Disclaimer: I do not own Harry potter or anything to do with the Harry potter world that belongs to j.k Rowling . I use the Harry potter in my own situations and do not make a profit out of anything I write so please don't sue me.

Author's Notes: hay people this is my first story I don't know how bad its going be but I hope you enjoy it. I thought I should warn you I am dyslexic so any mistakes I make I am sorry. This story happens after Harry's fifth year while he trys to come to terms with losing Sirius.

Chapter one

A small teenage boy named Harry potter was sitting out in number four privet drive's garden raking up some leaves. Harry potter was not the happiest boy in the world far from it he hated his life. Harry was very depressed his whole life had fallen apart a couple of months ago and now he was left hear with his relatives that hated him, waiting on there every need like a house elf. The only person Harry really cared about was dead his god farther Sirius Black and it was all his stupid fault.

Harry hadn't been sleeping very well since then he kept having really bad nightmares about his parents,cedric and Sirius were all blaming him for there death. Harry had big black bags under his eyes and was getting skinner than every before he had to tie a piece of rope he had found in the garden shed to keep his trousers from falling down.

Harry sighed.

"what's wrong Harry?" said a voice from above him. Harry jumped so far into the air pulling out a long stick that had been hidden away in the pocket of his huge hand me down trousers from the wale of his cousin upstairs.

"whose there" demanded Harry sounding slightly scared, pointing his wand to were the voice had came from.

"relax Harry it's me Tonks" said the voice as she pulled a invisibility clock off her body and sat smiling in a tree swinging her legs.

"Dumbledore sent you to spy on me again so I stay a nice little boy so he can mould me into a perfect pawn when I get back" Harry said with a smirk. He still really hated the headmaster from keeping the prophecy a secrete from him but he still felt better destroying his office.

"Harry that's a horrible thing to say he's keeping your best interests at heart hear and I am looking after you because I care about you" Tonks angrily said.

"I don't need a babysitter I am fine the way I am thank you" Harry angrily spat back at her.

"if you feel that way then fine I will go and tell the headmaster you want a different person" Tonks said while slipping down the tree to the floor.

"fine anyone's better than you!" Harry said flinging the rake down and running to his room. Harry didn't know why he had just got so angry at Tonks it wasn't her fault he was still so angry he needed to take it out on someone.

Tonks sighed as soon as Harry ran into the house. She knew it wasn't his fault he was still hurting after Sirius and she still felt anger towards Harry because he had tecanly killed him in her eyes.

"Dumbledore's going to kill me he has to find a new babysitter for Harry" she said to herself before whisking her wand out and with a pop she was gone.

She arrived back outside the black family house. Walking inside she found Albus and Snape at the table talking over a cup of tea. Albus herd her walk into the sitting room and turned around.

"nympadorea what are go doing hear you are meant to be looking after Harry. Has something happened?" Albus said it a rush thinking someone was hurting his pawn.

"1 am sorry headmaster he is being so difficult I can't stand him no more you will have to change his guard please." Tonks said scowling at the headmaster for calling her by her first name.

" ok I had a feeling this was going to happen" said Dumbledore then he turned to Snape "im sorry my boy but I am going to have to send you. You have to teach him how to shield his mind so you can do it this summer with him"

" no way headmaster I am not spending my time with that brat" Snape growled.

"im sorry but you owe me this I am calling that life debt" Dumbledore said with a sad smile on his face.

"ok but I am not happy with this!" Snape said stalking off out of the living room.