They were gone. Cyborg. Robin. Starfire. Dead.

And all because of him. How could he? If only he had got to them in time.

If only the alleyway hadn't collapsed. But he froze. His mind went blank.

And now Beastboy wasn't the only one blaming himself. Raven did too. He knew it. There were rumours flying around about alcoholism and desperation.

And the headlines, god, the headlines. "Teen titans falling apart" "three down" and his personal favourite:

"Titans at rock bottom"

Rock bottom. No. not now. Not ever. Not until he lost raven.