"So your telling me that i went out and got ready for this?" Again.... IT canceled with me. I should already confront him knowing of his affair. But... i couldn't leave him... he would then ask questions and know that i has sneaked a little peak into his belongings. Leading up to the usual of the sounds of screaming, Glass breaking, and someone with bruised fist.

I sat there in my car, which seemed like for hours. I couldn't understand it. Why me? I had never done anything wrong in my life. I was an adult now basically. I had done everything by the book and i get this;Eyeliner stained on my face by tears, sitting in a car looking out at the happy couples walking around, and being cheated on.

"Ha" i thought to myself "My life has been wasted on lies".

I felt it, a spark come, it told my heart to leave the cold vehicle and walk into the bar i was suppose to have been in with IT.

I slowly reapplied my make-up and fixed my clothes so i looked pretty decent. I opened the door and went into the building that held the smell of cigarettes,beer, and the sweat of the people dancing.

"Move it." A blond girl said as i squeezed through the crowd to take an empty seat at the bar. She was beautiful, all though she was covered with make-up and tight clothes. Nothing more than a pretty face.

I swiftly moved avoiding any contact. I just wanted to sit, maybe get a few drinks

"Hello beautiful, what would you like to drink?" The bartender asked.

"Martini, umm.. thanks" i said a little awkward as seeing his eyes traveling from my eyes to my breast.

"Thats on the house babe"

"Thanks...." I replied as i gulped my drink down and moved to sit away from the man

I watched people dance, people laugh and flirt. I was alone now, though i could feel someones eyes on me. I ignored it at first but soon i was feeling watched at every movement i made.

I looked around causing a few looks from nearby people.

I was ready to leave and go back to my home where IT would be with fresh new sheets on the bed, a hot shower, and leaving an item of the girls for me to catch and toss into the trash.

I got up from my seat and put my 6th empty glass onto the table.

"Crap" i whispered to myself. "I cant drive now, and if i ask IT, he will think i had been with another guy dancing. And even drinking would get him heated up for an argument...."

"Where do you think your going" i heard a low voice ask as i was pushed down to my seat.

I closed my eyes and wished the man away, it didn't work. I saw a man a little taller than me. Teal eyes, Green Mohawk, Piercings covering his face, average clothes.

I didn't say anything, maybe he would think i was death.

"Don't you remember me" the guy asked still holding my arms. I stayed quiet.

"It me, Duncan" I felt my heart stop. No it couldn't be, he left this place long ago. He broke my heart long ago. I sat there while he stared at my face waiting for anything.

I left, I went home, I went to bed. I was screamed at for drinking, driving, and him finding a number in my jacket.