A/N ok this is just the prologue… if you like it please review and I will continue… this doesn't have a name yet but if you have any ideas please let me know by review or PM. It's what I think GG4 should be like…. Please R&R
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Prologue
This wasn't supposed to go like this.
If I knew this was going to happen when I signed up I would never have accepted.
I wish I could go back and change all of this.
I wouldn't have stopped the mission from going ahead, they just would have sent someone else but at least then my friends wouldn't have been involved.
But now as I watch that pool of blood grow bigger, despite my attempts to stop the flow, I realised that I can never get back from this.
What has happened wont change.
Even if I can kid myself into thinking it is just a crazy dream, a nightmare, I have to realise that this time I won't wake up.
