met." Rachel said to me and I winked at her.
"At least I know you won't ever forget me." I said to her as we made our way to her locker. Come to find out that my locker was across the hall from hers.
After we got what we needed from our lockers we met up in the middle of the hall and linked arms again. "Show me the way all knowing Berry Girl."
She laughed openly that time and I noticed a few people look over at us and I rolled my eyes. "What haven't they ever heard you laugh before?"
"Actually, no they haven't." She said as she pulled me down the hallway.
The rest of the day flew past because if Rachel wasn't in my class her class was close by so we were able to walk to class together. I had five guys besides the first three try to slushy me but I sprayed them with mace. Hey I'm from New York you don't leave home without it. The only reason I didn't do the first group was because the guy with the Mohawk was really hot.
"So do you need a ride?" Berry asked me.
"No actually I got my motorcycle." I said to her and she raised an eyebrow.
"Long story." I said to her.
"You know I finally realized where I know your name from. You were that high school student that was paid a million dollars for dancing in that cyclone music video." She said to me and I smiled.
"Nothing gets by you does it?" I asked her.
"Not when it comes to music and dancing. I think that we could use you in Glee for coming up with dances." She said to me and I smiled.
"I don't cartography dances. Well, I haven't yet but that is where I am trying to get. Let me think it over. When is the next Glee practice?" I asked her and she laughed.
"Right now." She said before she begun to pull me down the hall.
I followed her for two reasons. One she had a death grip on my arm and two because I was watching her ass in my skirt and it was a beautiful sight. When she stopped I looked up and saw that Mr. Schuster was talking to a woman in a running suite.
"Your little Glee club won't be around much longer anyways so it doesn't matter. Believe me I'm going to make sure of it. By time I'm done with you they'll believe me no matter what I say. You will be gone from here and everything will be set right." The woman said to him and he glared at her.
"Now isn't this the coolest thing ever. A teacher threatening another teacher in the halls when students are still around. I wonder what the parents of those students would say if they knew. I bet they wouldn't be too happy about it. I know my moms wouldn't be. After all the teachers are the ones that should be shaping our young minds and this isn't the right type of shaping. I think I'm going to call home right now and send this video to my mom's cell I know that she would want to see it." I said as I ended the recording I was doing with my cell phone and both teachers spun to look at us.
"Do you know who I am girl?" The woman spat at me.
"A sorry excuse of a teacher and woman. Someone that hates herself so much that she takes it out on everyone and thing that you think is wrong when in fact you're the only wrong thing or person in the place. Am I close at all?" I asked her while Mr. Schuster looked at me in shock.
"Now since I have the floor this is what is going to happen if I ever hear of you doing anything to end Glee club then this video on my cell will be emailed to every parent of the children in this school. I will also put it on line and make sure that you will never be hired again to be around children." I said to her and she paled even more then she had been when I started talking again.
When she stormed past me Rachel looked at me and said. "Are you just going to take on every bully in this school on your own?"
"If I need to." I said to her before I looked at Mr. Schuster.
"Hey, Uncle Will. Do you think that was a little much?" I asked him and he shook his head.
"I think that this school has no idea what they are in for. I asked you here to stop the slushing and bullying I didn't mean for you to take on the teachers too.
"That's where it starts so that's where it's going to end." I said to him and he smiled.
"Are you here for Glee." He asked me.
"You would ask me that wouldn't you? You know I can't sing worth crap but you know that I can dance." I said to him.
"Well I have been told that I suck at dancing." He said as he looked at Rachel.
"Somehow I can see you saying that. That rocks." I said to her.
"Just wait a minute here. Mister Schuster is your Uncle and he brought you in to stop the bullying?" Rachel asked me.
"I think we need to talk about this when there aren't other people walking towards us? How about I let you meet my parents after school. Like I said they would love you." I said to her and she looked behind her before she nodded.
"Well, well look who is here." The guy with the Mohawk said to me as they got closer.
"Have you been tackled too much or are you actually aware that you are heading to Glee?" I asked him as I begun to get mad.
"He is in Glee." Rachel said to me and I dropped her arm.
I believe he realized what was about to happen because he and the two others who just happened to be the same ones that had been with him the first time we met started to back up. "What kind of person are you? Do you know what kind of damaged that this can do to someone mentally? Do you know what it feels like to have to not only deal with the person who makes you feel bad about being who you are during regular school hours but in the same place that they are tormented for? Are you really that sick?"
"Do you know that in America alone that over half of the suicides of teenagers are a cause of bullying? Or do you even care?" I asked them.
"Why do you care so fucking much?" He asked me and I pulled off my wrist black leather bracelets and showed him the scars on my wrist.
