Hihi! Chrissy2884 here! This fic was something random that i felt like writing after watching the last episode of Inuyasha the Final Act. Even thinking about it makes me wanna cry!!!! I'm so sad that it ended. I totally had my heart broken!!! T.T

Ah well, just enjoy the fic...

I don own Inuyasha.

Warning: character death.

If Only…

Inuyasha's POV

I counted the steps you took as you walked away from the house.

If only I had known that it would be the last time I would see you...

"Oh, I'm just going to pick some herbs for Renchi's sick daughter," You had said.

I had nodded and brought a cloak and draped it over your shoulders.

You smiled that beautiful smile and kissed me gently.

I told you to be careful.

You told me that you would.

If only I had not believed you...

After you left, I faintly sensed that something would go wrong.

I told my sixth sense to shut up.

If only I had gone with you…

The day crawled on without you.

Morning. Noon. Evening.

It started to snow.

Those white, cold flakes that fell gently to the ground.

I wondered where you were.

I wondered if you were cold.

If only I had wondered if you were alright…

It was well past sunset.

It was late.

I began to feel a strong sense of foreboding. I knew that something was wrong.

I got up and ran out of the door, out of the village.

I followed your scent through the forest.

If only I had run faster...

Then I smelled it.

Blood.

My heart fell to my knees and I pushed myself to run even faster.

If only I had run faster…

I finally saw you.

I saw the blood.

You were lying on the ground, numb with pain and cold.

Your clothes were crimson red.

The snow was crimson red.

I dropped to the ground and cradled you in my arms.

You touched my cheek.

"Who did this?" Was all I could manage.

"…De…mon," You mumbled.

You winced in pain.

I wanted to carry you back to the village, but my legs refused to move.

I just sat there while an endless stream of tears fell from my eyes.

I remembered when it was Kikyo who was in my arms as she died.

But this time it was you.

I didn't even know I could feel this much pain and sadness.

"Don't cry, I want to see you smile one last time," You said, smiling through your tears.

I wanted to fulfill your request. I really did.

But I just…couldn't.

I kept crying.

If only I had smiled...

I leaned down and kissed you one last time.

I felt your lips against mine.

If only we could have stayed like that for eternity…

"I love you," Were your last words.

I felt your hands lose their grip from my haori.

Your eyes closed for the final time.

Your head rolled back in my arms.

You stopped breathing.

Your lifeless body was limp in my arms.

I screamed until my throat was sore.

I screamed till my lungs were going to burst.

I cried.

My tears fell on your pale face.

I willed you to wake up with all my heart.

But you didn't.

You were gone.

My heart was broken.

I was alone.

If only…

~Owari~

Thanks again for reading. I actually dont really do angst, i just felt like writing it this time. XD

Pls R&R.

Oh and for those ppl who are my faithful Letters for Inuyasha readers. Pls don watch the last episode of Inuyasha. That is my story ending. T.T Ah what the heck. Just go watch and cry your heart out. XP