This is a mature story!! ( but not rated M), it makes more sense if you thought about it deeply.... here it is folks...
To Love You All..
Inuyasha awoke to the sounds of his phone ring near his bedside. The hanyou sat up to follow the noise, but something had held him back. He had noticed first that it was just a tad bit early in the morning. Next, there was the shocker: he was in bed...alone......and without clothes
It had disturbed him so much, that his head had started trying to find out the mystery on its own. He was tracing back every step. He was tracing back every memory. His mind searched for everything that he knew, or once knew. There had to be a reason. He continued thinking until his answering machine went off. The voice on the other end was the only thing that could have broke him from his slight panic. Someone else's panic was the only thing. It was a familiar voice. The voice that could send him a certain type of comfort. That voice however, was wrecked. It was now, in shambles and tainted. It was tainted in so much sorrow. So much pain. So much fear.
"I-Inuyasha… I need to see you…" The female voice weeped. "I-it's important…. It's- gosh…I'm so scared…! I need you…."
He couldn't take it anymore. This whole morning was too intense. Everything was happening so fast. He had no idea what was even going on. He determined to find out himself, but the doorbell had rang. The chime heavy with invisible grief.
The hanyou slipped out of bed, pulling on a pair of black jeans and moving to the door. He briefly fixed his silver hairs before making his way through his dark apartment. Just like every morning, he stubbed his big toe on the door frame and cursed in pain. Once he shook off the pain, he unbolted the chains, hooks and locks, slowly cracking the door open to reveal the owner of the voice:
His best friend Kagome. ..
Kagome was wearing her black trench coat with her simple light blue jeans. She was sprinkled with light snowflakes and cold bitten. Her beauty was never ending, but her tears looked like they were too. Her eyes were red with tears, and her china doll face was streaked with terrible remorse. Inuyasha felt like he was meeting his doom seeing her like this. It was enough to make him want to cry too.
"Kagome…… " He called her. She didn't answer. She only sobbed harder, paining his heart as she dove into his arms. Her arms folded around him, as she continued to break down in hysterics.
"Oh Inuyasha….I'm sorry….I'm sorry….." She repeated. Her voice flew through him like a veil of air.
A little surprised at her sudden outburst, he didn't seem to care about anything else except the depressed girl in his embrace. The hanyou's arms fell around her waist, pulling her into him. Her scent driving him completely insane with it's natural sweetness. But somehow, it was fainter….almost…fading…..
Kagome pulled away from his wiping away her tears.
"Inuyasha, I'm really sorry if I woke you…but I had to see you…" she sniffled. He shook his head taking her hand.
"No, I'm fine. Come in…please…" He would beg her if she refused, bit willingly, she let him lead her in by her hand like a stray puppy. Kagome had made herself comfortable on the couch, sitting with her concerned friend.
"Do you need anything?" He questioned softly. The young women shook her head. Her eyes seemed to look at everything…but him.
"I'm fine Yash…" She listened to herself hear what she just said. It was just as if she was fooling herself .Inuyasha could see that, and he had to get whatever it was out of her…this giant burden…
" Kagome….what's wrong…..?" He asked once more. Kagome hugged herself lightly.
"I don't even deserve to be with you right now….I can't…..I shouldn't be…" She began. He nearly jumped when she suddenly held her mouth gagging. He leaped to her side.
"Kagome! Kagome! Are you okay!" She continued her violent gags, but luckily, she was able to stop and clear her throat.
"Sorry…I've been getting that quite recently…." She kept her hand on her torso sighing. Her eyes closed as she scrounged up some minor courage in herself. There would need to be a lot in order to carry on her reason for coming… "Inuyasha…do you remember what happened last night?"
The surprised male sat up and tried to regain his thoughts… nothing. He had absolutely nothing. He shook his head.
"No…I don't…." She had feared that. How would she tell him? Her best friend… Kagome sniffled and encouraged herself to keep going. Her face finally met his, catching the beauty in it's features. She scanned over him, observing his topless form, and picture perfect body. He lips, his eyes, and his hair, implanting them selves in her mind…
"Inuyasha, last night…I was-…we were-…." Her head struggled for the words. It was so hard, that she just continued silently sobbing, burying her head in her wrists. "Oh my gosh…..how can I do this….." She wanted so bad, even though it would hurt her heart, to leave him. To her, it was the best thing to do. She would just have to let him be. He didn't deserve to be with her.
Kagome turned her head away from him shamefully, but Inuyasha found that to be unacceptable. He reached up one graceful limb to take her chin and turn her back to face him.
"Kagome…" It was as if he was almost desperate to know. He wiped away her tears "What happened last night.." Kagome had no were to escape to now. To replace this position she lay in, her broke down into sobs. But her confession came out…rigid like a skull.
"I-Inuyasha, I slept with you…."
Kagome wept sorrowfully as her friend fought to process the information. Him and Kagome? They were merely friends. What had happened? Inuyasha took her shoulders.
"How? Why?" He asked gingerly. Her sleeve dried her eyes, and she shrugged. She didn't even know herself. The answer lay there, somewhere.
