Hey guys! I'm back to write another fic. and im really happy to write this one i think it will be a fun read and by fun i mean heartbreaking :D come along.

So basically a summary of the fic is that Eren looses his memory, he doesn't remember Mikasa, Armin, or that he is a titan. And everyone is freaking out because Eren is humanity's hope and now humanity's hope has no memory so ooops nice going Eren. The story will revolve mostly around Eren and Mikasa since this is a erenmika fic but worry not many other characters will be in this fic and I promise you it's worth a read :D

Also I forget to mention that this takes place after Eren beats annie in the fight, well he doesn't really win does he? He kinda almost eats her. you know when annie climbed the wall and Mikasa was like "annie fall" blah blah. Well im going with the anime version (but im also going to use the manga a bit) because its easier to write from there since like Eren went all "POWER UP TITAN IN FLAMES MODE" it will make this fic easier to write. So if you have not watched episode 25...Spoilers ahead.

One more thing, this first chapter will be a bit long, and it won't really revolve around Eren and Mikasa that much. basically, this chapter will introduce you to Eren's memory loss. Levi and Hange (yes I will be spelling hanji as hange since "hange" is the official way of spelling it) play a big part in this chapter, so I hope you guys stay tuned.

I HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE THIS FIC! And please keep in mind that im no writer and I just write for fun. But trust I think this fic is worth a short. :D oh and btw im going to put this fic down at M just to be safe but also because language and maybe in the future chapters things might happen...THINGS will happen. HOPE YOU ENJOY IT!

*I DO NOT OWN SHINGEKI NO KYOJIN*

Eren stared down at Annie's face. He was ready to rip her apart but something stopped him. As he looked down at her face, he saw tears. He never seen Annie cry, he always thought Annie was this strong girl that would never take shit from anyone, he never once in his life thought she would cry. And seeing her with eyes shut and tears running down her cheek, just made Eren freeze.

He wasn't sure why he froze, maybe it was because he respected Annie more than he let on or maybe it was because he always had a soft stop for girls crying. He never really liked seeing them cry. But it was really hard for him to stop himself from trying to kill her because his mind was racing and begging for her death. If he didn't know any better he would say his titan form was adding more fuel to his rage.

As his titan form opened its mouth once again to take a bite off Annie, Eren tried his best not to give in into his rage. He could feel his bones aching with the heat, he could feel himself being shallowed by his titan flesh, and most importantly he could feel his brain turn to mush as he protested into hurting Annie. The closer he got to Annie, the more scared he become.

He was still conscious of his actions but it was as if he had no control at all, it's as if his titan form had gotten a brain of his own and both his titan form and him were fighting to see who would win. And right now Eren was not looking so good.

The mouth of Erens titan form was inches away from Annie, and Erens head was throbbing so hard he wanted nothing more than to hit his head with a big hammer so the pain would stop.

"Eren!" Mikasa cried out

Eren only heard his name echo in his titan form, he didn't even know who had called out his name. His caller sounded desperate to assist him. He would have heard his name clearly if it weren't for his ears and face half way covered in titans flesh. Or better said, being sucked in or swallowed by his titan form.

His face was now fully absorbed by titan flesh, and Eren couldn't breath. He struggled to get out. He tried to free himself but he knew it was pointless, he was lucky enough to be conscious during his transformation as it is. He never even learned how to control his titan. From time to time he made it do what he wanted but he would loose control more than control it himself.

All he could think of was how he was weak enough to get trapped in by his titan form, that he couldn't master the power. And now because of that he was going to suffocate in a ball of flesh. "Great going Eren now you done it, now you fucked up for sure, what will captain levi think once your dead? What will your friends say? What would jean say? That fucker will probably still give me shit after im dead. Damn im really going to die now huh, this is great I always wanted to die in a ball of flesh in my own titan form. What about Armin...damn it, I was going to see the outside world with him and he wanted a dog I was going to buy him a dog, fuck everything. Maybe its a good thing im dying, maybe my fate was already made the day I was made into a titan by my crazy father. Deaths not so bad..at least i'll be with my mom now and at least I know Mikasa will be safe...oh Mikasa if only you know how I care about you, how I wanted to be the one protecting you, but no, you always have to act like my mother and protect me, risk your life for me, haha damn it Mikasa now I wont be able to tell you how I feel about you...i hope you at least find someone that will treat you right...i know I would have, because I lo-'Eren was struggling to get free from the flesh, he was trying to breath but it was to late he was running out of oxygen and fast'. "fuck now im dying, is this really what people think of when death is near? This is lame, I rather die getting hit by a rock than this".

Erens thoughts rushed through him as death came closer, he wasn't afraid of dying, Since the first time he almost died he became a titan. And now dying once again wasn't so bad for him but the only difference is that this time it's official. The air he had left to breath was minimum.

