A/N:this is my first story and i'm not much of a witer but i hope you guys like it. I wouls appreciate soem reviews. Enjoy!

Chapter 1

A small body lay lifeless in my arms. Her tiny fingers were wrapped in mine except they didn't feel how they should have…they were so cold. She was the most beautiful thing I ever laid eyes on, with her black hair and pale skin.

Zachary was the perfect man. He was such a gentleman and I couldn't have asked for a better husband. Just when I thought things couldn't get any better, I found out I was pregnant. Our world was now perfect and we were in bliss. Zachary would go with me to the doctor and take such good care of me.

I couldn't understand how this happened. She was a part of me for nine months, and in a matter or minutes she was gone form this world. I felt as if a part of me was missing…a part that I couldn't get back. All I could think about was being with my beautiful baby girl again. I was going to name her Isabella after my sister, who passed away when she was young.

The doctor kept apologizing to me. He said he wished he could have done more for my little girl. I wasn't angry with him I just wished he would just go away and leave me in my sorrow. I was in so much pain, not just physically but mentally. I was weaving in and out of consciousness. Oh how I wished it would stop…that I would close my eyes and not wake up. I wanted it all to end. I wanted to tell the doctor to end my misery, it was the least he could do.

Six months after Isabella's death, I was still struggling with coping. It was hard for me to get out of bed and do the day to day things that housewives were supposed to do. Zachary returned to work three months after it happened and it was so hard for him to leave me. I could tell he wanted to be there for me but I think it was too late. No one could help me now.

I went for a walk one morning. The sun was shining bright and I wanted to go to the cliff by our home to take a look at the ocean. I hadn't been able to return to that cliff. I had taken many walks there when I was pregnant with Isabella.

I reached the cliff and was taken aback. I had forgotten how beautiful the view was. While I was there standing on the cliff, I was overcome with a feeling of such complacency. I suddenly felt an inner peace and my heart didn't ache anymore. It was then that I knew what I had to do. I think I knew all along that I would do it but these emotions helped me prepare myself for what I was about to do.

I whispered, "I love you Zachary. I'll be with you soon my dear Isabella." I just let go of my entire body over the side of the cliff. I felt so free…like I was flying. Then I hit the water, and I went into unconsciousness.

I thought I was dead. I was laying on something soft but then I heard voices and realized my plan had failed. I could hear a man's voice saying, "Hello, can you hear me? Do you know where you are, miss?"

"No," I replied, although I had a feeling I knew.

I opened my eyes and saw a man standing over me. He had on a white doctor's jacket. Even through my deliriousness I could see he was beautiful but different. I heard him say to the nurse "she has massive hemorrhaging, she's not going to make it." I don't know what came over me, perhaps it was the medication but I told the doctor, "Help me, please."

Next thing I knew he shut the door and locked it. He told me "Please don't scream." I felt him bite my neck and then an immense feeling of pain spread through my entire body. I wanted to scream but for some reason I wanted to obey the doctor. The pain was so terrible, I kept asking the doctor to end it. He kept telling me in a soothing and gentle voice that it would be all over soon.

I wove in and out of consciousness. I'm not exactly sure for how long but when I woke up I was in a bedroom of a place that I did not recognize.

The room was decorated ornately but not overdone. I could hear the voice of the doctor and the voice of another male. I had an immense burning in my throat and didn't know what this meant.

The doctor asked me "How are you feeling?"

"I'm ok now, just a little thirsty. Could I have some water?"

"I don't really think that would help. I have something I need to explain to you. My name is Carlisle Cullen. I was your doctor at the hospital. You told me to save you so I did everything in my ability to do so. So, I turned you into a vampire, like me…hold on, let me show you something."

He went out of the room and returned with a mirror.

"Here, take a look."

I look the mirror from him and just noticed the color of my skin. It was so pale, almost translucent-looking. Then I look in the mirror and the reflection I saw in the mirror did not look familiar. "I look like you now. I'm so beautiful."

He just smiled and said, "Come, we have a lot to talk about."

He told me everything from the moment our neighbor found me, to the moment I arrived at the hospital. He told me I kept saying "Isabella," "Please, help me," and "I'm not ready." He also told me what it meant that he had bitten me and then I felt the immense pain…it meant I had become a vampire. He told me I couldn't be around people for a while, until I could control my thirst. He told me Zachary thought I was dead because he snuck me out of the hospital.

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