Disclaimer: I do not own these characters. Thank you.

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"Are you sure about this? I mean, I wanna do it and all but.." Warren bit his lip. How could he admit he was scared? This was just sex, everyone did it. And he loved Piotr, right? Why was he shaking? There was no reason to be afraid...

"Well, if you're having second thoughts, maybe we shouldn't." Piotr smiled weakly. Warren looked away in shame. Piotr loved him, he wanted him. He might not get another chance. He had to make him happy. He just had to!

"No, no, it's fine. I promise." Warren smiled as reassuringly as he could muster. It was fine. Just sex. Just sex...

Piotr smiled at him from his spot on the bed. He ran his fingers through Warren's short hair. "You're sexy, y'know that?"

Warren looked away and smiled. Piotr was such a liar. He knew he wasn't sexy. Just a skinny freak with wings. Nothing special. Hell, he even had some pretty gross moles. Why the pretty Russian boy wanted him he'd never know. He had to keep him though. He had to make him happy. If he was happy he'd stay. He'd love him.

Piotr sat up in bed, pulling off his wife beater enthusiastically. Warren gazed at his body, half in love, half terrified. But he could handle it. He could handle it. He began to take off his own shirt, with a little difficulty, mostly because of the wings, but his shaking hands weren't helping. Piotr got off the bed, taking off his pants. Warren finally got his shirt off, purposely not looking at his boyfriend. If he didn't look, he'd be fine. Next his blue jeans came off, meeting his shirt on the floor.

Piotr was going through his own removed pants. He pulled a condom and some lube out of his pockets, winking at Warren.

"This is gonna be good. I promise." He leaned over and kissed Warren's cheeks and chin. He was happy. Warren could handle it if Piotr was happy. He pulled the orange flavored condom over himself. Warren swallowed, would it fit? He'd blown his boyfriend so many times, but his ass was a whole different story. None of the things he'd used playing with himself were that wide. Some were longer, but not that wide at all. Piotr was smiling. It'd fit. It would have to fit.

The bed sank as Piotr got back on, quickly getting on top of the other boy. Warren closed his eyes, and turned his face.

"Ready, love?"

Warren chewed on the inside of his cheek. No. But it didn't matter, he could feel how hard Piotr was on the inside of his thigh. He gave a weak nod, if you could call it that.

Piotr squeezed some lube onto his finger, and rubbed it on Warrens quivering anus. He put his forearms on either side of Warrens head. Automatically Warren opened his legs, and wings.

Piotr was in. Big, and painful, and in. Warren was no longer a virgin.

Stop.

Piotr started to move.

Oh Jesus, stop.

Piotr's hips dug into Warren's as he fucked him.

He didn't, want this. Stop, please.

Piotr started grunting and moving faster.

No more... just finnish. Hurry!

The grunting became soft whimpers. "You're so tight baby..."

Please finnish soon. It hurts.

"Oh god... yeah." The thrusting slowed down.

Please be done.

Piotr pulled out. "That was awesome." He looked down at Warren's flaccid cock. He gave a feral grin, and moved down. He gave the soft organ a few licks, then sloppily blew Warren.

He wanted to die.

Warren mewed and came. Piotr gave a victorious smile, and spit the semen out onto the floor. "I'll clean it up later."

He moved back up and kissed Warren softly.

Why didn't he notice Warren hated that?

The two boys silently pulled their clothes back on. Warren got up and walked to the door.

"I love you." Piotr called as he left.

"...'ove you." Warren barely mumbled. He slowly walk to his room.

Once safely inside he laid down on his bed and cried himself to sleep. At least Piotr was happy.

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This happened to me a little while ago.

I'm a lesbian, but I met this guy who seemed pretty nice, and I'd never actually dated a guy before, so I thought, "What the hell. Might as well try it."

I thought I loved him. I thought wrong.

Please Review. I might make this more than a one shot, but mostly I wanted to vent.