An/ I own nothing not even the computer I am typing on
An/ I own nothing not even the computer I am typing on.
Hi. I am Haruno Sakura. People say that I jumped off the deep end. The deep end of what I wonder. But that's beside the point. I am here to tell you why people say that.
It all started when Sasuke left. I was weak- and because I was weak I got my heart broken. So after he left I decided to get strong. And I did, I became the hokage's apprentice. I became a respected medical Kunochi. People started to say at one point that I would surpass my teacher, but then Naruto came back and together along with Sai and Yamato we went on the mission that upset the delicate existence I had set up around myself.
I was so sure I could help bring him back. I had gotten strong for him. I had offered to give up my life for him. In the end, we did not get him- I was still weak. I could not help him- I was still the little Genin that I always was walking 2 steps behind the rest of my team. I was still pathetic little Sakura.
For a long time I was sad. No, not sad- sad is not even scratching the surface of how I felt thinking back to him. It was a misery beyond sadness that engulfed me. I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep. I could only train, and I did. All of the sleepless nights were spent on the fields. All of my days in the hospital healing, or out in the world on missions. I was an empty shell of sadness now. I became quick efficient merciless. It was all I could do. I had to be stronger. It was not a choice.
I stayed in this state for a long time, a very long time. I rose through the ranks quickly. I was an ANBU before things started to change. Before things gave me no emotion whatsoever, but then things changed. Things started to get funny.
At first it was little things any person would laugh at. Naruto dropping a boulder on his foot, Neji stumping his toe on a rock even with full beyakugan activated, but then I noticed things that were even funnier. The fear on peoples faces when confronted with my kunai, the pain when it ripped through them. I couldn't help but laugh- you would have done the same right?
For a wile this was the funniest thing in the world but then I truly did find the funniest thing. The look on someone's face right before they die, that hilarious look when they know there life is almost at its end- it's a wonderful and perfect blend of pain, fear and begging. It's always funniest when they beg. I really can't help it. It's comical, the way they beg for their lives- it's almost as if they think if they beg I will actually spare them and give up a chance to be strong for my Sasuke-kun.
Eventually Tsunade refused to let me continue being a medic-nin after my patients all started to die. I really don't know why. If she didn't start sending me after people who I were supposed to kill I might have thought she was trying to stop me on my quest to get stronger. But then she became even nicer. She started sending people to me. They tried to kill me of course, but I knew that my Hokage was just trying to test how strong I had become.
Eventually Tsunade decides to send me on a mission after Sasuke again- this time however she sent me on my own. I think that if I ever meet my Sasuke again it will be very funny.
AN/ I got this idea at 4 in the morning and it stuck around. Please read and review.