Characters: Kai, Bonnie

Rating: T

Song: Focus- H.E.R.

Based on the song of the same name. Honestly, I just wanted to write about Bonnie giving Kai a lapdance (it's not in this chapter, but it's coming). This will probably be a two or three parter.

Baby, I just want you to get up

Lately, I've been a little fed up

Kai was distracted; had been for a while. Not just now, in the present moment, no, this had lasted for weeks.

Bonnie was watching him from the bathroom mirror as he sat on their bed in the adjoining room. As the water cascaded over her knuckles she reached for another pump of soap and caught sight of her reflection in the glass. Instantly she was drawn back into a memory of her and the man in the bedroom; months ago he'd come home early and snuck up on her as she showered. He crept his way into the bathroom and then into the shower with her.

Eventually, they'd ended up in front of the bathroom mirror: him behind her with his mouth hot against her ear- telling her all the things he'd been thinking about doing to her throughout his hectic day- things he still planned on doing to her, things he was actively doing to her. He'd taken hold of the space where her chin connected to her neck and forced her to watch their reflections move against one another in the mirror. He maintained an incredibly intense and intimate level of eye contact as he controlled her movements from the neck up. She'd nearly come undone at the sight, but Kai had a knack for drawing things out.

He trailed his hand from her hip down between her legs and then-

The water from the sink spilled over the edge and broke her out of her reverie. She shut off the faucet and went to their linen closet for a towel. She could always use magic to sop up the mess, but something about the ritual of cleaning grounded her. Reminded her to pause and be mindful. As she used the towel to soak up the water she thought of her husband again. Of how far they'd come- of how far they had yet to go. She wanted that journey with him.

He'd been the leader of his coven for almost four years. As if managing the largest coven in the Pacific Northwest wasn't enough, several years ago and he'd launched a restaurant in the heart of downtown Portland. More and more his work seemed to consume him. If it wasn't the restaurant it was his coven. He was bringing his work home with him. Hours after she'd gone to bed he'd be downstairs in his office working on...whatever it was he worked on.

She knew he had responsibilities, but being all-consumed with his duties was new for him. It had been years since he'd taken on this immense workload and in that time not once had he prioritized work at the expense of their relationship. In fact, one of the things she admired so much about him was how he made so much time for her despite his workload, how much time he made for them.

Usually, he'd come home from wherever he'd been and cling to her. Even when his schedule was hectic it felt like he was always seeking her out, his hands never far from the surface of her skin. She was the same with him, though, whenever he was around she wrapped herself around him. Physical affection was important to both of them. Kai: making up for a childhood where he was never allowed to touch the people around him and Bonnie: making up for a childhood where it felt her loved ones were rarely around.

I keep looking at you

Stuck on your phone

Or you're stuck in your zone

You don't have a clue

She glanced back to him over her shoulder, he looked so handsome in his round glasses. He only wore them occasionally and she always nagged him to wear them more often loving the way they complemented his style.

He was on his phone now- eyes glued to the screen in his hand, no idea she had been staring at him or that she still was. What's worse is that his laptop was open next to him. His eyes oscillated between the two devices. Earlier he'd put down his phone and she'd gotten excited thinking he would turn to her only for him to reach under their bed and retrieve his laptop cord before plugging it into the wall.

Wish you would just focus on me

Can you focus on me?

I wanted to post this as a one-shot, but the rest is NOT worked out yet. The content is there, kind of, it just needs to be...sorted. I know this is short, but I just wanted to get some of it posted to be perfectly honest.