Before Eren passed out completely he heard two swords slash at his titans neck and a voice saying something along the lines of "don't...eat...witness...idiot" and those where the last things Eren heard before he blacked out completely.

"Great, just great" said a male voice

"Calm down, i'm sure his fine" said a feminine voice

"Fine?! his been out for 2 weeks, he might be breathing but I'm sure his dead" said the male

"Levi, he lost control of his titan, he was almost sucked in by Annies titan form, you saw that right? How he was being sucked in by her titan form as if to combine both their titans? Was it not amazing levi?! I want to look into that, but I can't since she has locked herself in a crystal like sleeping beauty. Now where was I? Oh yes, and not to mention you cut off both his legs in the process of saving him, and he was on fire, ON FIRE, I would also like to look into that but...anyways, I would expect him to be out longer."

"Well the brat had it coming, I should have cut off both his arms as well. He almost ate Leonhardt, and if he had ate her I would have knocked him out myself and he would be out for years."

"You always have a way with words"

"Shut up four eyes, and go check up on him, I think he was hearing our conversation, that nosy brat"

"HIS WAKING UP!? LET ME SEE"

The women figure pushed through the male figure. She came running towards Eren, but Erens vision was still blurry and his head was buzzing.

He wasn't sure who these people where and they kinda freaked him out, mostly the way the women would talk, very excitingly and with lots of enthusiasm. She was to bright and bubbly for Eren's taste. And the male, even with Erens blurry vision he could see he was short, very short. And his voice scared him, he sounded like a murder. His voice was low and a bit edgy, like if you were to piss him off he would punch you in the face without any hesitation.

The women figure came close to Eren's face, a bit to close.

"Eren?" the women said nervously but excitement still lingered in her voice

As Eren's vision came back, he noticed that this women had glasses and had a rather nice looking face. She had brownish hair and looked built and strong. She was wearing a brown jacket with wings on them. The wings where blue and white and she also had a murderess look in her eyes, like if she wanted to eat Eren.

He also took notice of the male, he was short, just like Eren had kinda seen. But he was very much built. He looked strong and he looked bored. His eyes showed no emotion whatsoever, he looked annoyed and ready to punch the women for pushing him aside. He had a weird haircut. Eren thought it looked weird since it split half and half on his face. But it looked combed and neatly made. He was also wearing the same thing the women was wearing, the jacket with wings.

Eren took note of everything around him. He was in a little room, there was a flower in a stand near the window. The room was brown and a bit old, his bed was nice and covered in white sheets. There was a chair next to his bed, which the women was now sitting on.

"Eren?" the women said once again

Eren didn't know why but he felt like his name was Eren, but he wasn't sure if his name was Eren or not. His head was throbbing and he was confused.

Eren grabbed his head and finally spoke

"My head...it hurts a lot"

Eren was holding his head with both hands, he was hitting it with is left hand because the pain was coming mostly from the left side of his head. He hit it once, twice and before he could hit it a third time , the male grabbed his arm and said

"what are you doing brat, stop hurting your head, you are dumb as it is, don't want to make yourself dumber do we" the male voice was steady with no emotion

Eren looked up to see him, he squinted his eyes, got free of the mans grab on his arm and said

"Who are you?" Eren said a bit to loudly

"Who am I? Wouldn't you like to know" The male walked back to the wall he was leaning on, and he stayed there, looking at the women.

"Now what hange? its obvious his being stupid, let him hit his head a bit more times maybe he will remember who I am, and he will remember that he has to clean the garden"

"Levi please, I think...i think this is serious" the women said

Eren took note that their names were Levi and hange.

"Eren, do you remember me?" Hange said looking at Eren with sorrow eyes

"I'm...I'm sorry but I don't know who you are..."

Hange put her head down, she was holding onto Eren's leg.

"Levi...i think we have a problem"

"Really? Wow I did not notice"

"This is no time to be sarcastic Levi, Eren not knowing who we are is serious"

"who cares if he doesn't know who we are, im sure he knows who Armin and Mikasa are and thats all that matters. To me I don't care if he knows me or not as long as he remembers red scarf so she won't be on my ass, bitching to me about when she can see him and if his okay and blah blah"

"A-Armin? Mikasa?" Eren was now more confused then he was before

"Wait. Don't tell me you don't know who they are? Eren...do you know who Armin and Mikasa are? No wait, do you know who you are?" Levi asked with a bit of caution in his voice

Eren looked at Levi. Erens eyes were full of confusion. He was like a lost puppy, and he was a bit scared. He had just woken up and now his in a place he had never seen before and he was being asked questions. He had just remembered his name, his head was still throbbing and he didn't want to talk, all he wanted was silence. He didn't know who Armin and Mikasa were and he certainty didn't know who Hange and Levi were, because if he had met them before he would have remembered them.

