Can't tell your Heart who to Love

By: Krystal Cardona

Ok this a Kag /Kouga fiction. I hope you like it, This is going to be quite disturbing for Inu/ Kag fans, So I advise that if you don't like the pairing don't read it, don't worry in the last chapter... Sorry can't tell you.

Okay Enjoy

Disclaimer: I don't own Kouga or Kagome, nor Inuyasha. But I do wish that I owned Kouga! Sniff

Chapter One:

The Comforting Prince

It was late, By this time the Sun was gone and replaced by the brumous marble moon. Under the full moon lay Kouga and his pack or better said the two members that always seemed to be around him.

In the twilight Kouga soundly sleeping till now, heard the weeps of a woman and smelled a familiar fragrance, it was a human girl.

He awoke in the knowledge of knowing that if he would help this human girl, Kagome might hear of his kindness and think him a better man for it. Yes it was a brilliant plan, the only fault in his plan was that the he had no idea who this woman was. I could be a trap or even demon slayers but he didn't care.

Perhaps he should pay more attention to the scent but Kouga being in such a rush to prove himself in Kagome's eyes, merely buried the worry of what could happen and arose the though of Kagome praising him, that would be enough to make him do anything.

After sometime of running Kouga found himself in an open field with a long calming stream running by it. Anyone who though this beautiful field was a good place to cry in despair wasn't aware of the laws of despair and joy. Kouga found this place relaxing and tranquil, not some place you would expect to find a weeping girl. But this was were the sounds and scent was coming from, and Kouga's sense hadn't been wrong yet, then what would make it wrong now?

He searched the realm, the patches of grass rubbing against his fur-leggings. The gentle blowing wind blow his ebony hair back and splitting the grass in the area he was walking, making it slightly easier. As he approached an area were the grass laid flat, the sound of sobbing increased.

A more familiar fragrance now graced his nostrils, the scent was of a human

girl, but this wasn't just any human girl, the sound, the scent. Both belong to the futurist Miko: Kagome.

Hmmm, What could Kagome possible be crying of... He thought as he came

forth to a mossy log in the middle of the plain. And upon that log sat Kagome, crying.

"Kagome..." He leaned towards the rocking figure.

The words graced her ears. The customary voice floated in her mind. It was the wolf Prince.

Did he hear me crying? Oh no! He's going to ask why I'm crying, Then he's going get angry and... She thought of the Kouga bombarding her with questions.

"Kagome?" He said once more, this time more unsure. "Is that you?"

She looked to him, her eyes inflamed, ready and willing to bust with tears once more. He knelt by her, he cupped her cheek in his hand. He saw another tear stroll down her cheek. He took his forefinger and swiped it from her face.

"Kagome what's wrong?" He asked gently, fearing that a over-confiedent attitude might injure her demeanor even more."Kagome I can't help you if you don't tell me..." She sighed heavily as the sentence entered her thoughts.

"I know..." She said, still weeping. "It's just that, well, it's a long story."

"Kagome, if I'm not there for you in your time of need, how will I expect you to be there when I need comfort." He questioned what she though of his personality.

She knew she shouldn't worry Kouga with her stupid relationship problems, but it would feel nice to actually just to have someone who cared for her and would listen to her problems.

He rose and sat near her, even though the smell of wet fur would soon fill the air. He sat there still. He looked to her with a half concerned/ half comforting look all his own, hoping that it wouldn't make her feel worse.

She turned to him slightly, afraid that if she looked him straight in the eyes, he would look right into her thoughts and figure out what she didn't what to say.

"Ok, It was a little earlier when it happened." She said still trying to avoid eye contact. "I was asleep..."

Flashback

The sun had gone, the gang lay comfortable asleep, all expect one: The stubborn Hanyou. He gazed upon Kagome, her common scent drifting into his nostrils. Soon another scent drifted in, it was of a dead woman: it was of the Hanyou's precious love, It was Kikyo.

