A/N: This songfic was done to Leave Out All the Rest by Linkin Park. Warning: Death, suicide, and self-cutting are in this fic.
Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto, Leave Out All the Rest, or Linkin Park.
Key: song
"Talking"
thinking
Inner self
Note
Poem
He went and turned on the cd player. It was playing Leave Out All the Rest by Linkin Park.
I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
I
never had anyone beside me. The pain is too much to take...
he cut himself again. If
I cut enough maybe I'll die...
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
My
only security is my mask...
He heard a knock on the door. "It's me. Open up." "I'm
sorry, but I can't." He said.
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
If
I could just leave this world...
You sure about this?
Yeah, I'm sure.
But won't you miss everyone? Do you want to cause them remorse?
What am I leaving
When I'm done here
No, but
I must go. Everyone hates me anyway. I think it would be better to
go.
Ok kid... he left.
What will I leave?
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
Dear Everyone, he started.
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've
done
Please don't cry over my death. It was my choosing. Please forgive me for existing, for bringing all your pain and suffering.
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Team 7, I will miss you guys. You were always closer to me than you thought... I know you guys will accomplish what you wished for. Also, good luck with your training. I wish you luck.
And don't resent me
And when you're
feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Team 10, you guys are awesome. Always working with yourselves and others, helping to push them further. I apologize for all the wrong I've done. Keep going.
Leave out all the rest
Leave
out all the rest
"Open up!" "Sorry guys, I just can't." He then continued his letter. Team 8, you have been with me in unique ways no one else could. With your smiles, happiness, and mysterious ways, I think you will do well. Please become excellent shinobi.
Don't
be afraid
I've taking my beating
I've shared what I made
Team Gai, good luck with your hard training. Become masters of your elements. I will always be with you.
To the 5th, I wish I could of followed in your footsteps, but I can't any longer. You can take your things back.
To Iruka-sensei, thank you for all you've done. I want to see you in heaven or hell.
I'm strong on the surface
Not all
the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have
you
But there's one thing I've never told you guys. It's all a facade. I'm not really the way I show myself to you. That's one of my many regrets. I also regret not telling my love how I feel. But none of ylu will never know, will you? You'll expect it to be the same as in the facade. But it's not.
So if you're asking me
I
want you to know
"Open up or I'll bash down the door!"
"You won't get through no matter how hard you try." At this
point he grabbed his knife and started his death.
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help
me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
"I'll really miss you guys." "What are you talking about?!?" "And why can't I get through the goddamn door?!!!!???" He cut himself again. Please forgive me everyone. But I had to do this. My life is horrible. If you were me you would understand everything. But you won't. For now.
Don't
resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your
memory
Maybe sometime you'll understand why. Eventually I know you will. But for now, I shall die for unknown reasons. He cut himself again.
Leave out all the
rest
Leave out all the rest
"You ok?" "I'm fine. Just go, forget about me. Now." "Ok, that's it, we're going to get help!" Everyone doesn't know who I am.
Everyone hates me for something I didn't do.
And I'm going to die for it.
Forgetting
All
the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
You can't see through my facade...
You give harsh words to the vulnerable...
You silently wish me to death...
Is this what friendship really is?
He cried.
Pretending
Someone else can
come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are
My facade is useless. Fake happiness only gives me more sorrow. And yet I'm the lowest of the low.
But why? I'm just an innocent child, aren't I? He cut himself once more.
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Forget who I am
Forget I existed
Go on with your lives
Go on with your lies
Happiness is what you want
But I've never had it
Yet I show that I have
In my facade
"Open the door NOW!" "No. Go away." "No, I will not go away, and you will not disobey me! I am the hokage!" "And?"
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep
me in your memory
If you were me, you'd mourn for me.
But I guess you're not
'Cause you make me suffer
All your lies and all your ties
Getting caught up in your perfect lives
To notice all my shitty lies
That are
In my facade
"I'm bashing down this door RIGHT NOW!" A slam was heard. He cut himself again. "In 10 seconds I'm doing it again if you don't come out!" "I don't care." He said stoicly.
Leave
out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
If I could pity myself I would
If my soul spoke you'd hear what I felt
But I guess you can't
Because you're blind
Can't help getting caught in your own lives
Your dreams, ambitions, and hopes are all you find
But I don't feel the same
In my facade
"You have anything to say for yourself, mister?" "Yes, I do. It's what I feel, and I'm going to say it now."
Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
"Forget
who I am
Forget I existed
Go on with your lives
Go on with your lies
Happiness is what you want
But I've never had it
Yet I show that I have
In my facade
If you were me, you'd mourn for me.
But I guess you're not
'Cause you make me suffer
All your lies and all your ties
Getting caught up in your perfect lives
To notice all my shitty lies
That are
In my facade
If I could pity myself I would
If my soul spoke you'd hear what I felt
But I guess you can't
Because you're blind
Can't help getting caught in your own lives
Your dreams, ambitions, and hopes are all you find
But I don't feel the same
In my facade. Goodbye forever."
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are
With love and hate,
Naruto Uzumaki.
And at that the door came down. And Naruto shot himself.
Hinata found his note and cried over his dead body. "If only I knew earlier... if only I had spoken up." "I wish we had known sooner." A single tear came from Sasuke's eye. And then they knew that this was the end of Naruto Uzumaki and his facade.
-END-
In case you didn't get it, Naruto was "him", Kyuubi was his "inner self", Sakura was all the talking with one asterisk (), Sasuke was with 2, and Tsunade was with 3. Naruto was 13 at the time of the story. Hinata, Sakura, and Sasuke were 14. And I have to say that this is really sad, I was practically crying while writing this.
