"I sit in chains, covered from head to toe. I shackled myself from the world. I couldn't let myself hurt any others anymore. I've made many people disappear because of my unstable emotions…" I whispered, blankly staring out at the window in a run down room. I couldn't take my eyes off the beautiful scenery behind the window. "Come and take away the magic trick I made," I rolled my head over to the ajar door to see a group of people opening the door wide.

"So you must be magician that people are talking about," A tall man wearing a trench coat. His eyes were filled with amusement and curiosity.

"Kill me, so I won't have to be taken advantage of." My eyes were filled with emptiness. "I can't stand living here knowing what I did."

"We aren't here to kill you," the man in the trench coat said. "We are here to save you from people who want to misuse you." He stepped forward as his fellow members stayed behind the door.

"If so… Lock me up where no one can find me. I chained myself here for a few months so I wouldn't cause any more pain for people around me." My voice strained from the memories of people disappearing replayed in my head. "I didn't mean to, but it happened. I can't stop it. I'm easily controlled. I never asked for this. Just. End. Me." I had nothing else to live for. I've killed dozens of lives because people wanted to make their enemy suffer.

"We aren't here to kill you. We're here to protect you from people who will hurt you and the world. As a member of the Armed Detective Agency, I, Doppo Kunikida, swear on my life that we will all protect you and help you from this. We will find a way—" I had to interrupt the blonde glasses man because there wasn't a need to swear an oath to someone like me.

"You don't know who I am and what I'm capable of doing. I can wipe you out of existence for good, and nobody can save you because you're extracted from everyone's memories." There was no hint of emotion in my voice as every word was nothing but death seeking behind it. "Just leave. That's how you're only safe from me." I breathed out, closing my eyes as I tried to keep my mind empty from all the trouble I've caused.

"Guys, I don't think we have time! They're here! They have the front and back entrance blocked," someone said, changing the whole atmosphere of the room as it rushed the agency to move quicker to save me.

"Leave, like I said. They only want me. I'm use to it. This has nothing to do with you. I don't know you so don't protect me. I am nothing but a pawn in evil." I refused to go anywhere with the ADA. I don't believe that they can help me control my gift. My parents never tried— they used me to gain things.

"Kenji, we have no time. Pick her up and let's go!" I heard one of them commanded, so I watched to see how the ADA escapes their enemy from capturing me.

Every member of the ADA used their helpful and amazing gifts to protect someone like me. It shocked me of how 'protective' they were, fighting off enemies as I watched them plainly. They were all unique, especially the one who could cancel out one's ability. Instead of watching the fight going on around me as I was still restrained in chains, my eyes darted around to find the blue sky that I've been watching ever since I was young until the bright sun hit my face as I somehow made it alive.

After somehow escaping from the enemies, I was placed at their headquarter where I met their boss. I had no interest of talking to anybody about my situation because it was stupid. I don't like being repetitive about my personal life. Instead of listening to whoever was talking, I let myself zoned out by staring at the bright city beyond the window.

"Aia! That man is trying to hurt me and mommy. Use your ability to stop him!" my father screamed as he pointed at the man who held a gun at my parents.

The man threatened to shoot if my parents didn't pay back the debt they owed. "Using your kid to hurt me?! That's pathetic." The man scoffed in disgust. He couldn't believe that two adults relied upon a small child to save them from his gun.

I was at the top of the staircase, watching what was happening. A bad man wanted to hurt my mother and father… I couldn't lose the people I love to someone so sinister. I felt the adrenaline rushing in my body. I couldn't think of how to use my ability like my father told me to. All I did was scream. My screech stopped everything. It stopped the bad man from hurting my parents, and he was gone. I didn't know where the bad man went. All I knew if he was gone, then my parents and I were safe from anything.

I didn't know what I was doing to 'help my parents' was actually damaging me and everything around me. I fell in a long trap that I followed because I cared and loved my parents and whoever tried to 'care' about me too.

"...isn't it lovely?" I whispered, pushing myself off my seat and to the window where I opened it. I felt the sun's heat radiating on my skin as my eyes darted at the tiny people being busy on the streets. I saw how lively they were: cars were moving, people seemed happy down there as they socialized.

"Dazai, you're in charge of watching her. You're the only person who can nullify her ability," Someone said.

"I don't want protection." I objected, never ripping my eyes off from the city as the soft breeze tickled my face. "I want to be reborn just like these people down below," I gripped onto the ledge of the window and pulled my body out as people behind me yelled, but I didn't understand why they were so frightened, I just wanted to sit outside the window and get a better view. "Look at these happy people, having nothing to fear for… I'm pretty sure I wiped out half of their memories. Ahaha…" I sadly laughed, unsure if I sounded like a lunatic to the others behind me. "I never knew how beautiful it was up on the third floor. I can see everything so clear." I murmured, feeling slightly sad. I've never seen anything beautiful like this for a long time. I feared everything around me. I don't know what's triggering me to act so odd. Maybe it's because the spark of being saved and protected.

"Yeah, Dazai, you really do have an important mission to take care of,"

"Is this what freedom's like?" I curiously asked myself as I dived to answer my own question. Quickly shifting myself to the ledge of the building, they started to freak out even more of how dangerous I was. I was careless in their eyes, I was dangerous, I was insane, but none of that mattered because at this moment, I wanted to feel what other people feel without having to feel afraid of hurting anybody but me.

"How are we letting her walk up there?!"

"Someone go on the rooftop and watch over her!"

I had my back against the brick wall of the building. It was the first time in forever to feel my heart racing in excitement mixed with fear of heights. The air was beautiful up here. I smelled freedom. "This is how it feels to be alive." I chuckled, feeling the numbness in my heart cast away for a while before I was eventually pulled away for my own 'safety'.