"I-I don't know how it happened! It-it-just did! " Her eyes darted away from him with memory. Her voice dropped low. "I remember breaking up with Naraku….and coming here….I was so, sad. You were so good to me…. " His gold eyes' probed to find hers. "Then…I don't know what came next…. But I was in your arms….." He found his friends hand squeezing it lightly. "I was in your arms….and you were in mines…"
The hanyou sighed in pity for her. Also, for himself.
"Don't be ashamed Kagome…it's not your fault…-" Kagome snapped her head to him.
"Yes it is!! It's my fault! I came here looking for you to love me! "She sobbed. He was surprised when she took her free hand up to stroke his jaw. "I- I have feelings for you…" His gold eyes widened in surprise. "I have feelings for you, but I don't know if you're going to want me back…" Her face had sunk to a depressing sulk.
Inuyasha frowned in confusion. He had heard her feelings. Her true feelings…He had heard what he had wanted to hear… and she was throwing it all away. He had to know why…
"Why Kagome…why wouldn't I want you?" He cooed. Kagome bursted into tears and pulled from his grip, standing. It was too hard…too hard to say. Heartbroken, she took her coat and tried her best to leave.
"I'm sorry Inuyasha….I'm so sorry…."
No, she wouldn't be leaving until he got answers. The hanyou took her wrist.
"Kagome no! Tell me! Just tell me!" He pleaded. Her face softened just a small amount as his words drew her in calmly. "Just tell me…" He placed a hand to her cheek in a gentle caress. All he wanted was her to stop. He hushed her down as much as he could, before she continued to gather herself. With a nervous sigh, she readied her vocals looking into his golden orbs.
"I'm…..pregnant…."
Once she said this, she pulled herself away from his shocked face. He just couldn't understand…he just couldn't believe it. Still in hysterics, Kagome held her face in shame crying the breath out of her body. Inuyasha took in the information again, but now, he took her shoulders.
"Kagome…who is the father…." Kagome removed her head form her hands sniffling.
"It's you Inuyasha…you…" Now he was overly surprised. He was the father? Was it true?? Was it?
Kagome certainly wasn't taking this news well at all. She held her head.
"What type of a friend am I!!! I'm terrible! I just dragged you into something you shouldn't be in!" Her hands fell to her stomach. "I should have just stayed home! You don't deserve such a slut like me!" Even though those words were strictly not for him, they hurt a hell of a lot.
Kagome was his heart.
His soul.
Another piece of him…
She was his friend…she was his partner… his everything.
He didn't care for her shame. He didn't care for last night. Now was now…. There would be another life involved…
She loved him…
He loved her….
She wasn't a slut for just wanting to be loved by him... So with that said, he threw his arms around her, drawing her into him.
"Kagome…do you love me….?" He whispered. What else could she say? She was snug in his hold, and buried her face into his hair.
"Yes…I do…." Just what he had wanted to hear. His fingers had held her chin softly.
"Kagome….I love you too…" He squeezed her hand. "I love you, spotted, speckled, and yes…pregnant…" Her eyes had twinkled, with a certain hope in them. "I love every part of you…and even the life inside you…" She held him tighter. "And if I don't deserve you, I'm just gonna have to be one spoiled guy cause I'm not letting you leave me…you, or our child…" Her eyes had started drying.
"So you mean….you're not mad? And you love me back?" Her hands held her heart.
"I'm not mad at you….I just want you to stay with me….." Their fingers entwined and she couldn't help but to blush shyly.
"Inuyasha…."
"Yes…" She began to stutter bashfully
"Um…..so, is a kiss out of the question-" She didn't have to ask a thing. He lowered his lips to hers, tasting her in a tender kiss. Kagome's eyes fluttered close as he lovingly melted her away. Here she was…kissing Inuyasha…. Loving him…him loving her.
She moaned a soft sigh as they had sunk into the couch. Their kiss gaining more heat and more love than before. Her fingers had ran through his hair as her other fingers traced his exposed body.
Somewhat aware however, she pulled away from him giggling. Inuyasha made a face.
"What's so funny?" Her palm had fell to his cheek.
"I'm just happy I guess…." She sat up thinking this through. "Being pregnant isn't exactly what I was going for …but I'm still excited!" He chuckled resting his hand lightly on her torso.
"This is a great way to start the morning…" She laughed again, happy as ever, and cuddled into his chest, holding his waist.
"I'm so happy…" she yawned softly closing her eyes. "and tired…." The hanyou male kissed her forehead and scooped her up in his arms. He moved carefully to his bedroom (in which he was going to share). Once inside, he laid her down gently, sliding in besides her. Her eyes had fought to stay wake, but she couldn't resist the comfort. Her lover brushed the bangs away from her eyes.
"Sleep Love…It's not just about you anymore…."
The young women nodded, laying her head upon his arm and closing her eyes for sleep. At first Inuyasha was awake. His hand had rested in her stomach and he smiled to himself, before closing his own eyes to retire.
There was just one last thing that the couple had said before they were granted sleep however.
"I love you…"
And so, Inuyasha and Kagome rested…..happy in each other's arms… just happy for what would lie ahead…a good 9 months from now….
hopefully, you felt an "aw" moment. Thats some heavy stuff right there.... If it's not your cup of tea i understand (maybe lol) But it would be really nice if you can tell me about it... you know, review... thanks alot!