Kate's p.o.v.

I was coming back. Back to the place I have a loathed. The place I have always wanted to escape from. Forks they call it (I know right what a lame name) Forks (or La Push or whatever) is a place where you feel like your in a outdoor freezer most of the time, a place where sun sine is as rare as lindsay lohan not doing drugs. So why you may you ask that I am coming back to forks, well that was simple because I was forced to.

Before my dad went crazy (not literally) and forced me to come back I was living at my aunts house in california. California is kinda the opposite of forks (which may be why i like it so much) sun sine everyday, even in the middle of january you would see people tanning by a pool. It was a charm life. I was going to a great high school I had amazing friends, my aunt was loaded so nice house, room, clothes, car you know the usual california. But now I was being dragged back to boring little forks half way through the my sophomore year, totally unfair. Of corse I had friends there a lot actually (even a boyfriend that had came to visit me once in california) but I would miss my new friends and the rest of my california life so much. My dad's excuse is that I am going to be leaving for collage in a couple of years and there is no need to be away from forks and him right now. So I am moving back.

Despite all that as I look out that passenger seat window and stare at the fog covered mountains and feel my fathers warmth radiating off of him, I help but feel excited about coming home. I step out of the car onto the land I was born and raised on and finally feel at home for the first time in 1 1/2 years. As i walk up the creaky old steps that a connected to a fairly size two story house i realize that something was missing. "Where's paul?" I asked

"oh well…..you know how he is always up and about. don't worry he's probably out with the boys"

"who are 'the boys'"

"you know sam, jared, jake, bardy, colin… oh and seth of corse." I can't believe that my bother paul hangs out with them especially seth. Me and seth…..well lets just say we are not the closest of friends, but it wasn't always like that we actually used to be best friends. That was up until 8th grade when all of a sudden he decides to randomly start to ignore me. At first I didn't pay any attention to the way he acted, but then at Ella Maryle's 14th birthday party him and a group of his drunk friends came up to me.

"Hey babe"the first guy said

"Hi guys" I gave them a friendly wave and smiled, I noticed that Seth was the only one avoiding eye contact.

"So Kate" the guy (who's name is john) continue " our little sethy here as neglected to tell you that he no longer has time for you or your little childish friendship. He has finally decided to run with the big boys now. And to prove himself he will get that" I look over to where he was pointing and find myself looking at Ella blowing out her candles. Ella was the type of girl that me and seth used to ignore I actually remember him saying that he would never go after a girl like her. And just add all this to the weeks of being ignored by seth I was getting more and more angry with him

"What ella? Seth really, you know she a total slut." I snapped at him. Finally he made eye contact and the boy I saw in front of me was not the seth I knew and loved, not by a long shot.

He had a wicked smirk on his face (which was totally unlike seth) as he replied "I know that is the point" That was the day I lost Seth. He went on ignoring me and I went on angry at him and soon enough it got to the point where I utterly hated the sight of Seth Clearwater.

So yeah lets just say that I wan't to thrilled for my older brother to be hanging out with him. "Paul will be back in a little bit" my dad said pulling me back into the present. " he was very excited to have you back…..we both are"

"well I am excited to be back" I say with a weary smile. My dad lead me into the house and set my stuff in my room. He ruffled my hair and said "You better get some sleep, school starts tomorrow." and with that he closed my door and I was surrounded by darkness