Disclaimer, I do not own twilight or any of the characters, they are the property of Stephanie Meyer.
As I look down onto the cherubic faces of my newborn triplets, I wonder what the future could hold. I'm called Isabella Marie Swan, Bella to me and to you, I've just turned nineteen and I live in the backwater of Forks.
Preface:
My journey started on the 15th of May of last year, that's when Jacob raped me, I told him to get off me, to leave me alone, but to no avail. It started off as a normal day, I got up early and got breakfast on the go, cleaned my teeth, brushed my hair and I got dressed as normal. I looked at the weather and it was sunny for once, so I put on a black dress, with a purple cardie and matching belt and headed outside to my car, after saying goodbye to Charlie.
I went to school, I had trigonometry then maths before break, and I decided to skip next period as I had calculus. I'm hopeless at calculus. I went to the soccer field behind the school and waited till all the guys had past and I snuck round the front to my car. I decided on going to see Jake, as Charlie was at work and Edward had totally disappeared, it was only a few miles anyway. As I approached the house I could see that Billy was out and that Jake was working on his bike. Shirtless. I came closer and to his amusement I couldn't help but stare, about how much he'd grown up over the last couple of months. He offered me a cup of coffee in his house and I accepted.
We chatted for a bit, I was tired so he asked whether I would like a rest in his room. I didn't think anything of it as I had been in his room hundreds of times before; it was almost like a second home. As I went to his bed, he came running at me and tied me down securely to the bedpost. I was in a haze, but I could grasp what he was doing and I started to beg. He unzipped my zipper and removed my trousers then underwear in quick succession. He placed an old sheet beneath me while I was struggling. It then began.
It seemed like hours before he finished. He redressed after caressing me, he told me how much he loved me and that he had to do it as it would help him to imprint on me. He said he was sorry, but we would have done it anyway in the future. He undid the pink handcuffs, ironically given to him by me for a joke last Christmas. I went to get up, but my legs turned to jelly, that's when Jake scooped me up and put me in my car and planted a kiss on my forehead.
I just managed to drive home, when Charlie's beat out Honda came up to the drive. He asked me if I was alright and I didn't reply, he then just helped me up to my room. I wobbled straight to my bed and just blacked out.