He knew he shouldn't, thinking of consequences, what would he do if Kagome awoke and saw him and Kikyo together. First she'd sit him till he was on the other side of the world and then when it finally wore off, she'd cry every time she saw him.

Considering the consequences, he shouldn't but her alluring scent wasn't something that the foolish hanyou could merely ignore.

I'll just go check it out and I'll be back before they even know I'm gone. He decided that

if he hurried Kagome wouldn't even notice he was gone and he be back before she could. So in a great hurry he scurried of to see his beloved Kikyo, unaware that Kagome had been awaken by his noisy running.

She awoke, even before her vision had stabilized completely she caught a glimpse the silver and red blur fading quickly in the distance. As she naturally did all the time, she followed him in the dusk forest. With in time she caught up with him, but he didn't react to her, she was about a foot away, but he was always able to smell her from here. Just as earlier he didn't react, so Kagome stayed a careful distance away for him. She had the right to know what he was doing in the forest this late. She observed him walk into a void place in the forest, she only saw him and the God tree. Exactly at that moment the sight of the dead Miko entered her eye's vision.

The anger inside her boiled, like a volcano. She was ready and willing to let her anger explode on Inuyasha but decided to keep herself composed long enough for her to hear their conversation.

Inuyasha approached Kikyo reluctantly as if with fear. Kikyo's eyes didn't shift to his form, they stayed the same as usual: unhappy, no sadness, but hidden behind their calm demeanor was the raging anger of a dead woman, who sought revenger for her death.

Inuyasha being the blind idiot he was never gave up on the fact that they once loved each other and wouldn't let Kikyo go.

Kagome was still confused that Inuyasha hadn't smelled her aroma but that was on the side of her thoughts. What was on her central train of thought was the fact that he thought that he could get away with seeing her.

Does he think I'm an Idiot?ཀ The searing choler inside her just refused die down, in Kagome's attempts to conceal it she banished her anger and what replaced it was the over whelming need to burst out in tears. Ok, Kagome, get a hold of yourself, once you know all that he's said you can leave and make him face the consequence later. Again she concealed her need to cry, for the same reason. To keep herself composed long enough to hear their conversation.

His aluminous hair now began irritating his neck, that was sweating fiercely. She continued her mute act, not looking or possible not even knowing he was there. She only took a moment's glance to see how far he had advanced. Before the Miko knew it Inuyasha held her tightly in a embrace that felt like it was a life or death situation. Inuyasha's rapidly beating heart thumped against his tightly compressed chest. Although his was beating like he had just ran a marathon, he felt nothing from her. In the days of yesteryear when he held Kikyo like this, he felt her bolting heart against his chest.

That's right, I'd almost forgotten. Kikyo is dead... He retrieved the memory of the last time he had attempted to steal the Shikon no Tama, back then he had no idea that the consequence of doing so would be getting stuck to a tree in a false state of death for fifty years. Until the day that Kagome...

For the first time since he'd left the camp he thought of Kagome. What if she awakes and notices that I'm not there? He pondered, still grasping Kikyo like she was his lifeline. Will she come looking for me? The worries that had once been buried, now arose once more. The mere thought of Kagome crying herself to sleep for a week made his crushing hold on Kikyo loose and nimble.

The slightest evil grin became present in her features. The hand that had once laid loosely on Inuyasha back now held a dagger by its hilt. Her trembling hand had almost cut into the tender flesh of Inuyasha's neck when her faithful soul captures invaded the area and pulled their mistress up and away from the hanyou's grasp. "KIKYOཀཀཀ" He yelled scornfully. Unknown to him those creatures had actually saved his life, but without this knowledge he scorned the blessed creatures.

Kagome holding back the flood of tears, ran stumbling and blindly into the twilight, not knowing where to hide from Inuyasha. All she knew is that she had to get away from this place before Inuyasha could look to her with disgrace, with the look he had always gave her when she caught him with Kikyo. I choose her... Were the words he had written across his golden eyes.

