A/n: Spoiler Alert If you haven't watched this weeks episode of glee you shouldn't read this if you don't want to know what happens just yet. Other than that read on and bring you tissues because I still feel sad looking this over.
"I miss you"
Go ahead it's okay to say it back.
"I miss you too."
God she looks so beautiful.
"The only reason why I agreed to do this play was so that I could see you again."
Damn maybe I've said too much.
"I'm not dating anybody new. Boy or girl."
Shit. I knew I shouldn't have said that. I can't keep doing this to her. She's deserves to be happy and I'm not around to do that anymore.
"Britt we talked about this..and it would be fine if you were."
That was a lie pull back just a little bit.
"I'm glad that you're not."
"Sixty seconds Miss Lopez."
Thanks Mike, you got me out of a hard spot. I don't know how much longer I can put up this happy face around her. Not when we're talking about this. Talking about us, or what used to be us. I can't handle that.
"Ha Ms Lopez. Are you are nervous about your big number?"
Now this I can do. Small talk. I can pretend nothing's wrong if she's not talking about it. I can pretend that I'm all happy and badass. That's always been my specialty.
"Oh God no! It's all about the attitude. I'm just gonna do what I did with America in West Side Story last year."
See that was a piece of cake.
"Yeah, but this is like a sad song right? So you have to think about something that like makes you really sad. Like how were not together anymore and it's okay but it still hurts a little bit."
Fuck.
"Especially on Fridays because that was our date night."
Britt I..You can't do this. You can't..I can't. I love you so much but you weren't happy when I left. I was always so busy with school and you couldn't talk to me. The distance was too much for you. You said so. You said you felt like I abandoned you. I'm doing this for you, so you can be happy. You wouldn't be happy if we were still together right now.
"Good Luck."
Would you?