Prologue: I am…nothing

Well, how can I start my story off? My name's Maddie Loving, I'm 15 years old and I'm in the 10th grade at Willow High School. I live with my aunt and cousins due to my mother and fathers death 2 years ago.

They've always home schooled me until 1 year ago, at the beginning of 10th grade they finally said I was old enough to have more of a social life. But since my aunt lives in a different state then where I used to live, all the old friends I had…are gone.

At my school, I'm not really your typical girl. Like every other high school in the world, Willow High has different cliques; preps, jocks, nerds, band geeks, cheerleaders, you get the picture.

Well, at this point in my life, I'm not really sure of what I want to be when I grow up, actually I'm not even sure who I am today. Every morning I wake up and it's not like your mornings usually are: getting dressed (no problem) eating (no problem), brushing hair/teeth (no problem).

Well getting dressed everyday is a BIG problem for me. You see, since I'm not really sure who I am or what I want to do with my life I usually dress a different style each day.

Yes, I know it's really stupid and weird but I figure that by dressing different each day and hanging out with different cliques each day I can figure out who I am and maybe what I want to be.