Italics are Edwards thoughts, regular are the lyrics.
A/N In eclipse when Edward gave Bella the option of having some of him or none of him while in the tent after Jacob ran off. What if she said some of you, but didn't tell Jacob about her affair? What if Edward regretted giving her the choice, and this is his song to her regarding their affair?
Well I held you like a lover
Happy hands and your elbow in the appropriate place
I pulled the covers over your head and breathed in your amazing scent.
And we ignored our others, happy plans
For that delicate look upon your face
I stared into your deep brown eyes and knew I could stay there forever
Our bodies moved and hardened
Hurting parts of your garden
With no room for a pardon
In a place where no one knows what we have done
As we became one I knew the love we felt was real, no matter how wrong.
Do you come
Together ever with him?
And is he dark enough?
Enough to see your light?
Does he make you fell the way you know you deserve to? Is he good enough to see how you radiate with wonders?
And do you brush your teeth before you kiss?
Do you have to hide my scent?
Do you miss my smell?
Do you miss my cool breath?
And is he bold enough to take you on?
Do you feel like you belong?
Is he the one that makes you go crazy, the one that wraps you up in passion?
And does he drive you wild?
Or just mildly free?
What about me?
Do I make your dreams come true?
Well you held me like a lover
Sweaty hands
And my foot in the appropriate place
We go into the meadow, hiding from everyone else.
And we use cushions to cover
Happy glands
In the mild issue of our disgrace
We hide under the makeshift bed, knowing we must remain inconspicuous.
Our minds pressed and guarded
While our flesh disregarded
The lack of space for the light-hearted
In the boom that beats our drum
As we reached our peaks we knew we were meant for each other.
Well I know I make you cry
And I know sometimes you wanna die
I know that this is hard, and it can be too much to handle.
But do you really feel alive without me?
But aren't I the one you really love?
If so, be free
If not, leave him for me
Before one of us has accidental babies
For we are in love
We can't hide the result of our love, we are in love and we shouldn't have to hide it.
Do you come
Together ever with him?
Is he truly what you want?
Is he dark enough?
Enough to see your light?
Does he make you fell like you truly are beautiful, and wonderful in every way?
Do you brush your teeth before you kiss?
Do you miss my smell?
Do you have to hide my scent from him? Do you wish you were with me.
And is he bold enough to take you on?
Does he know your needs?
Do you feel like you belong?
Is it in his arms you wish you could stay for all eternity?
And does he drive you wild?
Or just mildly free?
Do you love him?
What about me?
What about me?
Or do you truly love me?