Disclaimer: I don't own anything your recognize. A/N: Well this is a one shot fic and however it turns out is fine with me. The ship is Sirius Black and Herminone Granger. This is my first attempt at this ship so give me a break. Don't ask for more chapters because even if I had ideas I have tons of other fics that I have to pay attention to. I don't exactly know what about that day still lingers with me. If it was the scent of the library selves towering over me or if it was the silent wind of hushed chatter floating in from the privite study rooms. It could have even been mere passion I felt when the man I loved so dearly grinned at me one last time, how I love that grin, and walked out of the libaray, Hogwarts, my life. Take that back, not my life, you took my life and soul with you. The numb shocked feeling of loniness washed over me like water from an eternal ocean of lost loves. I was drowning in self pity, angst and anger. How had I let Sirius go? The man I had held so dear, so tight refusing to let go and then suddenly it was ripped from me. But that's the way my dear one is, never been the dumped one, never seen this side of the fence relationships. How could he do this to me? I was only 17, young , foolish and madly in love. It was true love, I know this. Ten years of consent longing for you face has proved that to me Sirius. Ten years of searching and yearning has told me that our time is not over. Ten years of lonileness and ten years of anger has taught me many things but in has left my ignorant in other areas but one thing I know is that I do love you Sirius. I do love you. Where ever your are love. A/N I know that sucked but I felt like writing something like that. Take it or leave it. I knew it wasn't going be be anything great but very emotional.