Hello ladies and gentlemen! I'm CickCycleCarosel and this is my first story on FanFiction. I hope you all like it!
Lyrics That Make You Want To Love Me
Ch. 1-Letting Me Go
She was crying again and he had no idea how to help her. Like always. She was sobbing so hard her body shook and he was positive her pillow was going to be soaking wet when she was done. He was so useless, standing in the door frame and watching.
He licked his dry lips and wondered if he should say something then thought better of it. She wouldn't want to know that he was watching her. She probably still thought he was in the recording studio working on his newest song and neglecting her. The woman in his life, the only one who excepted him and understood him wholeheartedly.
Shit, he was useless and ungreatful. He should have been dotting on her, loving her like she had never been loved before. He should have been there for her when she needed it. But, GOD, he was getting sucked into the world of glam and money. He was getting addicted.
He looked at her once again before turning and leaving the room. He was heading back to the recording studio, like the sad excuse for a fiance that he was. But maybe, the thought, if he gave her time things would work itself out. They'd be the happy couple they used to be.
However, somewhere in the back of his head, he knew. He knew that walking out of that room was like walking out of their realationship and giving her all the insentive she needed to leave.
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She pitched foreward and emptied her guts into the waiste bascket on the side of her bed. Their bed. She moved back from the scent and tears filled her eyes again. Where was he? She cried out again and held onto her stomach in a effort to calm down her raging stomach. The fear and hate and anger was boiling over. Dripping with saddness and regert and she knew she had to get out of there. Nothing was going to fix this. It was broken and unrepairable.
She leaned foreward again and sputtered out everything she eaten on that day before she started to dry heave. She knew what was going on, she wasn't as blind as him. It was a mix of things, really. The death of her mother, his decrease in attention towards her, her pregnancy. It was all becoming to much and she just needed to escape.
She sat up atlast before standing on shaky legs. She lifted the waiste basket and dumped it into the toilet before rinsing it out and pulling out her favorite lipstick. The one he had bought her with his first paycheck. It was a small gift but it had been so sweet that he had bought it just for her and that it was the first thing he'd bought with that paycheck.
She proceeded to put it on before she started writing on the mirror what had been on her mind since he had started staying out late and focusing more on his career than on her. She kissed the mirror and walked out of the bathroom.
She dressed in some of her old clothes, packed the rest of her old things, and left out the house.
She called her best friend, Hinata, with trembling fingers and had her pick her up. Taking her out of his reach and his life.
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When Sasuke walked in the house he knew something was different. He calmly walked into their bedroom and noticed she wasn't there. He shurgged his shoulders, she was probably just hanging out with Hinata or shopping.
He walked to the bathroom and bit his bottom lip, trying to bold back the cries that his throat wanted to let loose as he looked at the mirror. The words shook him to the core and he fell back onto the cool tiled floor.
It was over.... everything he'd worked so hard to keep and get in the first place was gone.
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Eventually I'll just be lyrics in your songs.I'll be the one you lost and I'll be the one you think about. Those fake loves won't mean much anymore. And you'll be left wondering 'What happened to the Way We Used to Love?" Cause we can't love like that anymore and I can't stand this anymore.
The Way We Love was so good that I couldn't careless about all those times tou left me alone.
But not anymore. Enjoy your last kiss I left on you mirror cause this place was never mine.
And keep your ring.
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Beautiful and heartbreaking. And it was just like her. Like the woman who used to be his. Sakura.
So guys how'd you like this first chapter? I hope you'll all review and tune in next time.
Later, CCC!
