A/N: Waaaah, I need to write all my feelings inside here but I know that's going to bore you guys most so I'm just going to try to make it at least a liiiittle but interesting. It's about Lucy and you know the rest. I changed Lucy's past just a little so it sort of matches mine so yeah.
I just want to write and write and write and write!
This is for my mama who's in heaven watching over me now. c:
Lucy never was the person to understand death. She knew that everyone had to die at one point but what was the point on dying? She's seen her friend's family member die, strangers she's never ever met dying on TV, family members she never were really close with dying; but all those deaths didn't make a big impact on her till somebody important in her life passed away. She didn't realize how painful and lonely it felt until she witness the death of her mother.
She was only 13 when her mother died, finding it depressing that everything changed in her life when she passed away. She never expected her mother to be the one dying next—after all those mean things she did to her during the times she was growing up with her mother just made it feel like a big burden on her shoulders. She wanted to apologize for everything, she wanted to say sorry for being so mean to you but she never got the chance to say it. She wanted to learn much more things from her mother, she wanted to say I love you every night and every day to her but she couldn't anymore which broke her heart.
What killed Lucy even more that it happened so suddenly and she couldn't do a single thing about it.
All she could do was watch and watch her suffer, scream and cry while she was struggling to breath in and out. She knew somewhere deep inside her mother she was screaming about how it hurt so much but didn't have the strength or consciousness to respond or react to anything. All Lucy could do was sit there and hold her hand, screaming at her to hold on and don't give up—breath on and on and live with her.
Even though it hurt her and everyone around—she needed her mother by her side.
When the emergency police department took her to the nearest hospital around one in the morning, she was already gone. But Judo nor Lucy knew about that till the doctor came into the waiter room to tell them the news.
When the doctor told them, "We have failed to restore her heart—we're sorry, Layla Heartfillia is no longer alive." Lucy felt like her heart shattered into millions of pieces, her heart stopping for a minute or two. She soon sobbed so loudly and so hard that she couldn't hear anything anymore. She felt her whole world shatter into millions of pieces and soon, she heard her father's sobbing too. She didn't even think her father cared about her mother at all but seeing that he was breaking down like she was showed that he did.
When they let them see Layla after a while, Lucy and her father burst into tears again, trying to shake the woman awake or something. But she was gone and sososo cold.
Till that very day, Lucy felt so lonely and sad but she knew she must live on with her life being that happy girl she once was. Her mama would have wanted that and she knows she is watching over her every day.
She writes letters to her mama every night to tell her how her day went—smiling happily as she did.
She may have wanted to do more things with her and spend more time with her but for the time being, she'll live her life and share all those unforgotten memories with her once more in a place called heaven.
A/N: That's about it. x'D
I'll write more next time—maybe one with NaLu. And before anybody goes asking, yes, this is how it happened to me. Most of the things in here are true and so yeah. Hope you guys enjoyed, sorry for the sad story, I needed to write, write, and write. IT'S MY FEEEELS.