~Rage Beat~

It wasn't every day I'd end up like this. Well, it happened once. And his brother was around. And it was uncomfortable. I remember that day like it was yesterday...but enough about then! Today Hiro called me over because he wanted to discuss 'important matters'. So I bid Yuki farewell and ran over to my best friends house.

Hiro Nakano is the guitarist for our band, Bad Luck. I'm the lead singer and Suguru Fujisaki is the keyboardist. Our manager's name is K and he's a gun wielding maniac! I mean; no normal person would wake you up with a gun to your head!

Just saying.

Eiri Yuki? He's my boyfriend. We live together but he doesn't show me or tell me he loves me. I think he just keeps me around so he can fuck something whenever he wants!

Oops I said fuck.

I wonder why Hiro called me.

Oooh did he come up with a brand new solo?

Focus, Shuichi!

Oh yeah! My name is Shuichi Shindou! Like I said before I sing for the band Bad Luck and I write our songs as well! I have a huge fanbase and it's kind if creepy because half of them are apparently old guys who want their way with me! The stupid press thinks it's funny and they like to poke fun at me...K usually shuts them up, though!

I blinked; hang not noticed I ran two blocks past Hiro's house and turned right around; running back. Hiro was laughing at me; clutching his sides and rolling around.

"Hiiiiiroooo! It's not funnyyyyy!" I whined, sitting beside him on his front steps. He grinned at me and laughed; patting my back. I pouted and he laughed harder. "HIIIIIIIROOOOOOO!"

"I'm sorry, Shuichi! You just look too cute and I can't help it!" Hiro laughed.

I gave him a smack to the head.

He winced and held his head; grumbling angrily. I continued to pout and he shook his head; looking up at me as i stared at him. He blinked then remembered why I was there.

"Shuichi, I got something to show you. Come upstairs with me." Hiro said, standing up and walking inside. Confused, I followed him inside and upstairs.

He opened his bedroom door to reveal his once twin sized bed now a king size. He chuckled and looked me in the eyes.

"I want you to move in with me. Yuki'll stop breaking your heart and beating you up. I'll take care of you." I was staring at him; jaw dropped. He took a step closer and I backed into a wall.

"Hiro...I can't just leave him-" I started when his lips met mine. I felt my cheeks heat up and slowly kissed back. Hiro smiled against my lips.

"You've run from him so often that it's almost natural and normal for you to walk out, right?" he asked, running his fingers through my hair. I slowly nodded and looked down.

"Yeah...yeah, you're right! If Yuki loved me he wouldn't let me leave him so much!" I yelled. Hiro smiled and nuzzled against my cheek.

"So dump him. Be the man and dump that womanizer." Hiro whispered in my ear. I nodded and excused myself; running back to Yuki.

"Yuuuuukiiii I'm home!" I called out like I normally did; closing the front door behind me. Yuki stepped out of his study; staring coldly at me. I just let out a smile and skipped to our room.

"What're you doing." Yuki asked; watching me back up my suitcases. I giggled and turned to him.

"I'm leaving you, Yuki. I'm sick and tired of you always yelling at me and kicking me out. I'm sick of you always hitting me when you're drunk. You said you wanted to be my lover but you're the furthest thing from it. So I'm moving out!" I sounded more angry than I meant to.

Stupid Yuki.

Yuki's eyes seemed locked; wide open and staring at me. I went back to packing; humming away to Nittle Grasper's song Predilection. I heard a soft sigh and then a snarl.

"You're a damn brat...all you do is bother me anyway. The only thing you're good for is fucking, and you're bad at that. You always sound annoying when you call out 'Yuki Yuki tell me you love me' and I'm sick of it. If you're leaving, then go. You're a waste of space anyway."

My heart stopped and I let my hands waver. I gripped my bags and looked at him sadly. "Fine. I'm leaving. And I won't come back. Not this time." I whispered.

Stupid Yuki. All he does is hurt me. All he does is-WAUGH!

Yuki shoved me against a wall and glared down at me. "I'll give you a reason to go, then." Yuki's voice was low and terrifying. I gasped and whimpered in fear. Yuki threw me to the ground and put his foot on my side.

I stared up at him; Yuki almost in tears as he stared down at me. "Who is it?" he asked; adding a bit of pressure. "Who's taking you away from me. If I don't like the answer, I'll break a rib."

I panicked.

Stupid Yuki!

"I-it's K!" I blurted out. I knew he couldn't stand Hiro or Fujisaki so I yelled out the safest name I knew. Yuki paused for a brief moment and dug his heel into my ribs. I screamed loud as a few cracked and broke.

"Don't lie to me either, Shuichi. It's Hiroshi, isnt it. Fucking asshole." Yuki took his foot off of me and kicked me in the gut. I coughed up blood; whimpering and crying on the floor. Yuki grabbed my cell and dialed.

"Tell him what happed, Shuichi. Tell your new boyfriend you're not leaving any time soon." Yuki said in a threatening tone. I lifted my head and looked at my phone as Hiro's voice came through.

"Shuichi?"

Stupid Yuki...

"Hi-Hiro...he-help me...h-he beat m-"

Yuki kicked me in the face.