Untitled thoughts
I've been okay until last night
From when I fought back the tears
But ended up losing the fight .
My hearts going numb
And I don't even want to move
I'm feeling no emotion
Just letting the tears run through .
This feels like a nightmare
That has just begun
.. It feels like it will never be done
I don't want any sympathy
I don't want advice
I just want someone to understand me and just listen
This world is full of such pain
And when people lose faith
Others hope they'll regain .
I'm not alone I know that
But a lot I don't know what's happened
And I pushing them away
I just cant talk about it at least not today
If I don't seem like myself , don't worry
Cause ive just buried who I was deep inside me.
Things might go back to normal
But not now.
I mean I can play it off like im okay
But deep inside me theirs someone screaming.
Don't feel sorry for me
Theirs no need.
I've just been broken down to my weakest point
And I just need to breath .
….A personal note I had left …
I cant wait for the day when we get to go above
Cause then it wont matter what pain you had ,
It all gone once you got to the place full of love ..