A/N ok this is just the prologue… if you like it please review and I will continue… this doesn't have a name yet but if you have any ideas please let me know by review or PM. It's what I think GG4 should be like…. Please R&R

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Prologue

This wasn't supposed to go like this.

If I knew this was going to happen when I signed up I would never have accepted.

I wish I could go back and change all of this.

I wouldn't have stopped the mission from going ahead, they just would have sent someone else but at least then my friends wouldn't have been involved.

But now as I watch that pool of blood grow bigger, despite my attempts to stop the flow, I realised that I can never get back from this.

What has happened wont change.

Even if I can kid myself into thinking it is just a crazy dream, a nightmare, I have to realise that this time I won't wake up.