Me: WOO HOO!
Riku: what are you so hyper about?
Me: I was Internet deprived and now I'm BACK! BWA HAHAHA!
Sora: Your Internet addicted aren't you?
Me: yup. n.n anyway... enter... AXEL!
Axel: I'm Axel. Got it memorized?
Riku and Sora: GROAN! that is the CORNIEST saying! Don't you EVER get tired of saying it?
Axel: nope. n.n
Me: In chain of memories, you said "Commit it to memory." I like that one better. Why don't you say that?
Axel: (shrugs) dunno. That's what my creators had me say.
Me: What a shame. "Got it memorized?" sounds like your asking. like your being submissive."Commit it to memory." sound more like an order. It has more authority. Its shmexyer. n.n
Axel: O.O
Riku and Sora: uh oh. she's in a using big words mood.
Me: ahhhh... I feel it working... the creativeness...
Riku Sora and Axel: O.O Im not even gonna ask.
DISCLAIMER: I don't own Kingdom Hearts or the characters.
I am...
No one
nothing.
Without
a heart.
Alone,
forgotten.
Unloved.
...So cold.
"You get on their bad side, and they'll destroy you!"
"Nobody would miss me."
You say... Nobody... would miss you.
...Nobody...
What did you mean?
What is nobody?
It's nothing.
Nothing can not live.
It can not die.
It is not really there.
But can it fade?
Cease from being?
But... how can it stop being what it never was?
Maybe, softly, subtly, it was always there.
Never coming, never going.
Nothing.
It can not feel.
It can not love.
Shells, left-over husks that have lost their hearts.
Why do they continue to 'live'?
If it can be called living.
What is the purpose?
Why bother?
No reason.
It just does.
There is nothing to be called living.
There is nothing to be called dead.
Neither living nor dead.
It just 'is'.
It can not feel.
The essence of being empty.
An empty husk.
Nothing.
No one.
When the husk is destroyed,
what is left?
Only the husk was lost.
Not what was inside.
What was inside is set free.
Then,
it truly is nothing.
Not even a body to claim.
Though it has no body,
neither is it held captive.
Free from a cage.
Free yes,
though it was a precious cage.
Nothing.
Nobody.
It can not feel.
But,
if by some impossible feat,
it does somehow feel.
Somehow.
What would happen?
Could it,
somehow,
manage to love?
To cry
To hate,
perhaps to dream?
Perhaps,
even regain a lost heart?
For,
if nothing,
nobody,
could manage,
somehow manage,
to feel,
to love,
to be able to miss someone,
what would happen?
And yet,
still be nothing.
Nobody.
Could a nobody be able to feel,
to love,
to hate.
To miss,...
after all?
It must be possible,
for nobodies to feel.
Someway.
Somehow.
In some unexplainable way.
It must be possible.
It must.
Because your'e right.
Your'e right.
Nobody would miss you.
I miss you Roxas.
And I'm a Nobody.
"You get on their bad side, and they'll destroy you!"
"Nobody would miss me."
Me:...ug.
Riku: ah so you wore yourself out & made yourself depressed huh?
Me:... yeah.
Axel: And you made me all angst. thanks. NOT.
Me: ...