Eren finally decides to answer Levi's questions and he hopes some of his questions will be answered as well.

"Im sorry but I don't know who Armin and Mikasa are. And im not sure who I am? I know my names Eren jaeger, I have a mom and dad, if anything they are probably waiting at home for me and are worried sick... How long have I been here? Where am I? Who are you people? Why do you have wings on your jackets? Why do you have a funny hair cut?" Eren didn't know why he asked the last question, it just came out unwanted.

Levi gave Eren a hateful look when he asked about his hair cut but soon after Levi closed his eyes and said

"Fuck jaeger, now you done it, you have memory loss and to answer your questions, first off my hair cut is not weird, your hair cut is weird, your hair is so messy, you should shower more and comb it more, secondly we wear wings on our jackets because we are the scouting legion, we are an organization that kills titans outside of the walls, you have been here about 2 weeks, I rescued you, you are welcome shitty brat, as in where you are, you are in one of our stations or buildings, which ever you prefer to call it, I don't care." Levi said leaning back on the wall, still emotinal less and expression less

"Titans? Organization? Walls? What are you talking about?" Eren asked more confused then he was before.

"You know titans? Big, ugly, with weird faces, kinda like yours in a way, accept your titan is rather nice looking compared to the rest that are-" Levi was cut short by hanges interruption.

"Levi thats enough, he doesn't know anything and you telling him this straight forward can harm his memory loss further, we should tell Erwin, he will know what to do"

"Yeah Erwin will know what to do, his the doctor right?" Levi said in a sarcastic tone.

"I never dealt with memory loss before, this is serious, he doesn't know what a titan is Levi...and he doesn't remember anything"

Hange got closer to Levi and whispered.

"Im sure he doesn't even know his a titan, and you heard him say his mom and dad are probably worried about him...he doesn't know that his mom is dead and his father is missing...all this can affect him, and not to mention how this will affect Armin and Mikasa when they find out"

"Its all that Annie girls fault, if she would have just gave herself up, Eren would be fine but no. She had to make Eren turn into a super titan that burst into flames"

"Levi try to take this serious, Eren was humanity's hope...and now Humanity's hope has no memory, he doesn't even know that a titan doesn't have bottom parts and they can't reproduce"

"How can I be serious when you say things like that. And randomly may I add"

"Things like what?"

"You sure you didn't get memory loss as well?"

Eren was watching Hange and Levi from afar as they whispered. Eren didn't know why but he wanted to ask if they were a couple. They seemed like an old married couple, that bickered a lot, and fought a lot but still loved each other. He watched as Levi would flick her forehead and Hange would mess up his hair and he would get really mad and have a murderous look in his eyes while Hange would just laugh.

"These two are freaks" Eren thought

Eren felt a bit of deja vu as he watched them bicker and thats when his left side of his head started to hurt again.

He held his head with both hands. He felt as if his brain was going to explode. All he could do was hold his head, and hope the pain would go away.

Hange noticed Eren holding his head and she rushed over to him.

"Eren are you okay?" she asked a bit panicked

Levi watched as Eren held his head. Levi saw Erens expression, it was full of pain, and confusion, and Levi knew that Eren was in excruciating pain. He felt bad for Eren. Levi wondered how memory loss would feel, not remembering anything. Levi thought of Armin and Mikasa and how devastated they would be once they found out what happened to Eren, especially Mikasa. It was obvious enough to Levi that Mikasa cared deeply for Eren a bit to deeply for just being "family" as she calls it. Levi knew that Eren also cared about Mikasa, but how much he wasn't sure. But Levi knew that Eren would risk his life to save Miaksa, no doubt about that. Hange had once said that Eren loves Mikasa, but he didn't know it yet. But now Eren would never know if he loved Mikasa or not.

Levi watched as Eren yelled out in pain, he was surprised Eren didn't yell out in pain sooner. Levi thought maybe it was because Eren was trying to act brave, he always did that, he never wanted to seem weak to anyone. It made Levi smile, as the thought of Eren acting like a brave idiot crossed his mind. Levi might not show it but he is hurt that Eren can't remember anything. Levi took a liking to Eren. Sure Eren was loud, and annoying, and an idiot, but Levi saw his younger self in Eren, except Eren didn't fuck up as much as he did. So Erens future was bright, but now with is memory loss, Levi doesn't know what will happen, and it pains him to know that the old Eren might be gone.

Eren was ready to smash his head on the floor, the pain was to much to handle. He was squeezing his head so hard, that if it weren't for Hange holding him back a little he would have squeezed his head into pieces already.

