So this is my take on what should of happened at the end of 200. And how JJ would of told Will about the baby, and what she went through. It will be a two shot. So enjoy. But how awesome was it even though it was heart breaking, i cant stop watching it. So so so so good !
I'm fine. I'm okay. Just keep telling yourself that.
Chapter 1.
Seeing the ambulance drive off.
Turning round, JJ felt the tears roll down her cheeks, as she saw Will, stood holding Henry, wrapping his arm around his wife, Will watched as she took a deep breath. "Ah"
"Ya okay?" Will asked, moving his hand.
"I will be" JJ said her head on Will's chest, running her hand over Henry's hair.
"Mommy"
"Hey bud, wanna go see Uncle Spence for a minute?"
Seeing Reid, take Henry JJ looked back at Will, wrapping her arms around him she took a deep breath crying into his chest. Carefully placing his hands on her back, Will pulled her as close as he could, kissing her forehead. He felt her cry on his chest.
"I need to get checked out"
Will nodded. "Lets get ya to the hospital"
JJ nodded, holding her side.
Looking at his wife once more, Will noticed, the buttons on her top open, gulping down a breath. He felt a knot in his stomach.
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Smiling at the nurse JJ saw will return to her room. Still touching her side, she laid her head back on the pillow, feeling Will take hold of her hand.
"Doc, says ya can go home in a few hours."
JJ nodded, gulping down a breath. "Henry?"
"Everyone's outside. Want me to get him?"
JJ nodded.
"Mommy" Henry ran into the room.
JJ smiled, wrapping her arm around him as Will lifted him on the bed.
"You okay?"
JJ smiled, at Henry. "Yeah bud. I'm okay"
"Tired?"
JJ nodded. "Yes, and you are too"
Henry nodded.
"Well, why don't you see if Anuty Emily wants to take you home?"
"Love you mamma"
"Love you too little man" JJ kissed him.
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Wiping her eyes, JJ closed her eyes for a few minutes.
"What's going on in that pretty head of yours?"
"Lay with me" JJ whispered.
Laying down on the bed, next to her. Will wrapped his arm around her, trying to avoid the burns on her side.
"Jen"
Letting out a little sob. "I..."
"What happened?"
JJ gulped down a breath. Taking hold of Will's hand. "They waterboarded me...electrocuted me. " she paused. "He..."
"JJ" Will said feeling tears form in his eyes.
"He almost raped me..."
"That's why your shirt was open"
JJ nodded. "I didnt... when he started touching me all i could think of was you."
"Babe"
JJ let out a sob. "I told Matt I was okay. cause I didnt want him to give up the code"
looking at Will "I don't know what i'd of done if Matt hadnt of stopped him.
"JJ... you don't"
"But there's something else I need to tell you"
"You don't have to tell me anything not until your ready"
"NO ! NO! I do.. I should of told you when I found out I just..."
"JJ"
"Back in two thousand and eleven" she paused. "I found out I was pregnant"
Will looked right at JJ. "You..."
"Then, after I helped Emily. We , were on our way to a safe location, and we got attacked."
"JJ..." Will said feeling the tears roll down her cheeks."
"I lost the baby cause I was right, about there been an inside man, they killed our baby. Will. I couldn't... i couldn't tell you"
"You should've..."
"I DIDNT WANT TO HURT YOU! "
Will sat up a little. "Did you tell anyone?"
JJ shook her head. "Only Matt..."
Will nodded. Running his hand over his face. "You kept that from everyone for three years"
JJ nodded. "I couldnt... we wanted it so bad, and i was so happy when I found out that..."
"You' shouldnt of gone through that alone JJ. I should of gone through that with you"
"PLEASE DON'T BE MAD."
"JJ... I could never be mad at you...but you should of told me"
"I'm sorry"
"I know, I know you are honey." Will kissed her head, feeling her cry into his chest.
"I knew something was off with ya, whenever I brought it up but..."
"There was so many times I almost told you but then..."
"You don't have too, just get some rest JJ, you've had a rough day"
JJ nodded, closing her eyes, she took a deep breath, trying to stop crying.
Watching her sleep, Will ran his hand through her hair, trying to process everything she had told him. Not only had she almost lost her life and been tortured. She went through something even more painful. Losing there child. He wished he had known, to help her through everything. But now he new. He would be there for her.
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That was part one. And oh god it is so hard to write something for this episode. So many feelings wrapped up hope I did okay. Read part 2 please.