Disclamer: NO.OWN.NARUTO. DX
Paring: naru/hina
Rating: strong T?
Gender: romance? Angst, tragic
WARNING: character death , attempt suicide.
She was weak and she knew this...
She had always been a failure.
Always being unvalued, unappreciated, unnoticed, and unloved… and the list could go on…
She was broken … self degrading feelings overflowed her heart and mind… she was nothing absolutely nothing…
She gave up.
Then she noticed him … the little boy who seemed to be treated the same way she had always been treated.
But he always kept going, never giving up, always giving victory cries and clamed that he would one day be the strongest, the best acknowledged… he worked so hard. That day she realized she could do the same … he became her motivation, her inspiration, and from that day on she observed him. From a distance she would fallow, unbeknown to him that he made her stronger.
Years passed and soon what started as inspiration turned to something so much bigger. She had always admired him. She had always fallowed in his steps .He was her inspiration and it did not take long for the boy to also notice her … she reminded him so much of him self … trying hard to get noticed, to also be acknowledge, to be cherished…and he did, he did all that just for her … he came to love her …and she tried so hard to become strong… she became strong just for him…because of him.
But she was still weak, and she knew this now.
She had gotten stronger because that was the only way she could keep up with him. She had silently bowed that she would always fallow in his steps… to become stronger to always be with him, they had promised each other …
But now he had taken a step she could not take … She was strong but so weak…
Why couldn't she take this step…?
She had promised damn it.
And she brought the cold steel blade to her wrist again… promises were meant to be kept…
He had chuckled as told her this that day and she held his cold body in her arms. How much blood had he lost? she held him tighter bringing him closer to her as he let her know that this time she didn't have to fallow … that this time she didn't need to come with him to be together… and she kissed his cold, cold lips so tenderly as she told him it didn't matter… as she promise she would still fallow… they would always be together …
And the blade pierced her pale skin… slowly letting the dark liquid trail down her wrist…
How many times had she done this?
How many scars where under those bandages ...Scars that proved her futile effort to keep her promise to him…
Why couldn't she do it?
Why couldn't she become strong to always fallow … to always be with him?
Why was she so weak?… this was not such a hard step to take... she had always fallowed... She had always been there with him…
And as tears rolled down her cheeks as she apologized time and time again asking for his forgiveness because this time she could not fallow, she could not keep their promise … because she was weak … because she was still a failure.
She was so strong…
…but so weak …
And she knew this now …
NA: may have various gram. Errors…… just ignore them XD!
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