I started having these dreams months ago and so far all they consist of is you.
All we do is sit there and enjoy the breeze, I can't understand why and it's been driving me insane. We never do anything except sit in peace.
In the one dream however, you take me out for a walk behind the Hyuuga Branch Quarters of the Estate. We stride through enchanting gardens and pass under tall, beautiful Cherry Blossom Trees. Then while we're walking you lead us off the path to a hidden spring that I fall in love with immediately. We stop by the spring and just admire it for a couple minutes. Then we sat against a tree with your hand gently caressing my arm. Then you leaned over, your warm breath gently gliding over my face, with your lips ghosting mine. And while your breath is floating over my skin, you get closer and close. I can feel my skin start to blush as I lean toward you.
Then I wake up…
It's not fair how in aspect of the case, I could never see you doing that or reacting to that in any way. I wish my dreams would come true. Well the dreams are more like fantasies now I guess.
The dreams have haunting me, telling me to give in and just ask you. Could you ever feel that way for me? But I can't, for it would be rude and unladylike. Huh ladylike, since when have I been ladylike you'll ask. I know you think never but I know differently. Did you know, just the other night I accompanied Lee to the grocery mart just to see if we could make Sakura jealous? You probably give a damn, but is it too much to ask if you possibly could? Yeah I figured it was, it's always good to try though. Maybe I'm wrong, probably not. So why get my hopes up when all I'll do is fall to the ground in pieces. A girl can only get ignored for so long before finding something else to catch her eye.
Neji, I can't and won't wait forever. I thought I loved you and maybe I don't know what love is, but maybe this small connection that I feel with you is love and only I can see it.
By the way the thing with Lee and me making Sakura jealous didn't really work because I saw Sakura walking close to Kakashi-sensei a little closer than usual. Maybe you should follow his example and break out of your hard shell of emotions. It might help in the long run if you ever want to have a girlfriend or a wife and kids.