Description: This is my one-shot for Buffy. I felt that Buffy need to write her goodbye to Angel. So this is her lost letter she forgot to burn.
Dear Angel,
You've broke me, I should've killed you, but instead I seduced by a vampire. Why had this happened? I know you have a soul, but this isn't right, I shouldn't fell this way about you, but for some reason I can't get rid of this pain, that you've left me with.
Why did you have to leave? You could've stayed, you've left me here with...Spike. How insane could you've been to do that? I'm sorry for everything, I just need you to come back. I need someone to keep me safe from Spike. Willow can't save me with her magic all the time, Angel.
Angel, you made me fall for you and now I'm here about to go crazy. Hunting's become boring without you. Spike never shuts up, is there something that you can do to ever get his mouth to stop moving? It doesn't matter how many times you tell him to shut the fuck up he never stops, he just keeps moving his lips and they make noise but it's the annoying noise that haunts my sleep.
Willow's worried about me, she checks on me every hour I don't know what to tell her to let her know that I'll be fine the day I'm able to kill Spike for his insistent talking, but I know I'd never kill Spike.
Wesley is worried about my trust in Spike, but does it really matter. I'm going to die one day at the hands of a vampire seeing as I'm a Vampire Slayer. So let's just let it be Spike, its not like we didn't know he wanted to.
At least we knew that a few days ago, now you see Angel, I'm moving on. I'm moving from one vampire to another. What was wrong with me. Maybe I wasn't supposed to be a vampire slayer.
Well this is my goodbye to you Angel. Hope L.A. treats you as kindly as well as Sunnydale did.
With Love,
Buffy the Vampire Slayer (Maybe)