NOཀ Not this time, he's not going to give me that look anymoreཀ She ran faster that she had once that possible with her legs trembling so harshly. She gradually slowed as she found herself lost in a beautiful meadow. She toured herself around the meadow till she found a mossy log. She was only now being to feel the pain and exhaustion, she sat upon the log. And finally let the flaming tears of knowing that her beloved hanyou had pick a dead woman over her.

End of Flashback

"And well that's how I ended up her..." She finished as the last few shuttering words left her trembling lips. The waterfall of tears had ended by now and Kouga was still there. Kagome was surprised that he hadn't interrupted yet or left to kill Inuyasha. He hadn't even call her his 'woman', well not yet anyways.

"Inuyasha..." He seared though clenched fangs. "How dare heཀ" Unlike Kagome that was able to hold back her anger Kouga wasn't one to hide his true feelings. He got up from the soggy log and popped his knuckles.

I knew I shouldn't have told him. The visual of Kouga beating the crap out of Inuyasha became apparent. Kagome looked to him with discomfort. Kouga fearing that Kagome might hate him for doing what he was thinking of doing, gradually tranquilized his raging fury. He took a long deep inhale in order to restore his composure. "Ok Kagome, lets go straighten this out." He took the situation at hand.

Wait, did he say what I think he said? She cleaned her ears with her pinkie. "Well you coming or not?" He asked pulling her up by her wrist. "That depends? Do I have a choice in the matter?" She asked, stalling Kouga from his encounter with Inuyasha. "No, not really." Kouga said tugging harder.

Kagome was forced to face the image of Inuyasha. From here he was a simple blur but soon Kagome would have to have a face-to-face encounter confrontation, not something that would make her much better about what she had saw earlier. Kouga was eagerly awaiting his and Inuyasha encounter. Just anxiously waiting for Inuyasha to look at him in the eyes to tell him straight.

Just wait till I see that over confiedent, false-hearted hanyouཀ I'm going to tell him what's whatཀ Kouga's anxiety increased with the imaginary sight of the overcome hanyou.

Sooner than Kagome had wished, She faced Kouga and Inuyasha's interface.

"Hey Kagome?ཀ" Inuyasha yelled. "Kouga?ཀ" The happiness of know Kagome was safe was shortly over come by the knowledge of she was with Kouga at night.

"That's rightཀ I found Kagome, know what she was doing?" Kouga questioned. Positioning his fist on his hips.

"No, she ran off earlier. I have no idea why, do you?" He asked in a untrusting tone. He knodded his head as he saw Inuyasha wondering eyes.

"You really don't know, do you?" Kouga realized the depth of Inuyasha's stupidity. "She's been crying because she found you and that bitch of a miko together" He cussed at the top of his lungs. He drew back a breath, a blank expression on his face, not knowing what to say or what to do.

"..." Nothing left his lips.

"Exactly," Kouga pushed Inuyasha on the chest. "Why weren't you speechless when you were with that bitch?" He yelled into his face.

That was the last straw, no one called his love a bitch and got away with it. He unsheathing his tetsusigia on the unaware wolf Prince. Kouga shifted back as the point of tetsusigia touched his chin.

"No one calls Kikyo a Bitch more than once and lives to tell about it!" Inuyasha's blank expression turning into raging fury.

"Ummm, Kouga. I can handle this, why don't you go on home?" She spoke for the first time since their conversation had begun. She sent him away at the risk of his own life.

Kouga left in the usual manner, the azure twister. Inuyasha sheathed his sword left as the mini tornado diminished. Inuyasha snorted and turned to return to the campsite, as if not caring wether Kagome came or didn't.

Even though Kagome didn't wish to returned with Inuyasha, she had no choice, she had no other place to go. No other place to go... Or so she though

Ok peoples did you's like it? I hope you did.

So I wrote this because lately I've been bored with Inuyasha and Kagome's relationship, don't get me wrong it's cute and everything but just not that cute to me anymore. So I just wanted to write something with my bishie Kouga and Kagome. So if it sounds wrong or anything just review or e-mail me at I don't care if you've got the meanest review just tell me, because if you've got a problem and you don't tell, I won't be able to change now well I?