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Tuesday 3rd March, my bedroom
I think its official, I am a freak. Just in case being a half-breed wasn't enough, I am now a half-breed that needs therapy. I know that they are only looking out for me but seriously THERAPY!
Was there any need in going to that extreme? Your probably thinking who am I and what am I going on about. Well, let me explain. I'm Renesmee Carlie Cullen, my father is Edward Cullen and my mother is Bella Cullen, they are both vampires in fact most of my family are. But not me, I'm half vampire, half human and there isn't many like me around and although my family assure me that I'm not, I still feel like a freak. I can survive on both human food and blood, but prefer the latter option.
That's how come I have ended up writing in this journal, my granddad Carlisle, who is also my psychiatrist, thought it would be best if I vented all my feelings that I didn't wish to share with my family in a journal, so I didn't get to the point where I was ready to explode. Not that I can keep that much from my father seen as though he can read my mind, but I thought it was worth a try if it meant I could be left in peace.
So that's where I am now, sat in my room writing in the journal, while the rest of my family are off hunting. Well most of my family. Jake stayed downstairs to let me "do my thing", as he put it. Jake's like a big brother to me, he has been around since I was born, seen as though he was a friend of mums before she became a vampire and he has just stuck around since. Jake's not a vampire in case you're wondering he's well… he's a werewolf, but he's also my best friend. He spends most of his time over at our house, that's when he's not on patrol around La Push, so it's hard to get any privacy around here. That's because everyone in this house has super hearing and many of them have their own special talents as well, as I've said, there's my dad who can read minds (everyone apart from my mum's), my Auntie Alice who can see the future (only subjective to what people decide), my Uncle Jasper who can control the emotions of people in a room, my mum who can protect people from mental challenges as long as their under her shield and then there's Grandad Carlisle, Nanna Esme, Uncle Emmett and Auntie Rosalie. One big happy family, most of the time!
So your probably thinking how come I need therapy if everything is all-good? Well my dad made me have it. Last week when I was coming home from a hunting trip, I smelt human, normally I can resist them as I've spent so much time around them since I've been born with Granddad Charlie and Sue, but this scent just screamed out at me and I went to attack the person. It was only a teenage boy and I was lucky that my father was around to pull me off him, however, if he wasn't who knew what I would do. Uncle Emmett found the story funny of course and said I was just like my Uncle Jasper, everyone else was worried and agreed that I needed some help to get he through this, I don't know why I haven't suffered anymore since that one time but oh well I guess. I'm actually quite worried because I'm having my first real day at school next week, I've finally finished growing at an alarming speed and at the age of 6 I will be starting my freshman year. Mum and dad go to school as well of the rest, apart from Grandad and Nanna who have their own jobs. I'm really scared though because I will be going to a different school so that I get "more of an experience", I don't get why it's not like I wont be repeating school I years to come. Jacob just called I think I'll leave this here and see what he wants.