"I had been one of them that tried because of it. I realized in time that I wasn't going to let them do this to me. Now I don't let it happen to others. Have you ever wondered what happens to those that you pull that crap on? Did you know that most bullies grow up to be serial killers or murders. That they feel nothing for no one but themselves. Ask yourselves now if that is what you want for yourself." I said before I looked at Uncle Will.
"I'll see you in a few minutes. I promised Rachel a talk." I said to him and he nodded before he ushered the boys into the room. All three of them stayed as far away from me as they could and it was a good thing because I had my mace out and waiting.
Whenever they closed the door I looked at Rachel. "My Uncle hired me to stop the bullying. I kind of made it a business out of it. Already have done eight schools in New York City. Some were considered the worse in the country but now they aren't. Believe me it's going to change around here. So here's my address you ever want to hang out just let me know my number is on there too. I'll see you tomorrow at school. Maybe after school you can come meet my moms and we'll have dinner. Why don't you invite your dads too?"
"Sure sounds like fun." She said as she looked down at the info.
"Talk to you later." I said before I turned and headed out to my motorcycle.
Rachel….
When I walked into the room Puck , Mike and Matt looked at me and I could tell that they were surprised that she wasn't with me. Honestly I'm surprised that she wasn't with me. "I see she decided against auditioning today."
"She said something like her moms needed her to finish unpacking." I lied and Mister Schuster nodded.
"Oh great another gay couple in town." Quinn said and I looked at her because I knew that it had been a stab at me too.
"That is my sister and my niece that you are talking about Quinn so you need to think about what you say next for I am sick of hearing you guys verbally abuse Rachel because she has two dads. You will not start in on my niece because she will end it real quick. Family means the world to her." Mr. Schuster said to her and Quinn blinked back a surprise look.
"So was she really arrested for putting a cheerleader in a coma?" Mercedes asked him and Will smiled.
"Yes she was but all charges were dropped when they found out why." He said to her.
"Why did she do it?" I found myself asking him.
"If you want to know that then you should ask her. But I must tell you that she did worse to the football players." He said as his eyes met Puck's gaze.
I already knew that Sasha found Puck hot and I had warned her about everything that I knew but I had a feeling that the reason she was so pissed with him just a moment ago was because she did like him. But it wasn't like I was going to tell him. He didn't deserve that anymore then he deserved her liking him. "So what songs are we doing for regional?"
"Mister Schuster, why would she come to audition if she knows that she can't sing?" I asked him and he smiled.
"Oh she can sing. She has even done a Broadway play last summer. Believe me her dancing isn't the only thing that she is good at. You know she has danced in music videos right?" He asked me and I nodded.
"Cyclone and a few others. She hasn't told me the other ones yet." I said to him and the Kurt sat up a little more to listen along with Mercedes.
"Yeah she just don't think she can sing all that well." He said to me and I nodded as Kurt and Mercedes smiled to themselves and started to whisper.
"Why don't we wait until tomorrow to pick songs? I would like to hear how she sings before we do. She might be able to give us that push for more hip hop and r&b songs everyone wants to try." I said to him and he nodded.
"Sure so why don't we pick a few songs that we would like to do in front of the school?" He asked me and I nodded before I caught Puck staring at me.
The look in his eyes was weird and if I wasn't seeing things I think that there was guilt in there. I didn't understand the look so I just looked away from him and grabbed my IPod and went through the thousands of songs that I had on there.
Sasha…
I was shaking too much to even think about riding my motorcycle home so I sat by it and put the ear buds of my IPod in and pressed play. The first time in my life I actually like a guy and he turns out to be the one that started all the bullying done to Rachel in the first place. That really pissed me off. That really made me checks myself and make sure that I remembered that every time I saw his face. There was no way that boy was getting anywhere near me. I was going to make sure of that.
I finally calmed down enough to go home about thirty minutes later so I stood up and got on my bike. Before I could start the bike two hand appeared on my handle bars and I looked up to see Noah or as Berry girl called him Puck staring at me. "What the fuck do you want?"
"Who do you think you are coming in here and thinking that you are going to change life here?" He spat at me and I got off my bike before I turned off my vest. I had a bikini top on so I wasn't worried about him seeing anything.
"You see that?" I asked him as I turned around so he could see the faded words on my back. Five football players and five cheerleaders held me down and took turns having their fun with me. The girls raped me with bottles. The men didn't need to do that. They taped every minute of it. Taped it and played it for the whole school one day. After they were done with raping me they carved the words Whore and Slut into my back. This is the product of laser scar removal and this is after ten times. The words will forever be there as a reminder of what happened to me. But I didn't need those reminders because every night I relive what happened to me when I close my eyes."
"It all started out as pranks. But when they saw that I wasn't reacting the way they thought I should then they decided that they were going to make sure that they got a reaction from me. They did too. I tried to kill myself the day I returned home from the hospital. Two months in the hospital does something to a person. Makes them rethink their life. I rethought it over and over again before I realized I really didn't care about my life anymore. I still don't care about my life. But I care about the ones that have to deal with what I had to deal with. I will not allow this to happen anymore Puck things are going to change and I'm going to make those changes happen." I said before I put my vest back on and got back on my motorcycle.