"Eren hold on, im going to give you some pain kills okay, they should help you with the headache" Hange said worryingly

"pain kills? What will that do" Eren said through gritted teeth and an angry tone

"I see you still have your usual anger, thats a good thing, that means your not all gone Eren"

"DON'T SAY MY NAME LIKE YOU KNOW ME!" Eren was angry now, he wasn't sure why, maybe it was the pain talking not him, but he was done with them treating him as if everything was okay, because Eren knew it wasn't okay, he knew that he has suffered some kinda of memory loss and his brain hurting was the effect of it. He wants to know why he has memory loss, he wants answers, he wants to know who Armin and Mikasa are, and he sure as hell wants this pain to go away.

"Don't yell at her brat or i'll-" Levi was cut off by Erens outburst again

"SHUT UP! DON'T CALL ME BRAT SHORTY, I DON'T KNOW WHO YOU ARE BUT RIGHT NOW I DON'T CARE IF YOU WERE MY MOTHER, JUST SHUT UP!"

"Oh" is all Levi said, no emotion in his voice or face

Levi didn't show it but he was very glad to see Eren react the way he did. It means that even though he has memory loss his personality is still in tact.

"Eren please we are trying to help" Hange said

"I DON'T WANT YOUR HELP" Erens said as he put both his hands on his temples

Levi got close to hange and whispered "Hange shouldn't his titan powers help him heal his headache?"

Hange looked at Levi with a sorrowful look, which only implied that she didn't know why his titan powers weren't healing him. She was wondering if memory loss had a way to affect his titan powers, maybe he hit his head so hard or whatever happened to him was so hard that it triggered something in his mind and he lost the power. Hanges mind was racing to figure out why Eren wasn't healing but she was soon stopped by steam coming out of Eren.

Hange stared at Eren. Steam was coming out of him, and Eren looked terrified.

"Hange...what is going on?! Why is steam coming out of me?! what is this?!" Eren said looking at his arms.

All Hange could think of was that he still had his titan powers but how come it wasn't healing his head. Hange thought maybe it would take longer this time. Maybe he used his titan power so much that his titan form was also a bit affected by whatever happened to Erens brain. She didn't know how to say it, but all she knew was that, Eren was still a titan and he would get his memory back but it would take time. She wasn't completely sure that he would get his memory back but all she wanted was some hope, not just for her but for humanity's sake.

"Don't worry Eren, we gave you a pill that makes steam come out of your body when you are...ummm...angry, yes angry, its nothing to worry about everything is fine, but now I need you to calm down and rest" Hange said with a smile

Eren stared at her, and he could tell she was lying, that she was hiding something from him. But right now he didn't care about anything he didn't care that steam was coming out of his body because all he wanted was to sleep.

"Resting sounds like a good idea" Eren said as he grabbed his head with one hand and moved his blankets up to his body with the other hand.

"Sound like a plan then. Rest up" Hange said as she watched Eren tuck into bed, still grabbing his head.

Hange grabbed Levi by the arm and pulled him out of the room. As she closed the door, and turned around to face Levi, she noticed Levi looked more annoyed than he usually is.

"What's wrong?" Hange said

"Don't ever pull on my arm again. You wrinkled my shirt, you are going to fix this" Levi said straightening out his collared shirt.

"Levi! We have more important things at matter than your clothes, what are you going to do about Eren?"

"Nothing"

"Nothing? What does that mean?"

"It means nothing. We do nothing. We let nature take its course. We know he still has his titan powers, which means he will heal soon enough, give him a day or two and he will be to his old suicidal self."

"I hope you're right"

Hange knew that Eren wouldn't get back to normal in one or two days, it would takes months, because from what she saw, and the pain Eren felt in his head, she would say it 's something very serious. Not just with his brain but with his titan power. Hange figured it has something to do with the last time he used his titan form to take down Annie, something inside him and his titan form must have happened, and whatever happened, must be the cause of Erens memory loss.

Hange put that thought aside as Armin and Mikasa came to mind and how they would react once they found out Eren has no memory of them, and that he still believes his mom and dad are okay, and possibly believes the world is safe.

All Hange could do was hope that tomorrow, when Armin and Mikasa came to see him, that Eren would at least remember them, hope that something clicks and he remembers them because Hange knew that it would break Armin and Mikasas hearts if Eren didn't know who they were, especially Mikasas.

Well thats the end of chapter 1 :D I hope you guys liked it skdjbfjds I know im not a good writer but I hope it was fun to read and you enjoyed it.

I know this is a erenmika fic and I know this chapter didn't have much of it but WORRY NOT because next chapter there will be erenmika scenes! Also please tell me what you think of the fic, leave me a review tell what you would like to see and stuff, please please please leave me a review it would mean a lot :D and also favorite the fic if you liked it yeah? It would be awesome if this fic got more faves than my fic feelings. I just hope you guys liked it dsjbfjhds. Thanks for reading! :D