I Miss You, a yu yu hakusho fanfic

I Miss You

I don't understand. Why did this happen?

So much for my happy ending.

We were so right for each other...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead.

I remember, when you died. I was so scared. I thought I lost you forever. Your funeral, it was so sad. Your mom was crying and even your rival, Kuwabara, was too.

Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?

I kissed you. I remember having the strangest dream. You were standing in front of me, telling me what to do before midnight rang. At first, I didn't understand, but when I saw you, I kissed you.

Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead

You were always there for me, even though you wouldn't want to admit it. Ever since we were kids, you stood up for me. You let me be a part of your world.

Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

If only I was a minute sooner. If only! I could have brought you back. I know I could have! You asked me for help, but I let you down. I'm so sorry! I now know. I lost you forever.

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

I want you back. Oh, I really want you back! This world has nothing for me now. Why? Why did you leave?

It's nice to know you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

I think I hate you for leaving me, but mostly I hate myself. I couldn't bring you back. I was late! I should have ran faster. Dammit, if you didn't get hit by that car, this wouldn't have happened! I know, you jumped in front of it to save a little boy. How very noble of you, but you lost your life and I lost you.

I was late. I'm so very sorry! I'm sorry.

Yusuke, I miss you.