Fic: secrets
By Nixie noo
Disclaimer: blah blah blah and I dont own them sulks
Pairing: Sara/Sofia
Secrets
It had become our little secret, working the same night shifts, having the same breaks, and as often as possible working the same crime scene. Nobody was suspicious, nobody even asked any questions when we left the room, and then later re-entered the room together.
This time she'd exited the locker room before me leaving the door to fall behind her, it reminded me of the time she'd held it open for me slapping my backside on the way out. Had things changed?
We tended to treat each other differently when anyone was around which often left us feeling frustrated with one another, as our desperate hands and quick submissions proved just minutes ago! She was better at playing the game than I was although I could always see the smile creeping onto her face… reassuring me that nothing had in fact changed after all.
I followed her down the corridor and watched her enter the lab she'd been working in, it reminded me of the time she looked back and winked before disappearing from my view. I think she enjoyed teasing me, playing the secret out in public. She knew it got to me and I would lose myself in her instead of the job. I took it out on her, in the end our bitter conversations that were only meant for spectators became something of the norm when we were alone too.
I walked passed the lab and looked in, seeing her with her head in her work, I remembered the numerous times she'd looked up to watch me pass, but not today. Our affair was so secret that she often left me believing that that's all it was, a secret.
I sat at a desk in a separate from them and watched her sit on his desk putting on a promiscuous display. I remembered the way she would know when I was looking at her, and how she'd look up instantly, but im looking now... She looked up at him in that same way and I wondered if things had changed again.
I watched them leave together as her and I often did and he held the door for her as she had done so many times for me. Turning left they walked together while I looked away not able to watch any longer. And then I felt her eyes on me and looked up to see that he'd left but she had not. She smiled suggestively and lifted her car keys up indicating it was time to go.
As I followed her down the corridor toward the exit she looked back and winked, and then as she opened the passenger's door of her car and I steppec in her hand cupped my backside.
It's then I knew, this was more than just a secret to her, and nothing was going to change. This was secret that we had to keep and all her flirting was nothing but a distraction, something to stop anyone from guessing and finding out. Because it's only then I think, that things really will change.