Italics: thinking or emphasis on word.

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Haruhi's eyes softened.

"Kaoru… you do realize…"

"Yea, I told Hani-sempai to bring him along."

But doesn't it hurt Kaoru?

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Hikaru was running again. He had being running so many times during the last week. He wanted to run from it all. To get lost in the sea of people here. To get lost and never be found. That's what it felt like. He wanted to run and never come back.

His vision was blurry.

This was the first fight that they had ever had. During all the times that they have spent together, this week was surely a week of firsts.

First time they fought.

First time he saw Kaoru that angry.

First time they were separated.

First time he had felt so alone.

He stopped running.

And as the rain pelted down and the people started running for cover, Hitachiin Hikaru stripped himself of all the barriers that he had put up and cried.

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Kaoru walked back to Mori-sempai's home alone after saying good-bye to Haruhi and thanking her for her company for the last few days. The clear air gave him sometime to think.

Not that he needed to be thinking really.

Because no matter how he tried his thoughts strayed back to his twin. How was he dealing with this? What would he do? How would he react to this?

Kaoru had always had Hikaru by his side. He couldn't remember a time when they were apart. He had always treasured that. But he Kaoru, being Kaoru, knew that this, this fairytale that they had built could never last.

They couldn't shut everyone out.

They couldn't tease everyone else.

They couldn't stay the way they were.

They couldn't stay together forever.

So Kaoru let him go.

He knew Hikaru wouldn't be able to. It was either one or the other. Hikaru simply refused to believe that their world was expanding. But Kaoru knew. He knew that it may have been even more painful if they weren't to do it now.

So he had made him hate him.

It took Kaoru every fibre in his being not to run after Hikaru like he always did. He had a perfect mask for everyone. He was angry at Hikaru, he was angry at Hikaru, he was angry…

No-one had spotted his clenched teeth and his nails digging into his palms so hard that they drew blood.

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A/n: I'm not sure whether I want to extend this one so plz help me out a little I just finished reading the 52nd chapter and I couldn't help but write this. Anyway review plz!!!