~A note from Spencer~

Are you ready for this?

The romance and sizzle ... the betrayal ... loss ... pain ...

The end?

I thought I was. I had begun comparing myself to a coin, with life on one side and death on the other. I'd felt as though I'd been tossed in the air, only to tumble down faster and harder. Which side I landed in would be completely up to fate. But I've learned not everything that happens is meant to be.

Think about it. The fact that I ate a bagel with cream cheese for breakfast - not fate but hunger.

The fact that I lost my mother to a psychotic monster - not fate but panic.

Fate and meant to be come down to one thing. The tool we've been given to shape our destinies. Choice. Mine .. yours ... theirs. Good, bad. Ugly.