"This is your one and only warning Puckerman. You come near me again I will make your life hell. Believe you don't know hell. But I'll show you if you don't stay away from me. To think that I thought that you were hot." I said before I pushed his hands off my motorcycle and started it before I kicked out the kickstand and took off.
I didn't look back because I knew that I gave too much away. I gave way too much away. I cleared my mind as I flew down the streets to the large house that I bought us out in the middle of nowhere. I had traps to set because I knew that this was going to be one hell of a town. They were going to fight the changes but I didn't care because they were going to happen.
When I got home I parked my bike in the garage and covered it. I wouldn't be riding it for a while now because it was my baby and I wasn't going to allow anything to happen to it. No they could fuck with me all they want but they will not fuck with my family or my babies. I eyed the old worn out car I bought the first day that I was here before I walked to the side and walked inside to get changed so I could work on it. When I walked into the kitchen Momma was standing there with the phone to her ear and she held up her finger to stop me from leaving the house.
"She is right here Will. Yes she looks just fine. I'm sure she was just riding around trying to get her anger under control. Look you asked her here to do this and even if you tell her not to she is going to do it. I see the look in her eyes and I know that this school won't know what hit them when she starts." Momma said and I couldn't help but smile.
"Alright I'll talk to you when you come over for dinner. Yes I'm making the pie. I know that it is your favorite." She said to him and I laughed because every time Uncle Will came to visit she already had a baker's dozen of the chocolate pies made and frozen for him.
When she hung up the phone and looked at me I smiled at her. "Will wants you to stop."
"He can want it all he wants but it's too late for that. They throw slushies in their faces Momma. They have this amazing girl so isolated that she told me today that she was glad that she finally had a friend. No they are going to get what is coming to them. Look at this even the teachers are bullies. Can you believe that crap?" I asked her as I handed her my phone with the video set to play.
When it was over I saw that deadly glint in her eyes and smiled. I knew what that look was. "Oh and they are looking for a school nurse. You know so if you feel like you are getting to bored doing nothing I'm so sure that they would hire you."
"I think that I just might take that offer." She said to me and I nodded.
"Alright I'm off to get changed and get started on Rosa. I'm going to need her for tomorrow. When Will gets here you send his butt out to the garage. I'm putting him to work." I said to her before I walked out of the kitchen and into the living room where Mom was.
"I see it didn't take you long to find what you were looking for here." She said to me and I nodded.
"Just be careful." She said to me and I nodded.
"I will be I love you." I said to her.
"I love you too baby girl never forget that." She said and I blew her a kiss before I walked out into the hallway and towards the stairs.
I dressed in my black over alls and a black tank top because let's face it I don't need to get anything on my beautiful body. I check out the wings that were on my chest and smiled. They reminded me of a friend that had taken her life because of something like this and she knew that this was what she needed to not to lose focus with this Puckerman boy. There was no way she could lie and tell herself that she didn't like the fact that was a badass. Let's face it all good girls like a badass. Good thing I'm not a good girl.
I got my work boots on and threw my hair up into a messy bun before I headed back to the garage and set to work taking the motor the rest of the way apart and cleaned it. I was just putting it the last part on it when Will walked out with two glasses of Tea. "You have done a lot to it since you got it. But why are you trying to finish it tonight?"
"I need it for school tomorrow. I don't want them thinking about ruining my cars and my baby. I would kill someone if that happened." I said as I looked at him.
"You know you don't have to do anything." He said to me as I took the glass and downed it.
"You already paid and I already spent the money on a few things so that means you are going to get what you paid for. Besides they all need to be taught a lesson. But I can't be the one to teach them. But I can teach the ones that need to teach them." I said to him and he looked at me surprised.
"You are going to stay out of it?" He asked me.
"Well, if anyone gets slushied then no I'm not. But until then they have nothing to worry about from me." I said to him and he smiled.
"That is good to know." He said to me.
"Uncle Will you really need to realize that this is going to happen and if I don't do something about it then it's going to happen in the worse way. They are going to fight because they control this school with fear. They allow what people think of them to guide them in what they do. Well, I'm going to make sure that it is going to end the way that it needs to." I said to him before I hooked the motor and started to rise it from the crate it was on.
"Wow." He said not knowing what else to say to me.
"Just think about it this way. You are helping these kids gain control of their lives again." I said to him.
He couldn't help but smile at that because I knew that was what he wanted. He wanted them to realize that this wasn't how it had to be. They shouldn't have to hide who they are because they are scared of what everyone else thinks. I think that is why I like Rachel so much. I could see that she was always herself and everyone hated her for it. Well, that was just too bad.