Hi there, this is Evil Pixie of your dream!! This is my first Naruto fanfiction and it's written in Sakura's POV, talking to a dead Naruto. This is based on the 2 year and a half skip in Naruto where everyone that were 12/13 turns 15 and the Akatsuki want to get all the demons out of the body of the ninjas. Sakura and Naruto are also falling in love in this part of the series!! All thanks Squibokou for being my beta or this would just be a whole page of mistakes. So Domo Arigato Squibakou! Please enjoy this and review!!

DISCLAIMER-I DON'T OWN NARUTO COS IF I DID NARUTO WOULD BE SMARTER!!

Flashback

"NOOO, Naruto don't die!" I screamed at you as you lay on the ground.

The Akatsuki caught you- they killed you. Idiot! I told you to run! Just because they had me hostage, couldn't you have saved yourself? It's all my fault, was I kidnapped so easily?

It's your fault these tears are falling from my eyes. All those things that you promised to do; ask Hinata out on a date, become a great Hokage and not let us worry about you.

Wake up, please! When I touched your heart to feel for a heartbeat there was nothing, no heartbeat and you weren't breathing.

"Naruto, don't leave me, please, I don't want to be alone."

Flashback ends – 2 years later

It was that memory again. I wish I had a chance to tell you how much I loved you and how I still do. I remember every moment: me being captured, you running back to save me, them taking the demon out of you, and I remember your death.

Naruto, I was certain that you mouthed three words to me, and I wish that I could tell you that I felt the same way.

I watched as they burned you and threw your ashes into the open sea. I watched when Hinata shouted out to the sea that she loved you. I watched as Sasuke threw petals of roses onto the waves.

All I did was take some cherry blossoms and throw them into the sea- I was being selfish. I wanted you to remember me, keep me in your heart. All this is the past yet in the present you, my sweet idiot, is still in my heart.

"Sakura-chan, are you alright?" Sasuke woke me up from my memory.

"Yes, just feeling as sad as yesterday, as sad as two years ago."

He looked at me with concern; I hope he doesn't think that I'll love him; I could never forgive him or his brother and the Akatsuki.

I clutched my heart- it hurt. Everything went dizzy again, you were in my dreams again, Naruto, you had beautiful wings. All I wanted to do was reach up to you and touch them.

"She's waking up," said Hinata's familiar voice.

"Are you alright Sakura, I think you should stay in hospital in case anything happens."

It happened again, the poison that would not kill me but forever slowly torment me.

"Sakura, are you listening to me?"

"Sorry Hinata, I just can't stop thinking about him."

"Sakura, we all miss Naruto but everyone has moved on except you. Also, please stop pushing Sasuke away- he really cares about you, you know."

I nodded along to what Hinata was saying; it wasn't her first time lecturing me. She continued to tell me how Sasuke was worried about me and that I should move on.

Just because she'd moved on didn't mean I could. She had Neji and their child, but I had no one. Those same tears were falling again. Everyone would come in soon. How could I stop those tears?

They were all there, clearly still worried about me. Why couldn't they just let me die, let me be with you?

"Sakura, we all think you should stay in the hospital," said Gaara as if nothing had happened.

I just looked down; I couldn't stand any of them. If they had helped you, you wouldn't be gone. They had helped me after you died, but I still hated them.

At last they were gone, Naruto, they left me to wallow my own despair. Wait, someone did come back. I hoped it was the Akatsuki, come to finish killing me off, but it was just Sasuke. Why couldn't he just leave me alone! I felt dizzy again, everything went blurry again- maybe this time I would actually die and be with you.

Thank-you for reading, I just want to say I don't like Naruto & Sakura together but it's a known fact that it would either be SakuraxNaruto or HinataxNaruto!! PLEASE REVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!